— jessie's pov
I wait for the elevator to ring; it was the team. Penelope and I wait for Derek to come into the room. I could hear his footsteps." are you ready to go?" he asks; umm, yes! I didn't want to show my excitement. But I was sooo ready.
I nod, and he waved goodbye to Garcia, and we enter his car. I didn't want to talk, but I knew savannah was coming, so I sat in the back." what's the surprise?"
" you'll find out, but I'm going to need you to keep savannah clueless ok?" I nod and continue to look out the window. We were there already at her job.
I see savannah standing outside; she opens the door and comes in." hi!!" she says with her cheeks turning into apples.
" hi, my little sugar plum," he says in a baby voice pressing his lips onto hers.
I turn the other way; this is not the time.
" I have a little surprise for you."
" you do?"
he nods and hands her a blindfold, "what is going on?" She says, turning at me, a shrug my shoulders, and she puts on the blindfold laughing.
I hope nothing kinky is about to go down; derek starts to drive. I just dabble with my fingers while he drives. It always passes the time. Derek and savannah are having a conversation, but I block it out.
We pull into a driveway of a house. Is this serious?
He turns around and puts his hands on his lips. Yea, to silence me from freaking out." savannah, come out of the car." he guides her out of the car, and they start to babble, but I walk inside the house. I could hear savannah scream out of joy; I didn't want to see what was happening next because it was most likely them kissing.
I walk into the house; it was huge and modern. I walk upstairs. There were like five bedrooms. I walk into each one. I could hear savannah admiring the downstairs. I walk into another room. It was a decent size with a bay window and a sliding closet.
this is my room." you found your room?" I could hear Derek yelling from downstairs.
" yes!" I run down the stairs and hug him. " thank you!"
Derek is the closest thing I have to a father; I actually love him. Savannah, I could get used to.
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I could hear the moving van outside; my bed had arrived. I heard Derek moving stuff with hotch. Alex and I were packing my clothes into the drawer. She was the only person available to help.I was packing my shoes into the drawer, but I hear nothing from Alex. I turn around to see her holding my white shorts. I've hidden them since, forever. It was the shorts I wore after a self-harmed for the first time. She also probably couldn't believe the pant size; it was an extra-large. I was now a small.
" um, sorry." I take those from her hand and stuff them in the drawer. I just keep stuffing it in deeper until I feel the backboard.
I feel her touch on my shoulder; it was a soft one. I don't cut regularly anymore. " they know." I look up at her. she looked confused at first. " Morgan and them they know about my cutting."
She comes down on the floor, " you don't have to talk about them if you don't want to." she helps me with my shoes.
"I was in a bad place," I put my converses inside the closet.
" How bad?" Alex and I move back to putting clothes in the drawer. My instinct told me I could trust her.
"I was institutionalized." She doesn't say anything; I understand why. How do you respond to people like that. " but you judged me before...."
she looks at my face, "I thought you were a bratty teen."
"I wish I was, instead of a broken one." I look at her smiling through my glossy eyes. This was my time to fall back. I take a deep breath and wipe my tears.
"I think I hear them, bringing my bed upstairs." I excuse myself and walk downstairs.
— emily's pov
" you want toast?" I nod and take a sip of my coffee." with almond butter," I add, wrapping my arm around his neck, giving a kiss on his lips.
I hear my phone ring; it was Jessie. I excuse myself and go into the other room.
" hey, baby."
" hi, mom. you finished the case?"
" yea, yea. We caught the guy. Hey, I heard Derek bought a house?"
" yea, he bought it as a gift for savannah, but I have a room too." I hear her let out a small giggle. But I could hear something was wrong.
" you ok?"
a long pause comes into play before she speaks." yea, just missing you." I could tell she was lying, but I knew she wasn't going to tell me anything.
" ok, can you give the phone to savannah, please?" I hear her walking, and then I hear her voice.
" Hello?"
" hi! Hi! Savannah, congratulations! umm, I was just wondering, how's Jessie been doing?"
" um, great! great, she's still a little upset that the trip ended early, but I feel like the new house has raised her spirit." I smile. Hopefully.
" thank you, again. Actually, I have to go! Bye!!" I hang up the phone as Mark walks into the room. Greeting me with a kiss.
" everything ok?" I nod, taking another sip of my coffee. " your daughter, alright?"
" yea, yea."
" When are you going to tell her about me?"
" I don't know." I move away from him and into the kitchen where my toast was sitting. I take a seat and start taking delicate bites. A picture of Jessie and I was sitting on the countertop.
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the girl who lost things
Fanfictionjessie is trying to adapt to her life as a daughter of the bau after her mother gets a job there. She finally wants a normal life after everything that happened when she was younger. but, her secrets can only stay hidden for so long. this is a crimi...