"can we not go back to that." calum groaned as he sat on the couch.
"he wanted to give me a shot. what did you all really expect?" i spoke with a tiny smile.
"tell me more!" i spoke as i looked over at luke.
"what more is there to say." luke replied with a dumb smile on his face.
"luke is in love love." i spoke with a chuckle as i turned around.
"speaking of which, did you eat today?" luke spoke suddenly from behind me.
why is he bringing this up now?
"y-yes." i stuttered as i kept my back turned from them.
"are you lying?" calum countered.
"n-nope." i replied still keeping my back turned from them.
"why are you stuttering? stuttering is a big tell tale of lying." ashton pointed out.
"i ate a couple bites of breakfast, but that's it. i don't want anymore. please luke." i spoke as i turned around with tears in my eyes.
"you know i can't just let this slide sav." luke sighed as he looked at me with disappointment.
"why can't you just let me be skinny. i don't know why you want me fat. colton doesn't want me fat." i pointed out.
"colton doesn't know jack shit." michael spoke simply.
"look, if you were my sister, which you sort of are, or daughter i would not let you date a piece of shit like him." michael added.
"he just wants what's best for me. he wants me to be skinny and pretty." i mumbled.
"do you ever hear yourself?" luke spoke with frustration.
"do you hear yourself? you're asking me to be fat. you're asking me to break it off with someone i love. i love him and he loves me! why do i have to keep telling you that!" i yelled as i stormed upstairs and slammed my door shut.
i didn't want to live here anymore.
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i woke up the next morning to a knock on my door.
"it's ash. can i come in?" he asked.
"sure." i spoke in a tired voice as i sat up.
"let's talk." he spoke simply as he sat down on the bed edge.
"nothing to talk about. i just woke up ash." i muttered as i pulled the blanket over my head.
ashton gently pulled the blanket back.
"i want to talk about you and colton." he spoke slowly.
"is there no one else home that you can talk too?" i questioned.
"everyone is home. i just want to talk to you." ashton spoke simply.
"there's nothing to talk about regarding us." i shrugged.
"why are you so defensive about your relationship with him?" ashton asked.
"i'm not defensive. i just don't want you guys to hate him." i spoke slowly.
"i think the ship has already sailed with that one love." ashton replied.
suddenly my phone lit up with a text message from colton.
i slowly reached over and grabbed it.
colton: hey baby.
me: hi!
colton: i need you
me: what's going on? do you want to call?
colton: i need your body.
me: i told you no.
colton: i need it or i'll kill myself sav. you know you don't want me to kill myself.
i felt tears form into my eyes as i pushed them away.
"he's texting you and your about to cry babe." ashton pointed out.
"i just miss him." i lied as i shut my phone off.
"can i see what he sent you?" ashton asked.
"no." i replied quickly.
"can you tell me what it was about." ashton asked again.
"no." i replied again.
"come on, you can tell me." ashton pressured.
"he wants me to send nudes okay!" i shouted before quickly covering my mouth and sitting on my phone.
"he what!" i heard luke shout from outside of my door.
im so totally absolutely fucked.
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Fanfiction"why can't you see that he's killing the person you used to be." "colton would never do that, maybe your the one who is."
