Ah yes, It's been a while hasn't it? Well I just wanted you to know that I'm not dead and still alive. First of all, hope you all are fine and healthy (^-^) and second─ah yes, the title.
You might be wondering what is the title is all about, and I'll go straight to the point.
Don't get me wrong, I love all your guys support in this book and leaving wonderful comments which I didn't expect people to like it (despite my terrible English), so thank you for that ♥️ *Gives you a huge hug*
However last year (well not last year, more like since 2018) I lost my motivation to write this book and soon I was not updating anymore. I mean school is tough and all but if I have free time, I just procrastinate which I still do 'til this day (it's one of my guilty pleasures, I can't stop it XD)
And I thought to myself that maybe because the story was just not making sense to the point it's not even a story anymore. I admit that I didn't put any thought to reader-chan's character and story─I admit. I just went ham on the story and what did it turned out? Well if you read the story you would know (And yes, the romance between Ren and reader-chan are over the top, too cliche, not special, and I teased too much. Which turn out quite a disaster, I say)
So what did I did to fix this problem? I decided to edit the whole story from 1st to last, was that the best decision I made? No, absolutely not.
Cuz even if I edited the entire plot, I kinda add new plot that soon I realize it's not gonna work out in the end (It's like writing a draft and thinking it will be the final output in your story).
And yes, I do have assistant writers to help me but the pressure is still on me. And I already knew that working with other people is not my forte, but my dumbass brain decided, "Hey! This could work out... Right??" But I knew deep down it would not work. Plus I stop responding to them.
I guess, I really wanted to say that. I want to officially discontinue this story and start over again.
I know the story has come far but, I'm just not happy to continue and write the story anymore. I completely lost my motivation in this book.
And instead of being upset that this book is not what I wanted to be, but rather, this book will be my learning guide.
I learn so many things these past 3 years of what things I can and can't do, and what are my flaws and quirks.
Yes, I'm still a human being who has flaws but hey, that's the wonderful thing. You'll have a competition in your life and you will learn which competition you can face or need some on your side to face with.
Ah—I'm getting of topic here. I know you are all upset for discontinuing this story but for once, I wanna be selfish and I want to write a story that I'm proud.
So, you might be wondering what will I do now and that is. I wanted to write a Persona 5 book that contains my OC in it, I know some of you don't like OC stories and trust me that's me back then. But time comes by and my opinion change XD
At first, I wasn't going to do it since I got tired of writing a P5 story but since Royal came out with new characters, new ending, and extending the story (Oh and please don't spoil to me what happen to the third semester, I know what is all about but I didn't watch it in full detail, so yeah— XD)
My inspiration came back to once again write a P5 story. The book is titled: Persona 5 The Chaos
The story will follow the P5 Royal storyline since it has new stuff in it.
I have two OC's will be a persona user's: Yuzuki Yamazaki and Hibiki Murasaki.
If you're asking if it is a OC x Ren and the answer is yes. (And yes it will be canon) Ryuji and Ann will be canon as well, as for Makoto and Akechi (yes I ship them, weirdly •-•) it will be uhm, semi-canon... Because of what happen in Shido's palace... (Okay Imma shuddup now).
As for Futaba and Yusuke, I do ship them but I don't know if I should make it canon since I don't wanna make Haru and Makoto feel left out, plus if I did make it canon then everyone in the Phantom thieve will be in a relationship. Which is kinda weird, for me at least.
But hey, I might change my mind who knows ¯\_(ツ)_/¯
And one more thing, I'm going to make a love triangle between Kasumi x Ren x Yuzuki. And I have 2 reasons for this:
1. Atlus made Kasumi and Ren a material shipping character
And 2. Because Ren and Kasumi showtime attack is in a church dangit—
As for my other OC; Hibiki. He's kinda like Kasumi, basically he will have a persona but will not join the phantom thieves immediately. Rather he will join them in the third semester just like Kasumi.
One more thing, I will not publish the book immediately. I'm still working on a plot and I don't want to make the same mistakes as I did in this book.
I don't know when will I publish it since there is no clear date of when will school start in here. The depED said that they wants us to go to school on Aug 24, however it's still not the final since there are some disagreements on the date.
The reason why I want to know when will school start is that once school starts, I will no longer going to focus on my story but rather will focus again on my studies. I can't balance between being a student and writing a story at the same time.
So yeah. That's all, I'm both sorry and thank you to all of you.
So to end this whole thing I'll give you all a little treat to express by gratitude to you all lovely people out there ^_^
...It's also a punishment for me—
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A certain woman chilling in her balcony, letting the soft wind blow on her face as she let her hair flow. (Y/N) can't let go her gaze in the sky while thinking deep thoughts inside her head, but those thoughts soon disappear when Ren silently approach and scared her. (Y/N) didn't got mad but rather giggled and pinched the man on his stomach for scaring her.
