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I deserve this

Esther point of view-

It is all dark as it is night. Very silent one.

And of course I couldn't sleep. Not to mention my room is in basement and super horror.

So I thought to go upstairs for a walk in mansion.

Lounge and everything was pitch dark.

But except one roon which is upstairs and ots of Lucas.

I smirked.

I walk upstairs and door was not closed. So I thought to give him a surprise that is a nightmare.

I twitched the door knob but stopped after I heard light sobs.

Confusion was all written on my face.

So I peaked inside the room.

He was clasped on floor with his hair a total mess.

He looked wasted
He did have vodka bottle in jis one hand and he was sobbing.

My chest clenched.

Until he start saying the things which make me regret the things I said in morning.

"Today my dear Esther... Challenged me. I could not be more happy than that seeing that my old fierce lady.... I want her back but why did she leave me in first place? Was I can't fulfil the sexual needs or I was not able to play a nice husband role before..."

Tears for in my eyes. He cried.

"It fucking hurt so much but why did she do with... Me" With that he got in deep slumber.

I take my words back.

He suffered too much. This perfect man suffered because of me still he is but I am just too selfish to just think about myself.

I can't see the cause of anger and revenge.

I took a deep breath and make determined decision.

I would let him ruin me because I deserve this.

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