- Y/n's Pov -
Louis walks back into the bathroom. His face was red, I wonder why. I brush it off and put on some light makeup.
I finish and Louis still hasn't came out of the bathroom. Did something happen? He was already dressed, why would he be in the bathroom.
"Louis?" I knock on the door
"Are you okay?" Worry fills my voice
"U-uhm yeah. Just give me a second." He says
Okay, weird. I let it go and wait for Louis to come out
He finally comes out and his face was red. He looks at me and I smile.
"Ready to go?"
He nods at me, not saying a word.
The entire time we were walking he stayed silent. His face was straight, he had no emotion. I stop walking and look at Louis
"Louis are you okay?" I sigh
He avoids my eye contact and looks at the floor
"Y-yeah, I'm fine"
I frown but continue walking. I really hopes he's okay.
- Louis' Pov -
I go into the bathroom after seeing y/n in her outfit. My heart beat increases, my breath thickens.
I waiting a few minutes for my boner to 'cool down' but every time I thought of y/n, it would grow more. You could see it through my pants, it's was really bad.
Y/n usually wears baggy clothes. Her body isn't revealed at all during school. Today was the first day I saw her wearing something tight. I never knew someone's looks could make me feel this way.
"Louis?" I heard y/n knocking on the door
Shit please don't come in.
"Are you okay?" She asks
"U-uhm yeah. Just give me a second."
I try to breath to make my boner calm down. I would need alot more than a second for this to be taken care of.
I finally come out, my boner is still there but not noticable. My face was bright red. I look at y/n and she smiles at me. My boner grows again. Shit.
"Ready to go?"
I nod at her.
The entire time we were walking, I didn't even try to make conversation. Even though I had every urge to just push y/n up to a wall and start kissing her-
Too far, my bad.
I just had to avoid her. Seeing her with her outfit on does too much to me. I swear if our hands accidentally touch I will completely lose it.
"Louis are you okay?" Y/n sighs
I hold my breath, careful not to look at her.
"Y-yeah. I'm fine"
A/N: the boy is not fine!
Of course y/n had to notice I was acting weird. She notices everything. It's sweet how caring she is, but this is not the time. Maybe if I just stay a few inches away from her, nothing will happen. I just need to get over this boner and everything will be fine.
Y/n and I arrive. We see our teachers and everyone else that went on this trip. I feel worried, alot of people are here. Y/n definitely feels overwhelmed. I told her last time to hold my hand if she feels nervous. I'm screwed if she holds my hand right now.
Ella walks up to y/n.
"Oh my gosh hi y/n! You look so good!" Ella hugs y/n
I'm glad y/n has another friend that cares about her.
"Thank you, you look great too!"
My heart beat increases at y/n's voice. This usually wouldn't happen before, why is it happening now? I can't be blushing just from her voice.
"Hey Louis" Ella smiles
"Hi." I smile back
I see y/n out of the corner of my eye.
"What's up with you?" Ellas eyebrows furrowed
She notices too?
"Nothing, just..nothing." I nod
She looks at me weird and walks over to her other friends
A few minutes go by and mostly our entire school was here. There were even more people crowding around
Suddenly y/n holds onto my hand. Fuck.
My boner grows it's biggest, I try to ignore it.
I could hear y/n's breath unsteady. I feel bad, I should be taking care of her. Despite my failed attempts at avoiding her, I comfort her
"Y/n it's okay, these are just people from our school" I say reassuringly
Y/n nods and takes a deep breath.
"Thank you Louis" she gives me a weak smile
But it's still a smile that affects me. I blush extremely hard but look away so she wouldn't see it.
- Y/n's Pov -
"Thank you for coming here to meet us, I hope you kids have lots of fun. Stay safe and try not to miss your flight back"
The teacher finally finished her long talk. I was still holding onto Louis' hand. I blush, looking down at our hands. They grip tightly together. I notice something, something hard and big in Louis' pants. Wait-
No. Fucking. Way.
Louis has a boner? From me? That would explain why he's been acting so weird. I turn red as I look back up. It would make sense. I usually wear baggy clothes at school, today was the first time I wore something tight. He started acting weird after he saw me in my outfit, it all made sense.
"Oh my gosh, look!" I heard someone say
"Are they dating now?" Someone asks
A circle of people were looking at us. I blush, I think it's because of me and Louis' hands.
Matthew walks up to us. He was holding a phone and a mini microphone
"So, are you two dating now?" He holds the microphone up to Louis' mouth
Louis hesitates for a second
"Y/n and are just friends" Louis confirms
Matthew turns to me
"What do you have to say about that, y/n?" He puts the microphone infront of my mouth
"We're just friends" I nod while giving a small smile.
Matthew focuses the phone on our hands and walks away laughing
I let go of Louis' hand.
"I'm sorry, I shouldn't have held your hand in public" I feel bad, Louis might be bothered by his friends now.
"Don't be sorry, I'm the one who told you to hold my hand" he mumbles
"Besides, who cares if we hold hands" Louis takes my hand again
I blush as we interlock fingers. Butterflies fly around us.
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moonlight - louis patridge
Fanfiction"but when you look at me, the only memory is us kissing in the moonlight" ------------------------------------------------------------ y/n y/l/n goes to a brand new school with crippling social anxiety. she goes through normal teenage life, experien...
