Three boys loved me in three different ways; the first one who saw me as someone who can play fire with him, the second one, whose heart was pure, obey and respected me. And lastly, the one who saw me inside and out yet accepted me despite my flaws...
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I wake up feeling better than the usual but when my eyes caught by the morning sunshine from the balcony, suddenly something happened last night made me nervous. The problem was, I can't remember what happen!
Still sitting on my bed, I tried hard to think what it was. It bothers me that all I could think was I am talking with Simon and we kissed.
Lumipad ang palad ko sa aking labi. Totoo bang naghalikan kami? O baka panaginip lang?
I combed my hair using my fingers harshly.
Bakit naman niya ako hahalikan? Hindi ba't malapit na nga siyang ikasal kay Condessa. Iyon ang isang dahilan kung bakit ako bumangon. Mabilis akong naligo at nag-toothbrush. Habang takip ng tuwalya ang katawan, naghanap ako ng damit. I picked up the clothes Simon bought for me. Kulay green iyon na may halong puti. Floral ang design at terno ang top at shorts. No make-up.
From the vanity mirror, I smelled delicious meal and I could imagine a tasty pasta. Tumutulo pa ang aking buhok ng lapitan ko ang aking pinto para sana sumilip sa sala, ngunit nabungaran ko si Simon na topless at naka-itim lang na shorts.
May dala siyang tray na naglalaman ng paborito kong Raviolli, may bagel pa sa gilid at orange juice. Don't forget that medicine with a sticky note of drink me first.
"Good morning."
"Morning." Tinulak ko ang pinto para makapasok siya.
Habang dumadaan sa gilid ko'y masama ang titig niya sa suot ko.
"You wake up early to cook that?"
I watched him walked lazily with heavy footsteps. Immediately I got worried with his shorts that lazily hang on his small waist. Specially, when he glanced to me after placing those tray at the side table of my bed. I saw the V-line right after his impeccable pecks. Damn! Kaunting galaw ay makikita ko na ang hindi dapat makita.
Palagi ba siyang ganyan? Hindi dapat siya nagsusuot ng ganyan lalo't narito rin si Manang!
Nang magtama ang aming mga mata. Tinaasan niya ako ng kilay. "Iyan ang isusuot mo mamaya?"
"Bakit? Saan ba dapat ako pupunta?"
Tuluyan siyang humarap sa akin. Hawak na ang baso ng orange juice at ang gamot. Lumapit siya upang ilagay iyon sa aking palad. "Sabi mo kagabi, samahan kita sa salon. You want to black your hair."
Pagkainom ng gamot ay tumitig ako sa kanya. "Sinabi ko 'yon kagabi?"
Humaplos ang kanyang kamay sa aking balakang. Magaan, hindi tuluyang dumidikit para bang nangingiliti niya iyon ginawa. Naghahamong tumitig sa akin. "You don't remember?"
I bit my lower lip when I felt the familiar sensation and then suddenly I recalled what we had shared near at the pool last night. I almost got drawn by his professional and subtle touch to the point I've gone crazy and begged for more of him. We were not naked but his fingers knew were all my weakness.
