Bored and thought and got a comment about a part 2 to it and I said in my head yes bitchhh
my dysphoria is acting up like hell
Skitz POV
I can't quite contain or explain my evil ways
Or explain why I'm not sane
I lay in bed with a random hoe thinking about (name), can't not believe I haven't forgot about him from all the girls I've sleep throughout the time we broke up.
All I can say is this is your warning
I can't quite contain or explain my evil ways
Or explain why I'm not sane
All I can say is this is your warning
"Next time, that will be through your head" I growled at (name) as I saw pain, shock, and confusion in his eyes mixed with tears, I clench my teeth at that memory and try to get my mind off of it.
Duality
I have a confession that you will not believe
That you could not perceive this freak, gonna set it off
I have a confession, of a side that I hide
I understand why he left me but another chance. "Baby, coming here-"" No, Evan look at what are you doing! "" One pill" I tried and get (name) to take the drug I was on. "Shut up"" Oh, fucking tranny won't even survive without me, slut". I wish I never gave him that pill nor alcohol, I wish I never called him names from Tranny to Slut.
Reader POV
It's a cloak or disguise unleashed, gonna get it off
No, I'll never get away
Cause if I try to stray
It only holds me closer
No, I'll never get away
I'll have it any way
Fuck this binder hurts when you're crying, why am I where a binder in my house, I wish Skitz was here no I don't he called me names and gave shit that messes me up.
I'll never stop
I can't quite contain or explain my evil ways
Or explain why I'm not sane
All I can say is this is your warning
I can't quite contain or explain my evil ways
Or explain why I'm not sane
I have a pack of cigarettes from him and still smoke them when my parents aren't home, I lay on my bed before trashing around on my bed "Tranny"" Whore""Slut "" Why the fuck would you do that? ".
All I can say is this is your warning
Duality
Du-duality
Du-duality
I grab a knife and slip it in my binder before sneaking to Skitz house in the middle of the night " Night night" I said before stabbing the girl next to him in the throat.
I have an impression, in the back of my mind
For the black in my tie contains our dirty thoughts
Make me an obsession, when you lock me inside
For the ride of your life unleashed, gonna get it off
No, can't count the list of things
I know are wrong with me
I felt a hand on my wrists before being pulled me back and pinning me to the wall "oh, baby you going have to clean that up" Skitz growled into my ear before I struggle to get out of his grip.
His hands was still pinning me to the wall as I was shorter than him by a lot and don't have no body strength "stop, fucking struggling" Skits said before I pushed him only do little work.
No need to justify them
No, I'll never take the blame
So I'll just stay the same
I'll never stop
I can't quite contain or explain my evil ways
Or explain why I'm not sane
He tries to pin me again but I hold him back making him throw me to the ground "what's you fucking problem?! " He yells making me grow quiet "you fucking piece of shit" He grabbed my arm "if I never met you I won't be a piece of shit" I got up and stood across the room from him.
All I can say is this is your warning
I can't quite contain or explain my evil ways
Or explain why I'm not sane
"(Name), I gave you everything and anything for you" He growled at me "well here the jewelry back" I told him taking the earrings, necklaces, chains and bracelets back.
I drop them to the floor before he stormed up to me "(birth name)-"" It's fucking (name) for God fucking sakes!" I yelled at him before he smashed his lips against mine.
All I can say is this is your warning
Duality
Du-duality
Du-duality
I am good, I am evil
I am solace, I am chaos
I am human, and that's all I've ever wanted to be
No, can't count the list of thing
I dropped the knife and kissed him back before he slammed me to the wall "fucking couldn't stay mad at you for one fucking month" He said before making out with me.
I know are wrong with me
No need to just keep fighting
No, I'll never get away
I'll have it any way
I'll never stop
I can't quite contain or explain my evil ways
Or explain why I'm not sane
"I will protect you, no more drugs, no more names"
All I can say is this is your warning
I can't quite contain or explain my evil ways
Or explain why I'm not sane
All I can say is this is your warning
Duality
Du-duality
Du-duality
The end
Bitch no more trans content cause I went through all of it
Bye bitches