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Sohee and Taehyung are like siblings they are the only family they have, and Jungkook who is Sohee's boyfriend knew how much these siblings love eachother, he also loved sohee dearly but he had deference feeling...
Taehyung sits on the window seat panting heavily, he almost miss the last bus to home, home? Can he refer Jungkook's mansion as home? It doesn't felt right, he spend too much time with sohee at the hospital because he will not be able to visit offen from tomorrow, he has a job to attend,
He leans in to the seat closing his eyes, from the moment he walked away from sohee's room, some ugly feeling keeps knocking on his heart, he feels like sohee is slowly slipping away from him, just like his mother did, everyone he loves leave him in the end, ' no sohee noona loves me she will never leave me '
' your mother loved you before she abandon you '
' but sohee noona didn't abandon me '
' what if this happen to her because of you? Like Jungkook said '
' what if you are mean to be alone '
' your mother left you because you are not good enough '
' but sohee noona said I' m good enough she said I'm perfect '
' perfect you? ' the voice in his head laughs at him,
' then why your mother left you? Jungkook was right you are a burden, no one wants to stay with you '
' Sohee, Jungkook Hoseok they will also leave you, they will get tired of you, you are nothing but a burden to them, everyone will eventually leave '
" everyone leaves me " Taehyung mumbles to himself , He is shaking, he barely mamage to get down from the bus not falling , it's already dark outside Taehyung tries to avoid the voice in his head while walking to the mansion, but it keep says things that he couldn't deny completely but he tries
When he reach to the dubble door of the mansion, the head maid merry was there to open it for him she looks like she is in a hurry,
" Sir, I was waiting for someone to get home, Mr. Jeon informed that he wouldnt come home today Sir Jungkook is not home ether, I really need to be somewhere the dinner is ready in the kitchen please help yourself sir I need to go now, " Taehyung could not even response the middle age woman already walking past the gate,
He wanted to ask when will Jungkook come, he doesnt want to stay alone in this big house, normally merry stay the night at mansion even other 3 maids left after their shift ends,
' why Mr. Jeon didn't come home?' The middle age man is always at home after he handed almost all the responsibilities to Jungkook,
Taehyung stayed still at the door, if he walks in he will be alone, but he is already alone, Taehyung closed the door behind him and ran upstairs to his room, his head is fill with unwanted thoughts
' May be they already get tired of you '
' no one want you '
' you are a burden '
When he enter the room it was dark, dark and left alone, Taehyung knows that if he turns on the lights the darkness will leave him but he was stuck, stuck in a abaddon alley, his legs are shaking, giving up on his weight his sweety body fall down to the hard floor, his breathing pattern getting unusual makings it hard to breath properly,
" Mommy " He mumbles, he is scared he can't see anything he cant hear anything it was silent too silent, the sounds of silent is scary,
He keeps trying but no one, no one came, His mommy left him, sohee noona is no where to comfort him, he is a burden,
he is all alone, it's getting hard to breath by each passing second, Taehyung was so close to passout when the door of his room crack open,
" Taehyung "
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Jungkook was happy, after long time he felt the happiness of victory, The image of Mr. Kims angry face keep coming to his head, makings him wants to laugh everytime,
" Don't think you won kid, this deal is nothing to me " Kim Namjoon, the owner of the kim corporation Jeon's biggest rival said Jungkook while they were walking out from the client's office. But Jungkook sure his face said otherwise, his pride was hurt by the younger,
When Jungkook first start his journey as a ceo two years back, the said male always tried get in his way, call him a kid that has no experience, called his dad stupid for handing the company to him, it's true that Kim is dubble age of him but Jungkook managed to show his capabilities soon but that not stop Namjoon makings fun of his age or his lack of experience, Kim Namjoon is not a easy target, he is in the industry even before Jungkook was born and he is good at what he ia doing, Kim namjoon knew how to get what he wants by any means so obviously he is not easy to beat and that's make it more interesting, that why beating namjoon feel so ecstatic,
Jungkook works hard to get what he is today, prove that his young age doesnt matter, he lost the count of sleepless nights he stayed at the office, along the way sohee was a great strength to him, as a assistant and as a grilfried too she never complain about not spending alone time with her, not taking her out for romantic dates, not doing things like other couples do, when he apologies for that she always said what they have is enough,
What they have was sweet kisses here and their, sohee stroking his soft locks when he is tired, sohee cooking delicious food and feed him, Jungkook puts his head on Sohee's lap and sleeps until he feel better again, their relationship was sweet and innocent, nether Jungkook or sohee tried to push it for something further,
But while spending time with Sohee Jungkook found himself feeling something about the certain cute male, the feeling was always their in his head, sometime it fades because he couldn't get to see him offen, faded but never gone, but whenever he sees him again the feeling again build up inside him fresh than ever, and it confused Jungkook a lot, and lately it was getting heavily before sohee's accident he spend weeks trying to figure out his feelings, he tries to convince himself that's nothing but whenever he passing by the college of Taehyung, and seeing him smiling beautifully with his friend like the morning sun like the spring flowers, his heart keep telling him there is really something even he deny it, and then Jungkook curse himself for not taking other routine to his office, curse himself for getting up hour earlier to take this road when he can easily take other way which he can reach to his office half hour earlier than this routine, but still he keeps doing that whenever he is not in a hurry for something.
After taking back the contact from kim's Jungkook wanted to tell the good news to his noona but when the thought of certain someone absorb his mind, instead of taking the turn to hospital Jungkook drives to his home knowing that he can easily see the younger there.
Jungkook ask himself why he feel this strange happiness knowing that younger is there in his home, but as usual he couldn't find answers.
