Kidnapped and Broken {Wattys2015}

Broken Boy

Chapter 23 : Broken Boy

I have to get out of here .

I can't do this anymore .

I need to get amber and get the hell out of here . I've lost so much , in a such a short period of time . It's only about time , before I loose my sanity . I feel like I'm literally seconds away from going bat-shit crazy on everyone . I will not cry , anymore . I will not depend on Scott to help me , because apparently I'm a 'heartless bitch' . Which is not true ! I put everyone else before me , even though I know I shouldn't . But you know what hurt the most ? He walked away from me , after he promised not too .

" I need to get out of here . " I whispered to myself .

I closed my eyes , and took a deep breath , trying to calm my nerves . I feel like this is not the time to deal with my feelings toward Scott . I need to focus on one thing and one thing only .

Escaping .

" What are you thinking about ? "

My eyes immediately shot open and I jumped off the couch . I whirled around to come face to face with Marcus . He was standing in the doorway with a worried expression on his face . I rolled my eyes and crossed my arms tightly over my chest .

" Nothing . " I replied simply , pressing my lips together in a thin line .

He shot me a flat look , and I knew he didn't believe me . But , I didn't give a shit . I just wanted him to get the hell away from me .

" Oh , because I thought I heard you say something like ' I need to get out of here .' " he mocked me , raising an eyebrow .

I frantically shook my head and bit my lip , mentally cursing myself for voicing my thoughts . Damn it , I'm an idiot !

" Nope . " I said , popping the 'p' .

Marcus took a step toward me , but I stayed rooted in my spot . I'm no longer afraid of him . He already took everything from me . My freedom , my virginity , and my happiness . What more does he want from me ?

" Please don't try to leave me , tori . " he whispered , his eyes glistening with sadness . From his expression , I could tell he was vulnerable . He wasn't his usually aggressive and angry self .

" Leave me alone . " I spoke harshly , avoiding his intense gaze . I wasn't in the mood for one of his emotional mood swings . Sorry , but I'm not a freaking therapist . Last time I checked , I wasn't Dr. Phil .

" Tori , I'm sorry . You just ... - you don't understand . I have no parents , I have no one that actually loves me , they all left me - "

" I would of left you too ! Your a worthless , monster who kidnaps girls for no fucking reason at all ! I don't want to hear your little fucking sob story , Marcus . I don't care about what you have to say ! Can't you see that I hate you ! You mean NOTHING to me , never did , never will . You deserve to be all alone , because your a fucking crazy person ! " I yelled , running my fingers through my long , tangled hair .

He stepped back , let I had just slapped him across the face . He stared at me with wide eyes that were full of hurt and pain . His captivating green eyes , held so much emotions . I thought he was going to hit me or yell at me for disrespecting him but he did something I never thought I'd live to see ...

He cried .

He looked like a broken little boy , as the tears escaped his eyes . His hands covered his face , in attempt to hide his muffled whimpers . I stood there ... Frozen . Not sure if my eyes were playing tricks on me because Marcus couldn't of been crying ... He just couldn't have . I watched him as he completely broke down , crying loudly into his large hands.

" I'm a horrible person , I know ! That's why nobody's ever loved me , or cared about me . Because I'm sick . I wish I was normal , I wish I was more like Scott , but I'm not . All my life , everyone always thought I was a freak . I just don't want to me alone ! I'm so scared of being alone ! " he sobbed , removing his hands from his face . His eyes were bloodshot red and puffy , from crying his eyes out . He lips quivering as he cried out , repeating over and over again ' I don't want to be alone ' .

My heart broke for him . He was truly broken ..I couldn't help the tears that were welling up in my Bambi eyes as he explained how sorry he was for kidnapping me .

" D-don't leave me tori . Please , don't leave me . Please please please please don't ever leave me ! I love you . " he cried . dropping to his knees in front of me .

I gasped in shock at his sudden confession . I didn't know what to say .

" Promise me that you won't walk away from me ... Promise me that you won't leave me ... Please tori , I'm begging you . " he pleaded , wrapping his arms around my waist and lying his head on my stomach . I almost fell over but I quickly balanced myself .

I ignored my inner voice screaming at me to not make promises , I know I couldn't keep . But something inside of me told me that this way the only way to get out of here .

" I promise ... I won't leave you . "

++ Authors Note ++

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