TRAPPED

Forty five.

''i m sorry chief but i forgot my phone here..'' her voice has the roughness, panting she is scared of me. she seems rushed, and frustrated.

she hurried to my room, i followed her i cant leave her like this when she is out of her sense. What happen why her brain is triggered her this again she was calm.

my sweet violate...

what has happen to her why is she restless....

she searched the room like a wildcat and finally found her phone on the counter right Infront of her eyes but she was hazed and didn't seem to notice and rushed to it. i stood at the door ready if anything has happens..

she is rumbling again and dialling someone repeated.. i stood next to her but she did budge, she is very much not my violate timid, quite, soft violate. i miss her trembling..

ohh what is happening to me' 'get it together Salvator.'' i chant to myself 

'please pickup pickup j i need it right now before i do something please pickup .'' she rumbles. She screamed in frustration. Her eyes turned to mine, i knew that she lost it.

her eyes hooded is she addicted to something?. the thoughts passing by my mind and there is no answer to my question until i have my hands on that bloody bitch j....

i step towards her, her eyes locks to mine red eyes tears flowing, hand trembling , is she know who I'm, is she feeling the effect what she has done to my life? is she ok with this all messed up things?,... does she have the same effect as mine?.. so many questions and no fucking answer i want to ask her but none...

''no please dont come near me, i can harm you.'' she steps back. before i could talk to her. her phone buzz and she looks joyfull grinning at the phone, raphael stood at the door frame. i can feel his presence i dont have to look back.

he is always there for me...

''hello j where are you i need you.'' her hand slips and her phone almost fell, but before it shatter i grabbed it and put it on speaker to speak to her.. she nod at me. yes its me violate recognise me.. 

its me??

''oh baby what happen to you ?'' her voice mocking at violate but she is too desperate to notice.

''i need the pills j please give it to me i cant breath properly j'' she plead my world shattered at her tears and begging for something i could give her world but i can't do anything, before knowing something about her, i grip the phone too tight and Raphael seems to notice and put a firm hand on my shoulder...

i loosen my grip and stays quite,

''oh i cant give you anything vi I'm sorry.'' her fake concern dip in honey words.

''please j i know your anger please don't do this,'' she pants . i just want to hold her and kept her locked in my home until i kill her friend.

''why don't you ask your boyfriend to give you. 'violate looks at me for a second and tears streaming her face. she is redden in anger and frustration and her mind is not stable.

'what are you talking about j and he has no connection to it.'' she said in frustration 

'oh vi don't play around on me, your still at his place fucking him and now you want me?''violates eyes more redden she is loosing i can sense it she is not in her state..

''we talk about this j please i need the pill i cant breath. 'she panting and loosing her balance i grab her arm before she falls. i snap my eyes at Raphael. he is tracing her location. I have to keep quite until she got in my hands.

''ok vi i love you i will give you the pills but i have one condition,'' as soon her words rings to violates ear she grab her phone and i look at raphael. what the hell she want? raphael nodded and  i let violate go from my arm as through i crave her in my arm i have to get her back from what she has done.