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guys, i think i'm going to finish this book in a few chapters. i have 95 chapters out, 96 including this one. i loved writing this book and thank you for all the support! would you guys like the last chapter to be sad, happy, soft, or Gray with children? leave some suggestions💗

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|Y/N's POV|

loud sobs left my lips as i walked out of the hospital room. people looked at me with soft eyes and pity, making me grow aggravated at their stares.

i walked through the middle of LA, alone, tears streaming down my cheeks as the cold night air making me shiver. i have no where to go, so i went to the only place i could.

"y/n?" there he was. after 4 months of tears, hurt, pain, not being able to get out of bed, not having any will to take a shower or eat or even sleep. all i could do was cry, all because of my ex boyfriend. Grayson Dolan.

"i-i-" i couldn't form any words. by now my tears had stopped falling but my eyes were puffy and my cheeks were stained with endless tears from moments before.

next thing i knew, i was back in his warm embrace. "she's gone," i sobbed once again. "shes gone."

|Grayson's POV|

i opened the door, knowing Ethan was asleep as well as Kristina. and there stood the person that has been on my mind for 3 years now. the person who's heart i broke because i couldn't get my priorities straight. the person that i broke up with 4 months ago but is exactly the person i've been craving for. to see, to touch, to hear.

y/n.

"i-i-" she stuttered but broke into tears. it had already looked liked she had been crying, and it was a sight i wish i could take away. i've always hated seeing her this way.

i pulled her into a hug, immediately feeling the spark i felt 3 years ago when i asked her on our first date. the spark i've been missing for 4 months. it's back. she's back.

"she's gone. she's gone." she sobbed against my chest. i ran my fingers through her hair and rested my chin on the top of her head. "shh. everything going to be alright. who's gone?" i whispered.

"my mom. she's dead." my heart broke into a million pieces, knowing her mom has been fighting cancer for 2 years now. y/n and her mom were best friends. since her father left them, they had a special bond.

when y/n found out about her mother's sickness, i was the first person she came to. now that her mother's gone, it feels good to know she still can trust me even though i probably added more pain to her by breaking us up.

"i'm so sorry y/n." i whispered softly and kissed her forehead. "no- i shouldn't have came but i have no where else to go. i'm sorry." she said and pulled away, about to walk off but i grab her wrist and pulled her back.

"you don't need to be alone right now." she nodded her head and i moved aside to let her walk inside. "thank you." she said softly and took her shoes off at the front door. her eyes were puffy and her cheeks were tinted pink, making my heart ache at all the pain she's been going through.

"no problem. you know that you're always welcome, even if, we're, not on the best terms." she nodded her head and sighed. "i'll sleep on the couch." she said and sat down. "no, you'll take my bed."

"Grayson. i came to your house, i'm not going to kick you out of your own bed too." i chuckled and shook my head, "it'll be okay." she sighed and stood up.

"you can come in there with me... if you want." she picked at her nails, something she's always done when she's nervous. "yeah, if that's okay with you?" she nodded her head and we walked to my bedroom with her leading the way since she's been here countless times.

"here. you can wear this." i handed her, her silk red tank top with matching silk shorts that she left here a few months back. she walked into the bathroom, closing the door.

i sighed and ran my fingers through my hair. she's back. after 4 months of trying to get back in touch with her but she blocked me on everything. she's back.

i couldn't wipe the smile off my face as i changed into a pair of gray sweat pants and took off my shirt.

the bathroom door, revealing the most gorgeous girl i've ever seen. then why did i let her go? because i was stupid. she smiled softly and crawled into bed just liked we used to.

it was silent, laying in the dark. a million thoughts raced through my brain. about an hour later, i found myself still awake, not being able to sleep.

"Gray?" i heard a soft voice whisper. i smiled at the name she used to always call me. "hmm." i said.

"why did you break up with me? i thought everything was going good. we were happy. we were about to buy our own house together. i loved you so much, and it hurt more then anything when you said you didn't love me anymore. i couldn't get out of bed. i couldn't eat, or sleep, or even talk to anyone because of you. you broke me." by now, you could hear the pain and brokenness in her voice.

"i thought i wasn't making you happy. i was gone almost everyday to go and film with Ethan while you sat at home alone. i did love you y/n. still do. i missed you like hell but i was too much of a coward to reach out to you. and when i finally did, you'd blocked me on everything. and truth is, i couldn't get out of bed either, or eat, or sleep, because you were the only thing that kept me going. the only thing still keeping me here on." i felt two arms snake around my waist and i immediately hugged her back.

we sat in silence, neither of us saying anything. just laying in one another's embrace. "i wanna try us again. i promise i'll do better. and i won't hurt you again. and if you want, we can just be friends for now until you think we should take the next step. but i know that i'd be an idiot to completely lose you. because you, you're special and there's no one else like you. only you make me feel this way." i couldn't see it, but i felt her smile against my bare chest.

"i'd love to try us again."

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