Dangerously In Luv | KTH

27: Like

Author's POV

[A few days later]

After you had been informed about what really happened to you in the past, you couldn't help but feel terrible every day. At first, you didn't want to let Taehyung feel bad. You thought you were one of the most disgusting people ever, but you couldn't let go of him. It pained you, but you were selfish.

You knew it was going to leave a scar on both of you, but you really wanted to work things out. You did feel very bad and ashamed. No matter what you were doing, the truth kept creeping up in your head. It disgusted you every time. You weren't as happy as usual and you weren't in the mood to do anything. It went on like that for a few days until,

-

Y/n's POV

It's been a few days since Taehyung told me about the past. I couldn't get myself to forgive myself. I felt so terrible. Taehyung had been nothing but nice to me. He must have been that way back then too, and I did such a thing to him? I can't believe I was so cruel. He had all the right to break up with me.

I wonder what would happen if he didn't love me anymore. I would have no one... I promised myself that I would never leave Tae and I would never ever do a thing that could hurt him. He loves me so much and I know and feel that. He deserves the same from me too.
-
Taehyung was working while I was hanging out at home with Jimin and Yoongi. Lately, I've been trying to not be so close to Jungkook. Tae said he didn't mind since I know everything now and since he forgave Jungkook himself, but I couldn't help but feel bad.

I invited Jimin and Yoongi over since I was bored at home. I actually called the others over too but they all were busy. It was a wonder they all didn't hate me for what I did to their friend... Taehyung had told them about everything but also told them he still loved me, so they all couldn't do anything except support him.

Even though Yoongi said he wanted to hang out too, the moment he entered the living room, he slouched down on the couch and went to sleep. Jimin and I had been watching a movie in the meantime.

It was dinner time when the movie ended, so we ordered some pizza for ourselves. When the pizza arrived, we just kept talking while eating.

Suddenly, a low voice popped up from the other side of the couch. Yoongi had woken up from his nap and sat straight to take a slice of pizza.

Jimin and I continued talking, but I could feel Yoongi staring at me for some reason.

"Hey Y/n," He chimed in all of the sudden.

I turned my head towards him and so did Jimin.

"Taehyung told us that he had told you everything," He started. He took another slice of pizza before continuing.

"Why didn't you leave him? Honestly, if I was in your position, I would." He blurted out.

I could see Jimin looking at him with a shocked expression.

"Why do you say that?" I asked back.

"Well, don't you feel awful knowing he has lied to you this whole time?" He simply asked.

"Hyung, stop." Jimin softly said. It seems as if he was worried about something.

"I do... But I also don't. I kind of understand why he lied. But more importantly, I love him too much to just leave him now." I honestly answered.

"You really are something else." He said leaving me confused.

"I don't understand you, but it's fine as long as I can stay out of this mess." He shrugged.

"Oke...?" I said confused.

"A-anyway, let's see if there's another movie we can watch," Jimin said trying to make the awkward tension go away.

"Sure."
-
We put on another movie and just kept watching until eventually, Tae came back from work. We hung out a little more, till it was time to go to bed. Jimin and Yoongi left so Tae and I went to sleep.
-
It was the next day. Tae and I went to work.

I hadn't told Lisa about anything. We are friends, but we aren't close enough, to talk about our private life.

Taehyung didn't act differently toward me at all. It was strange that everything that happened only affected me. I know I just remembered it while the rest has known it for a while but it still felt weird. But I couldn't be more grateful for the fact they're acting normal towards me. I really hoped Taehyung would be able to forget everything, just like I did. Though, if I was in his position, I would have dumped myself already.

But if I'm completely honest, I don't want him to leave me. I like the way he makes me feel. Loved. Finding someone better than him is impossible. He won't be able to leave me and neither will I be able to leave him. We're connected forever...
-
Lisa and I were sitting in the cafeteria at work, eating our food when suddenly someone spoke.

"Hey, Y/n. Hey, Lisa." It was Jungkook.

"Hello, Mr.Jeon." Lisa politely greeted him.

"Hey, Kook. What are you doing here?" I hadn't seen him in a while. We didn't really talk much after what happened. I felt bad for ignoring him like that but I feel as if Jungkook understands me, and that's why he didn't say anything.

"Just came to have a meeting with Tae." He shrugged.

"Well, I got to go now. Bye, ladies." He waved us off.

"Bye, Sir," Lisa said.

"Bye, Kook."

When Jungkook walked away, Lisa bent over the table and tapped my arm.

"You're dating the CEO and you're friends with the hottest guy I know?!" She spoke with big eyes and a surprised tone.

"Eh...I guess...?" I awkwardly replied. Then something clicked in my brain.

"Wait! By hottest guy, do you mean Jungkook? Do you like him or something?" I suddenly realized.

Lisa's eyes widened and her face suddenly became red. She looked away and I could tell she likes him.

It was weird that such a beautiful girl didn't have a boyfriend, while a potato like me, has one of the most handsome guys as a boyfriend. I wondered why but now I have my answer.

"You do, don't you?" I asked.

"Fine, I do. But don't you dare tell him that." She gave in.

"I won't, don't worry." I smiled at her to ensure her I wouldn't say a word.

__________________________________