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Sid just sighed as he knew she wasn't wrong, it will take time to debunk what she believed for 5 years.

Sid- Baith yaha.
He gestured her to take a seat beside her.

He pressed on his forehead with his hand to start speaking.
Mera ek bohot purana dost tha jab dad ke saath rehte the tab ka. He suddenly came out of no where, ussi ke through mai vapis Shreya ko mila, they were colleagues. He said that he liked Shreya aur mai chahta tha mai Shreya ke liye kuch karu after whatever happened in college since I ignored her and all.
I gave it my all, maine aise conditions create kiye, maine aise situations banaye ki woh uske pyar mai pad jaye aur woh hi kyu, koi bhi agar unn situations mai hota toh woh bhi pyaar kar baithta. Her parents were against this marriage but she still got married.

I know while all this was happening mujhe tujhe batana chahiye tha, meri galti hai. Tujhse gussa tha, tujhse share nahi kar paya.

But that man was a bastard, he impregnated Shreya. It was a marital rape, a dire crime jisse log crime toh kya offense bhi nahi samajhte.
Uske parents vaise bhi iss shadi se raazi nahi the aur jab woh unko ye batane gayi toh unhone usse disown kar diya for asking for a divorce. Unke liye toh ye bhi pati patni ke beech ki choti moti nok jhok thi.

As he said this she could see his hands ball in anger, his unadulterated anger for the society.

Shreya toot gayi thi jab woh mere paas aayi. Kahi na kahi isme mera bohot bada haath tha, I got that bastard arrested. Shreya ke paas sirf mai hi tha.

Joh mai raat raat ko uthke jaata tha woh asal mai emergency hi hoti thi, Shreya ko panic attacks aate the, usse lagta tha ki uska woh ex husband aake usse aur uske bacche ko maar dega.
Mai usse vaha sambhalne jaata tha, like a friend, sister, well wisher, whatever suits you.

Mera intention kabhi tujhe kisi bhi halat mai chodke jaana nahi tha, mera intention Shreya ko sambhalna hota tha.

Sana was in her own world, Shreya was her friend! Her friend went through all that and she took that persons name with disgust all these years!

Sana- Mera Yug... Is born from this trauma? My Yug is... Oh my god!
She was almost on brink of pulling her hair out with just the thought of the scenario.

She couldn't believe it, Sid could see her almost spiralling down so he told her to breath and rubbed her hand.

Sana- Sid... Ye mujhe tune kabhi bataya kyu nahi?
Was all she could ask, what could she say?

Sid- Kab batata tu khud pregnant thi tab ya jab humne humara baccha khoya tab? Jab tune ye decide kiya ki tu ye pregnancy continue karegi humare beech kaha kuch sahi tha? Aur jab kuch theek horaha tha toh sab bikhar gaya.
I know ye meri galti hai ke maine khud hi decide kar liya ke mai tujhe nahi bataunga, maine uss stage mai tujhse baat nahi ki, bohot badi galti hai parr itni badi bhi nahi hai jitni badi saza mili hai mujhe. It costed me the most precious thing in my life.
One small mistake costed me my wife, my happiness, my family, my entirety and the reason for my existence.

He left her hand with that, he loved her but he was selfish, he couldn't bare the sight of them breaking.

They were soulmates, what happened to them? Look at them!

Sana- Maine khudki life ko risk kiya, I know galat kiya parr uski saza tu mujhe naa baat karke de chuka tha, ye baat bata deta... Ek baar batake dekhta, mai bhi madat karti, I am also a mother, maine bhi khayal rakha hota Shreya ka! Usko humare ghar laate!

His eyes shot up at that mention,
Sid- Really? It's easier said than done Shehnaaz. Mai tujhe bata deta toh bhi tu kya hi karti?
Jab tujhe pata chala Shreya ke baare mai tune usse kya kaha, usse hi nahi uske bacche tak ko kaha... Mind you! Vahi baccha joh abhi andar behoshi mai bhi tujhe pukaar raha tha! Tera Yug!
Tune Shreya ko kaha ki uske bacche ka father usse pyaar nahi karega and she couldn't be a good mother? You said that to a lady whose husband was a rapist!

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