My own twin brother is not alive. It all because of the fire.
I lost my family to fire.
And then I sensed a series of emotions surging inside of me. But I decide to focus on one of it.
RAGE.
I channelled every other emotions into rage.
I could feel my muscles tightening, and my heart rate and blood pressure increasing.
I heard a series of yells.
'Faith'
'Faith'
'Faith come back'
'Stop it.You are hurting yourself.'
'Faith.'
I came back to sense when I felt someone shaking me by my shoulder.
I let out a gasp and covered my mouth after seeing the chaos I have made.
I not only lit the candle but also the table, carpet, couch and all other thing that was there in the living room.
I moved my hands away from my mouth and looked at it. I saw my hand covered with my blood.
I looked at them with guilt and horror "Iam sorry. I didn't mean to" I said.
Damon hugged me and rubbed my back to console me. "We know that Faith. It's okay."
I moved away from the hug and snapped at him.
"Its okay? How can you can you say that? I nearly destroyed your house. I could have killed you all!"
I looked at the things I have obliterated because of my magic.
It's true. I could never be a good witch. I could never be a normal person. I would destroy and hurt everyone I love. I would be the monster that everyone scares.
Stefan would have been ashamed to see me like this.
"I can't be like this anymore. I wish I was never resurrected from that coffin. I would be rather be the long forgotten sister than the monster who kills everyone she loves."
I looked at Bonnie and said, "I am not the chosen one Bonnie. Iam the definition of cursed. Iam an abomination."
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With that I rushed towards my room and locked the door.
Iam not ready to face anybody now. I am not ready to see the fear that's gonna spread on everybody's face when they will come to know what kind of monster is iam.
I hugged myself and closed my eyes.
"Stefan don't hate me please. I didn't mean to do it."
I laid down on the bed and recalled a memory of me and Stefan.
