Lilly, an eighteen year old girl who lives with her mom and her one year one brother. After loosing her dad a year ago, and finding out shes is pregnant by her childhood best friend, her abusïve mother kicks her and her baby brother out of the house...
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WARNING~ attempted SA and slight mention of SA
I jolt awake to the feel of someones hands upon my skin. It's not a warm welcoming feel it's a creepy feel.
It's broad day so I can see the person hovering above me. Donatello.
"What are your doing? Get the fuck off of me"
My fight or flight instincts kick in and I try to get out of his hold but he's strong as fuck and I'm basically powerless against him. I know I can fight but not a man three times my size. My lungs rack as I use them to deal attention to this room.
"Just shut the fuck up so I can get some pleasure in. I only have seven fingers and it makes me less attractive to the women I fuck. So your their replacement. You'll enjoy this dont worry." He says as he begins to unbuckle his belt loop and pull his pants off with his hand over my mouth.
I'm being felt up by this guy and every inch of my body feels grossed out and disgusted.
I must have been loud enough for the whole house to hear because about fifteen people barrel into the room with their guns drawn, and leading them is Elias.
"Don what the fuck are you fucking doing? Take him and put him in a cell, I'll let Sandro take care of you"
"No no. He will kill me."
"Your fault"
I run to the bathroom, making sure to lock the door behind me.
Sliding to the side of the tub I hug my knees. I can't stay here. I can't fucking stay here. I could get raped and that could make me lost the baby if they are rough and I really want this baby.
I feel mature enough to take care of it even though I still have Levi. I want leo to be able to have someone he can play with and grow up with together and this baby gives him that. If I love it, it's like I'm losing the future happiness Levi will have playing with it. I need to get out of here.
Before I'm sucked into the terrible thoughts a knock is heard on the door.
"Lilly, Lilly are you alright?"
I don't respond. I can't. I'm frozen in time by what just happened.
"Lilly"
The thought of his feeling me up and his rough lips upon mine invade my mind. Trying hard to evade it I think about my dad. He always makes me feel better. He was the one to love and cherish me, and no matter how hard I try to push the memories of my assault away, they force harder and push back up.
I don't realize I'm crying till a sob breaks through my lips. Then I begin to wail like a baby. I cry and cry and cry loudly not knowing when it will stop. I lay in the fetal position on the floor and just cry. The bathroom door is opened by someone but I pay no mind to it. Feet stammer past my face as a pool of tears begins to surround my head.
I see them begin to lay down next to me in the same position and I become face to face with Alessandro.
The crying slowly stops from me looking into his emerald eyes. How did he even get here so quickly? I thought he had meetings.
"Hi" his voice vibrates the ground.
"H-hi. I-I though you w-we're gone" I say trying to speak evenly but failing terribly.
"I was but I have finished what needed to be finished and so i am back"
Oh.
"Would you like to tell me what has happened here?" He says slowly moving his hand to stroke my face. It a warm welcoming feeling and makes me feel safe.
"I-" freeze... the word im looking for is freeze because I have no clue how to word what has just happened.
"It's ok love. Take your time"
"Would you like to sit up?"
"Yeah"
"Ok let's go slowly" He says, helping me up so im sitting cris cros.
"Spoons in the bowl baby"
I give a light chuckle at the childhood memory from gym class. Our teacher had us sit with our legs crossed and our hands in between them as if they were giant spoons for a giant bowl of cereal. That was when life for us was not complicated.
"I, I went to the hospital because I was bleeding and was worried for my baby and good thing everything is all fine and so we got food and then watched a movie and then I went back to my room and spent some time with Levi and we agreed no school today but I still wanted to get some sleep so I dropped my brother at daycare and came back to shower and sleep but when, when I woke up." I have to stop, I'm chocking on my words.
"He, he was on top of me, about to force me" i say trying to contain my tears and whimpers from escaping me.
"I mean thank God I screamed loud enough because if I hadn't he probably would have went too hard and killed my baby and I need this baby to physically survive and I want Levi to have someone to grow up with and someone for him to always have in his corner and I don't want him to be that one child who's always alone and bullied because he lives with his sister and I want to adopt him so they would be brothers and they would be my babies but anyways I, I-" I can't stop the sobs that escape past my lips.
I cover my face with my hands, not wanting him to see how ugly I am when I cry. Seriously it's gross. Snot always ends up down my face.
"Hey hey don't cry bambina. He will pay for what he has done and caused you. Is it alright if I hug you?"
I look up at Alessandro through my fingers, he's beautiful. His green eyes and dark hair are perfectly perfect. They make his features so much better than they already are.
"I- yeah"
He scoots closer to me and faces the same way as I do and wraps his arms around me. It's comforting and after a while I relax in his arms. We stay like that for a while and I end up falling asleep
