If You Don't Fall In Love You'll Die

Chapter 32

How would you feel when you suddenly found out that you were in love with your sworn brother?

Yu Xingzhe knew the answer to this too well since ten years ago.

Yu Xingzhe grew up together with Ye Chen and Gu Xi. Their families were also close to each other. When they were younger, they would gather outside to play together when they were waiting for the adults who were having a banquet, drinking and chatting together in a large group.

Both Yu Xingzhe and Gu Xi were quite thick headed so they were often in dispute with each other. Ye Chen was softer than the both of them, so he often appeased them, acting as the 'good guy'.

Yu Xingzhe treated Ye Chen as his best friend. Gu Xi also thought so about Ye Chen.

Ye Chen himself had always regarded both of them as his best friends, too.

In their younger days, whenever Yu Xingzhe and Gu Xi fought, they often made Ye Chen choose.

"Say, who do you like to play with better?"

Ye Chen was very troubled. How would he be able to choose?

At first, Yu Xingzhe and Gu Xi only wanted him to choose. But one time, Ye Chen was under so much pressure that he became helpless. His eyes turned red, teardrops pooled in them as he called out 'brother Zhe' here and 'brother Xi' there.

The moment 'brother Zhe' turned around to see him, his heart felt as if it had melted away. Since then, he never asked Ye Chen that question anymore.

Gu Xi was more mature. As long as Yu Xingzhe didn't mess with him, he wouldn't take the initiative to start anything.

Later, they started school. Ye Chen grew up small with fair and tender skin, so some people often tried to bully him. But Gu Xi was black hearted and Yu Xingzhe's hands were merciless. They trained poor little Ye Chen into Boss Ye and accidentally turned him into the school's hegemony, which was why he was quite the legend.

All the way to high school, these three grew close together. They were tight-knit brothers.

But in their second year of high school, Yu Xingzhe suddenly became weird.

When he was still young and ignorant, he caught his brother from the next class sneakily looking at a porn book. Yu Xingzhe moved closer to take a look, then he snorted as he said, "What's so good to look at there?

The brother said, "They're fair skinned and good looking!"

Yu Xingzhe thought inside his heart:

They're not as fair skinned as A Chen.

The moment that thought flashed through his mind, his heart jumped.

Coincidentally, they went to the seaside to play that weekend. When he looked at Ye Chen in swimming trunks, his heart was in a mess.

One moment, he wanted to wrap him up. The next time, he wanted to kick everyone who saw him flying. The other time……

It was such a chaotic day. Things were even more absurd at night for him. He had a nocturnal emission while dreaming of his brother who grew up together with him.

The next day, when he looked at Ye Chen, Yu Xingzhe felt so guilty he might die. How could he do that? How could he……

This is so perverted!

From that day on, Yu Xingzhe began to avoid Ye Chen. He still couldn’t recognize his feelings, but he felt that there was something wrong with himself.

Later on, he pondered over and over,

Is it because Ye Chen looked a lot like a girl, thus I treated him like a girl?