TRAPPED

Forty two

Violate's Pov ;

I woke up with a slight headache and feeling very cold. My body wasn't covered, and I was wearing someone else's shirt. I held my head in my hands. When the last night memory hit me.. 

feeling scared is he got me, he got me and where im...my throat sore and eyes burning. cant keep my eyes open to to long blinking i clear my vision when a familiar voice hit me.

''relax your safe.'' i look at the direction. its chief who is sitting on his big chair. unfazed about last night.

''you. what happened last night.'' i sense the room its his room. but he left me. and j was with me like always she was there whole night i talked to her?.

he looked at me as if searching something,. 'where is j?'' i asked when he didn't reply. he never really cares.

''she was there with me last night, is she ok.''i stood in my place only to realize im in his shirt and my black panty from last night. if anything has happen between us then he never bothers to give me his shirt so clearly nothing happen. I looked at him confused...

''nothing happened last night of that's what your asking, you can voice up if you want me.'' he smirks at me. my eyes widen and i look away.

''i did not ask that!'' my cheeks redden at his question. Why is he so straight in talking. he need filter, It seems like he enjoys seeing me uncomfortable.

he stood up from his chair, he is half naked, i gulped at the sight. he is standing right infront of me but there is distance.

''i was there with you last night. 'my eyes snap to his face. realization hit me. 

''you left me when i hugged you to save me.'' tears sting my eyes.

''if i left. then how you are in my bedroom?'' i looked at him confused. is he lying but i saw J in my sleep. Did he happen to be the one there to soothe me during my episode last night?.

''did i do something?.''i stutters looking at him. But he is so calm not even reacting strangely.

''what pills you take?'' his voice fill with irritation.

''what!!'' i ask 

''what pills you were begging for . Who gave the pills.'' he step towards me. I stepped back in fear, my movements halted by the wall. he stand hovering me.

''why.. your asking!!'' i stutter in fear. my eyes lock to his.

''I'm asking something. violate..'' his voice dangerously calm.a shiver ran down my spine i clutch the shirt in my hands.i have to answer him..

''i had this since my parent death. i don't remember anything but the voices and j was the only one who can make it away,''i blurt out in fear breathing heavy. 

''why only her what she did.'' i am breathing his intoxicating breath. He is so close to me.

''she gives me pills and it make it go away from my head,'' my breathing heavy. Chest rising. I don't even know what I'm feeling. fear? its should be fear.

''what happens after?'' His eyes pierced through me, as if digging a hole in my body.

''it feels light everything feels lite no more burning body headache shivering and the voices. 'he hums in me.

my eyes landed on his lips and i can feel the taste in my mouth my lips tingle sweetly looking at his lips, its very good feeling not the fear. i lick my lips and bit my bottom lip stopping the urge.i bit harder when he closes the distance my chest pressed against his.. 

a coppery taste lingers in my mouth, its my blood from my lips i stopped biting he looks at my blooded lip. there is no smirk on his face something different.. and then his lips near mine. he opens his lips and slowly very slowly darted his tongue to lick my blood a soft breeze touched my face, its his breath, he licks my blood from my lip. not kissing just licking it clean a sweet tingle left in my bottom lip. i want to kiss him.. 

i am not believing my thoughts but i feel the urge to drag his lips to mine and feel it, he moves his tongue to lick my upper lip. a soft moan escape my mouth. his eyes darken. i want him , my inner is begging for attention but he didn't touched me or fucked me. 

his hand lingers on side of my waist. I'm resisting the urge of tell him to fuck me.. like he does all the time what has changed.

should i ask him? is he bored?...