Little Short Poems

Losing Myself

The sounds of voices everywhere, 

don't assure me that i am alive. 

the sounds of footsteps nearby, 

doesn't assure me that i am 

not alone. 

the touch of a hand on my shoulder 

doesn't assure me that it's my friend. 

I don't think i recall, 

ever been surrounded with many friends 

yet im still feeling lonely. 

It's crazy for i have a lot of friends yet 

none of them can be there for me. 

I don't want to talk, because i don't 

want to hear words that won't help me 

get better. 

But my heart is screaming 

every minute of everyday.

I think i need to see you soon, 

to get better and redeem myself. 

But what happens when you too, 

won't be a friend to me?

Will that be the time that i'll be losing myself?