After the cute moment, Ren place his left hand on (Y/N)'s waist as they both gaze at the view again. The hand that he placed on (Y/N)'s waist has wedding ring in his ring finger.
As a matter of fact, they were married.
Silence was on the atmosphere but Ren and (Y/N) doesn't seem to be bothered at all. Seconds past by, (Y/N) lay her head on Ren's shoulder as Ren also followed of what his wife did.
Ren decided to break silence by speaking to (Y/N), "Something bothering you?"
(Y/N) let a small hum but soon replied in words, "It's just... Crazy."
As (Y/N) replied to Ren, the woman place her left hand on where Ren's hand is holding her waist. She was also wearing the ring.
Ren quoted, "Crazy?"
(Y/N) began to explain, "I just remember of what happen during our high school days, especially the second-year."
But Ren said anything but rather stared at his wife with a smile as he listen to her.
"From the day that I met you, to falling for you, and changing the world. I honestly miss those days, I guess what I really wanted to say is..."
(Y/N) stared at his husband with a light blush on her face and a smile as well, "I love you and I'm glad that I met."
Ren respond, "Since when did you become cheesy?"
(Y/N) defended herself, "From spending way too much time on you."
The couple exchange a giggle but their cute moment got ruined by their two children screaming,
"Daddy!"
Both of the couple looked at their children to see what was going on. The two children, who are twins, a boy and a girl. Both twins has black and messy hair just like their dad, the only differences they have is the color of their eyes; the girl has Ren's colored eye while the boy has the color of his mother's eyes.
The twins hugged Ren as they looked at him with a smile on their face.
"Daddy, can we play?" The daughter asked.
The brother then spoke to his twin sister, "Huh?! But you played with him last time though!"
The sister places her hands on her chest and proudly said, "Because I'm the older sibling after all!"
"But we're the same age!" The brother argued.
Ren chuckled at his kids and respond, "Alright, alright that's enough, me and your mother can play with you two later, ok?"
The son made wide smile after hearing his father's respond and asked, "Really?!"
But the daughter gave a sad expression, "But..."
Ren lowered his body to look both at his child closer and said, "Remember daddy cares both of you okay, not just one--I love you two equally."
Then Ren looked at his daughter as he patted her head and said, "As being the older sibling, remember to guide and protect your younger brother for me, okay?"
The daughter was a bit surprise by what her dad told but she nodded in respond.
Ren then looked at his son and also patted him on the head and said, "Your sister may be the older sibling but it's not an easy job for her, so remember to comfort her whenever she needs you, okay?"
The son replied, "But we're the same age."
Ren once chuckled and said, "I know, I know."
(Y/N) decided to join in the conversation, "I think what your father meant is since you're siblings, you need to comfort and support one another, once you grow as adults, you need each others support to get through problems."
The two kids looked at their mother as being speechless since they were kids, they didn't understand what their mother meant.
Ren once again talked to his kids, "You may not understand it for now but I hope you remember the advice we gave to you two, okay?"
The twins exclaimed, "Okay!"
"You know, you can play with daddy if you want," The daughter gave an offer to his brother.
The brother's eyes sparkled and asked, "Really?!"
The daughter replied, "Of course, since it's only fair."
"Yay, thank you big sis!" The brother exclaimed.
The daughter looked at (Y/N) and asked, "Can I instead play with you mommy?"
(Y/N) replied, "Of course."
Then Ren said, "I know you didn't clean your rooms, so why not clean it first before we play?"
"Okay!" The twin respond.
The daughter begin to run as she told to her brother, "Race you there!"
The brother just notice that her sister was trying to race to their bed room, so he quickly run and told, "Hey no fair!"
(Y/N) shouted at the two kinds, "Be careful okay!"
As the twins left their parents room, (Y/N) commented with a smile, "Those kids."
Ren regained his posture to stand up and looked at (Y/N) and said, "Hey, uhm..."
"Hm?" (Y/N) looked at Ren wondering what would he say to her.
"I love you too," Ren smiled as replied.
(Y/N) was confuse at first of why he randomly say 'I love you too' to her but then she remembered the conversation they had earlier when she said 'I love you' to him, since their kids interrupted them. Ren didn't had a chance to reply back, so he use this opportunity to say it to her.
(Y/N) just smiled at Ren in respond, the two just stared at each other for a while until they read each others minds that they want their lips to be connected, and so they closed their eyes as they slowly leaned on each other. Soon, the couple shared a sweet kiss as a reminder of their love to one another.
And they forever wish to keep falling in love and be together forever.
THE END.
And there's one more thing I wan't to clarify.
All of you by now notice that chapter 16, 17, and 21 are missing and the reason is because I edited them however since I lost my motivation, I stop editing them. Basically, chapter 16, 17, and 21 are unfinished edits that I will never (or probably) going to publish them since their unfinished. And I don't want to write them anymore so that's why--
So yeah... Once again thank you and I hope you support me to my new journey, and as always...
Hope you have a wonderful day and eat those vegetables :)