Losing my fucking mind
Clawing and trying to find
A vein I can open or an eye I can roll
Until it falls out of my skull
This itching in my brain
Unrelenting patter like rain
Tempting me to crack my skull
Until my eyes go glassy dull
And my brain leaks out my eyes
As it does while I'm alive
Then there's this ache
One I just can't shake
To take that stupid knife
And end my fucking life
But I can't for now
I won't
Cause I've got to be here
For those who hold me dear
So I'll try to fight this feeling
Until my skin is peeling
And they say there's light
So you just have to fight
But they don't seem to get
The darkness isn't easy to forget
And no light will erase
The darkness without a trace
And while the light may seem kind
It can often leave you blind
When you live in the sun
You become blind to what the dark has done
But I was washed in darkness like a flood
And It became ingrained into my blood
And now I can't deal with this shit
And I feel like throwing a stupid fit
Your light is suffocating
And my nerves are really grating
I feel like I'm on fucking fire
And the flames are getting higher
But somehow I'm still drowning again
I'm in the devil's den
The ache is getting stronger and the itching growing worse
This shit is a stupid fucking curse
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Poems Don't Always Rhyme
PoetryJust poems and Sonnets and other literary stuff to waste time and empty feelings. ×WARNING× They do get better as you go they kinda suck at first this was a learning experience >_<
