I Should Forget You ~ Nemi

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DEMI P.O.V.: the ladies night was going absolutely great. Once they arrived we ate pizza in the living room watching movies and took some pics before heading to my bedroom to sleep all together. We sat in my bed and started talking about our lives while eating ice cream and chocolate.

Taylor: girls, maybe by the end of this year...You'll be hearing wedding bells (she confessed smiling and we all looked at her in shock)

Miley: go for it, cautiously

Taylor: I will

Selena: Miley, why did you and Liam break up? That's something I really would like to know

Miley: we never fell out of love if you know what I mean? (We nodded) is just that, we were so similar some days and then, we'd be opposites...we used to fight a lot really, and it was okay for us cause it didn't mean that we stopped loving each other, it meant that we were willing to fight with each other to keep us safe and sound...but somehow, it became a lot to both of us

Ariana: so you just divorced?

Miley: we did

Selena: but you never stopped loving him? (Miley shook her head)

Miley: I don't think I'll ever love another person like I love Liam, he made me my best self, but I want him to be with someone who can connect with him more than what we did

Taylor: don't you think you gave up too soon?

Miley: sometimes I do. I love Cody but there's always gonna be something different about Liam that no one can replace (I nodded at her and I saw her eyes get teary) maybe in some years we'll find each other again and things can work out fine (she dried her tears and Ariana hugged her)

Selena: sorry for asking, I didn't want you to cry

Miley: it's actually okay...I haven't cried since we broke up, nor talked about how I feel. This helps me a lot girls, truly

Taylor: that's why we are here for

Selena: I get how you feel, I used to feel that way bout Justin. Demi, Ariana, I know maybe he's your friend and Miley, yours too but...the way he broke me was huge

Demi: I know, I think Tay and I out of anyone know how he hurt you

Taylor: we do. I'm very happy you're finally starting a new chapter in your life, you deserve to be happy

Miley: exactly, we all do

Ariana: yep...even tho I didn't think I could be happy again after Mac's dead...I am now

Taylor: do you miss him?

Ariana: everyday, I do. He was someone I decided to step away to help him focus on his recovery but he never get through it (she said with shaky voice) my heart will always have a special place for him and no matter what, he's always gonna be the love of my life...that's why I don't think I'll get married one day

Selena: you should do what makes you happy, no matter what people say

Demi: yea, even tho it can be difficult

Taylor: but look at me, after all the hate I'm still here...and stronger. Even if I used to cry and break things when everyone hated me, I'm happy now...and living peacefully. And I'm friends with my "enemies" (we laughed)

Demi: I just feel like people's opinions is something I'll never get over (they nodded) that and...the fear of losing people

Miley: that's why you started drugging again back then? (I nodded as a tear rolled down my cheek)

Demi: I'm fine now but when Nick and Marissa left, for me, it was like a sign saying "do it, nobody needs you either way" (I dried my tears and Selena hugged me) I'm happy to be like this again, and to have you all as my friends. This night has probably been one of the best in a while

Miley: yea (I smiled at them and we all hugged)

Taylor: we should sleep a bit

Ariana: yea, it's 3 a.m. already

We all got in the bed and I posted three pics together before sleeping.

Ddlovato

ddlovato people I never thought of spending the night with all together have been in my bed tonight. I don't have enough words to express how grateful I am to have you my girls. @taylorswift thanks for being that wise with us, @arianagrande thanks for being that caring and lovely with us, @mileycyrus thanks for being that strong with us, and @selenagomez thanks for being that sweet and honest with us...there's no friends I'd rather be with. I love you all. Forever.