Dolan Twins Imagines

A D D I C T I O N | G.B.D

Grayson's kids~
Luna; 2

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|Grayson's POV|

i groaned, hearing my alarm clock go off. i quickly pressed the off button, making sure i didn't wake y/n or Luna. i slipped out of bed, walking to the balcony, and stepping out into the 6 am morning.

most people would wake up at this time to drink a cup of coffee, or watch the news for the day, but me? i wake up to smoke my cigarettes. i know it's not good but it's so addicting.

i pressed the cigarette to my lips, lighting it with my lighter. i stuffed my hand in my pocket as i breathed in the nicotine. relief flooded my body and i felt relaxed.

i blew the smoke out my mouth, hearing small footsteps behind me. i turned around and saw y/n standing there, my robe wrapped around her small body but her 8 month belly was sticking out.

"Gray?" she asked and rubbed her eyes. "go back to sleep my love." i whispered and kissed her forehead softly. "not until you do." i sighed and looked back at the rising sun. y/n has tried to get me to stop smoking, and it's helped a little. i smoke about 4 a day, where used to i smoked a whole pack a day.

"i'm fine babe. i don't want the smoke to hurt the baby so go lay back down and i'll be there in a minute." i took another puff, turning my head the opposite way to keep y/n from inhaling any of it. she huffed and walked back inside, making take another puff.

i soon was finished, and put it out in the ash tray. i walked back inside, shutting and locking the balcony door. y/n was awake, her back rested against the head board, arms crossed over her chest, and a mad expression painted on her face.

"baby..." i trailed off and crawled into bed. i realized she wasn't mad, but tears were threatening to spill from her eyes. "no no. don't cry." i whispered and brought her close to my chest. with y/n already being sensitive, her pregnancy hormones were all over the place.

"i'm scared Grayson. what if that stupid cigarette gives you cancer and you don't make it to see our baby be born, or to watch Luna grow up?" i sighed and wiped her falling tears.

"i'm so sorry. it's so hard to stop though. i've tried, hard, but i always find one in between my lips by the end of the day." she cried harder, making me feel guilty.

my hands rubbed up and down her thigh, thankful Luna was a heavy sleeper. "i promise i'll be here to watch our children grow up, to wake up every morning with you in my arms every morning, to love you until my very last breath. i promise i'll stop smoking, no matter how long it takes." she smiled and hugged my tightly, but careful not to harm the baby.

"i love you Grayson."

"and i love you y/n." i looked down at Luna who was sound asleep. she crawled into bed with us last night after she got scared that there was a monster in her closet. i kissed her forehead gently and moved the hair from her face,

"let's get some sleep." i whispered. i brought y/n and Luna both into my arms, holding all 3 of my babies. my love for them goes way deeper then my addiction to cigarettes, and i'll try my very hardest to quit. not for myself, but for them.