Confessions of a teenage Goddess

i will be there

Authors note:

As we come up to the last chapter in the book i would just like to thank you all for reading. It's been a pleasure.

And to all the people who actually read the authors notes, thank you.

Now yes there will be a sequel if you're wondering but for now im going to focus on my other book

Keep holding on.

I'd love if you guys would read it.

Anyways thanks again.

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Seth p.o.v.:

I woke up in my room. It was dark and i had a major head ache.

My sheets were soaked in sweat.

I get up to take a shower when i feel something hold me back from walking.

What the hell.

My door opens and my mother turns on the light.

What was she trying to do blind me?

"oh Seth you scared me, i didn't k.ow you were up." She says.

"mom why do i have a wire hooked up to my arm?" I ask.

"you've been out for a few days. And you lost a lot of blood honey." My mother tells me.

"so it's real, the fight?" I ask.

She nods.

"what about loosing Rose?" I ask her.

She just looks at me, her eyes were red as if she had been crying.

"seth, they found Rose." She says to me her voice hushed.

"what where, bring her in!?" I say loudly.

"I'm afraid I can't do that." She says.

"what why?" I ask. Then it sinks in. "she's, she's dead?" I ask.

"no, no she isn't dead, but she's not doing well either." My mother answers.

"take me to her." I say,pulling the wire from my arm.

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She was beautiful.

She looked so peaceful asleep.

I saw all of the presents the pack gave to her, the bears, the cards, the letters.

She was loved and adored by many.

"Rose, if you can hear me at all I want you to know, that i love you so, so much. You're my world. And i know that I've made some mistakes, but i promise to you, that i will do anything and everything in my power to make it right. I love you Rose." I feel tears in my eyes and i turn around to make sure nobody can see me crying.

"please Rose, I can't loose you." I say quietly.

I can't loose her like i lost the baby.

I still imagine what it would be like if we hadn't lost the baby. We would be one big happy family.

Rose would make a wonderful mother, she was so caring.

so loving.

My Rose.

"Seth, are you hungry?" My mother asks me.

"no mom." I tell her.

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I sat in that spot for two weeks while Rose slept.

My mother said that she was doing better but was unlikely to make it till next week.

When she told me the news i cried for three days straight.

Crying for one day was the most I've ever cried.

So there i sat with Rose's hand wraped in mine.

I sat there praying to anyone that listened that she would be ok.

"don't you dare,

Shed a tear,

as long as I'm here,

Darling don't you cry,

Everything will ba alright,

Just let the rain wash away,

All the pain of yesterday,

Let them wash away,

All the tears, and the pain

And the frowns.

Let the rain was awayall the sounds,

Sounds of sorrow, sounds of pain,

Let the rain wash away,

Sounds of horror, sound of loss,

And let the rain,

Let the rain,

Wash them away."i sang to her,the lullaby her mother sang to her.

Dylan had taught Perri the song, and Perri taught me.

I kissed Rose softly on her forehead.

"i love you." I whispered in her ear.

i watch as her eyes flutter a little and i half hope she's going to wake up, but she doesn't.

"is she ok?" I hear a little girl say to me.

I look up to see a girk, about 13 maybe 14 looking at Rose.

Wait I know this girl.

But from where?

"you're..."

"Rose's sister? Yes. I do believe we've met before, in the woods" she says walking towards Rose's bed."oh relax it's not like i am going to hurt her." She says.

To be continued.....