TRAPPED

Thirty four

''its been while violate, i thought to visit you''

my hand began to shake my hearts beating to fast, i cant think my mind is fogged white dot dancing in my eyes...

I startle and phone fell on the ground when a door bell rings, I quickly took the phone kept it in the purse and hurried to the exit to check its probably chief, 

i walked out and saw chief standing Infront of the black limo its large limo. he wore a black tuxedo with no tie and open buttons clearing view of his chest the large tattoo peaking out from his shirt.  

he is looking drool worthy, if any other situation my heart would have swell for him. but its just so different. 

He stretched his hand out to take. like a gentleman and i should never forget that whatever he ask he never request for anything as much I hate to take his hand I have no choice but move.

he opened the door for me and I sat on the seat its a forward facing seat, and he sat next to me the car has a mini bar with two drinks flutes. he took the drink and gestured me to sit on his lap I look away from him. I'm too scared to move from my seat. 

he grab my wrist and made me to sit on his lap. loud gasp escape from my mouth with sudden actions. i can feel his eyes on my neck , and realise his faded marks are covered in makeup. before i can tell him, his hand cup my cheek thumb creases to lips. i hope the lipstick is smudge proof. he haven't lead a hand on me since that night. 

my lips parted when his thumb crease my bottom lip, slowly he traces my lips its almost mistaken like a sweet couple interaction but he is dangerous..

my eyes searching his dark eyes which is just relaxed now i can see how cool his eyes are looking at me, he place a flute to my lips and forced to take a sip but i m scared to deny i took a sip but shook my head for another and surprisingly he agreed. and took a sip from the same flute... 

after taking the sip his face near to mine i can sense the breath and its like he is breathing me, I'm too stern with his action and he made his lips landed on mine, and made me drink from his mouth.

and that when i realize i don't have any control in this when I deny he wont listen.. i want to cry I want to scream on his face and moved away from him.

he nibble on bottom lip the action was really slow and steady, his lips is so soft, he kissed bottom lips, there is no bite or harsh suck,, but only tender kisses on my lips, his land on my waist i flinch on his lap and he took the chance and suck my tongue, soft i hesitant with his actions, a soft moan escape my mouth there is no pressure or force.. 

When he forces me to strip or got me scared of him. He never give the mixed signals to me its always clear. But from few days he is giving me a mixed signal, he waits for me every morning by the street to pick me up after i take my coffee and drop me.. but never call me to any of his locations

I'm surprised that the unknown person which was sending me the message has been stopped since i texted him personally for the lie.

Because of all this i thought of getting my will and freedom back and he realised that he can't own me but this one made me realize that he was just playing with me. To just think that i has the liberty to deny to him..

My hope shattered into millions pieces...