Dolan Twins Imagines

B R I D G E | E.G.D

Ethan's kids~
Ava; 15
Parker; 12
Luna; 9

⚠️trigger warning⚠️

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|Ava's POV|

"you should just go kill yourself!"

"eww, fatty. lose weight"

"how is someone born that ugly."

"no one likes you, i bet your parents regret having you." a tear slipped down my cheek as i heard people talking about me as i walked down the hallway at school.

i know i'm fat. i'm 15 and weigh 105. i starve myself and when no one is home, i go into my dads gym and work out. i walked to my locker which was a bad idea because my younger brother, Parker was at his which is right next to mine.

"Ava!? are you crying?" he asked as he saw my tear stained cheeks. "no Parker, mind your business." me and him used to be really close but he's Parker and i'm... me. a fat, ugly, pathetic, girl. i grabbed my science book and walked to my next class, ignoring the stares and comments.

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i walked inside the house and called out to my mom and dad. no one answered which meant i was home alone... again. mom and dad are probably at the grocery store, Luna goes to Uncle Gray's every friday evening after school, and Parker has football practice.

i ran upstairs to my room and locked the door behind me. i burst into tears, everyone's words replaying over and over in my head. fat, ugly, slut.

i stood up and felt numb, like i couldn't feel anything. i unlocked my door and went downstairs, out the front door.

i found myself at our big bridge we have right in the middle of New Jersey. i climbed over the railing and stood on the metal piece, holding tightly onto the pole the supports the bridge.

1.

one jump and it'll all be over.

2.

you'll never have to feel anymore pain.

3.

"AVA!" my head shot up and i saw my dad and mom standing on the shoulder of the road with their car parked behind them.

"princess, please don't." my dad pleaded. i looked down at the water and more tears fell from my eyes. "i'm sorry." and i let go.

|Ethan's POV|

"we gotta run by the school and pick Parker up from football. i think Gray is going to drop Luna off tomorrow morning because she wanted to stay over." y/n explained. i nodded my head and rested my right hand on her long tan thigh with the other steering.

she put hers over top of mine and interlaced our hands together. i smiled and gently placed kisses on the back of her hand, making her blush. "wait! pull over!" she yelled as she yanked her hand from mine. "what why!?" i asked, a little worried at her sudden outburst.

"someone's on the bridge." i looked over and saw a girl around 15 or 16, long brown hair, and decently tall. i stomped onto the brakes and parked on the shoulder of the road.

me and y/n jumped out of the car and my stomach dropped when i saw who it was. Ava.

"AVA!" i yelled. her head turned around and her cheeks were stained with tears, her eyes were blood shot and she looked so broken.

"princess, please don't." i can't lose her. "i'm sorry." she whispered before letting go. i ran as fast as i could and grabbed her by the waist before she could fall.

"NO! JUST LET ME DIE!" she screamed as more tears fell from her eyes. i pulled her back over and fell to the ground with her still in my arms. she dug her head into my chest and let out loud sobs. "i just wanna die." my heart literally shattered when i heard those words come from her mouth.

"no you don't baby. you have me, your mom, Parker, Luna, Uncle Gray, Aunt Cam, Grandma. we all love you, so so much Ava. i don't know what i'd do without princess. please don't ever do this again. promise me." i said as i held her closer. she didn't say anything which made me sigh. "i promise." she whispered.

i stood up and looked at y/n. tears were streaming down her cheeks and she was just staring at the bridge. "come on angel." i said, pulling her out of her thoughts. she walked behind me and Ava, making sure she wouldn't try anything.

~3 years later | Ava's POV~

i walked to the bridge where i had my suicide attempt a few years ago. i'm now 18, i finished high school online, i'm studying to be a doctor and i couldn't be happier. ever since that day, my family never left my side and let me know every single day how much they loved me.

i couldn't be more thankful because without them, especially my dad, i wouldn't be standing here today. i sighed and looked at the big bridge.

suicide is a permanent solution to a temporary problem, but back then, i thought i'd never be happy. i shouldn't have let the people have that much control over, just because they went out of their way to say i wasn't good enough. a tear slipped from my eye and i felt someone pull me into a hug. i looked up and saw my dad, with the rest of my family standing behind him.

"you don't know how proud of you i am." he whispered in my ear. i smiled and pulled away. "thank you dad." i will never forget this moment.