a while back , i had contacted the award shows and their companies so that i could organise a tribute for jonghyun and sulli...they took a while to respond but after speaking with SM entertainment and yoona unnie they had come back with a deal.
that i can do whatever i like , as long as i go onto three shows:
idol room (which had doni and coni , pieces of trash ew)
radio star (infamous for being hated by idol and making them uncomfortable)
and knowing brothers ( utter legends , but some scenes where idols aren't happy because of how they are treated)
when i had arrived back in seoul after having travelled with david hyung ,hoseok hyung and yoongi hyung to buy david and yoona's engagement ring that was specially designed for them in new york ; i was meant to have gone home , slept and returned to work the next day...but because of the unexpected call from yoona , i had to go and have a meeting as soon as i had arrived back.
6th november 2020
i had just arrived back . me and hoseok hyung and yoongi hyung were closer than ever.but more importantly i was happier and i saw a light at then end of the tunnel after receiving that talk from them both.it was something i really needed.
once we arrived at the airport it was nearly 2 in the morning and no one took notice of us , especially as the trip wasn't exposed to the public as i hadn't even told anyone other than those who were meant to come.so we went through the airport just fine.
once we out of the airport i had hugged the members and david a goodbye and they had left. meanwhile i had got in a company car that was taking me back to the office . i had two massive suitcases with me, which was a pain to load and unload , but unavoidable.
once i reached the office it was 2:24 in the morning.
i unloaded the car with the guard and i strolled my two suitcases to the elevator . the guard went home, i think , his shift was over . once i got in the elevator with my two suitcases , i pressed the button to the floor with my office and watched the doors close.
i reached my office exactly at 2:58 am.
me: hey , how are you? also where are they?
my desk assistant and yoona were stood , clearly just arrived themselves.
yoona: they said that they would be here, i am not too sure
me: they have one minute.
i walked into my office and put the suitcases right next to my desk , i sat down and saw the cup of coffee yoona had left me.
me: THANK YOU!
i shouted , they chuckled.
It reach 3 in the morning , i heard the elevator ding. the doors opened and yoona led them to my office. they walked in and bowed in respect.
me: 3:00:56 am.
one of the directors: im sorry.
me: you guys are 56 seconds late.if it had reach 1 minute exactly , i would have cancelled everything and exposed you for how you are dealing with the tribute haha.
yoona: ma'am , would you like me to bring some tea?
me: please. although a double expresso shot for me. i finished the coffee but i feel like i am going to faint.
yoona: yes ma'am . let me just introduce everyone here.
there were nine people in the room. the directors from the shows (3) , their executives (3) and the directors from the three most important award ceremonies (3).
me: its my first time meeting someone you , an honour..although it may differ later on.
an executive: its really late in the night , lets just sign something and leave, hahahaha
everyone stared at him and he looked confused. i looked at him up and down then i stared at him , the others kept their heads down.
me: sir , how dare you
him: what?
me: i just came back from a holiday i had to cut a day short , i am driven here as soon as i arrive , look my suitcases are right there. i am jet lagged , i am exhausted , my staff are extremely tired , the others are trying their best to make the most of what this meeting is turning out to be. i took three security teams with me , i had to pay each and every one of them for this trip , i then had to organise meetings in the USA that i was due to have , which i had to cancel for this. on top of that , i then had to pay for the private flight to be reschedule , then i had to ensure nothing was left behind . let me carry on , i haven't slept in the past two days and i haven't ate anything because i was running through the contracts for this meeting, on top of that , on the flight back here i was speaking with you CEO's who were begging me to do all sorts of things which i had accepted for your sake , so that you guys see a promotion and a bonus as you were willing to come here tonight at this unrightfully hour. when i arrived i had to come here by myself , carry everything up here by myself....AND then i have the people i am meant toward with arrive later than me , some of you are not even prepared, and then...i have someone think it is appropriate to make jokes and make a mockery of everything i have done.
him: you are a girl do not get rude to an older male
me: excuse me? now we have sexism and ageism tied in.wow ...yoona you know what to do.also call JTBC's CEO and have them personally come on.if they are not here within the hour , i will ensure that the episode doesn't occur.
yoona: ma'am we will have the documents prepared for you , the desk assistant called him and he apologised and said his son would be here straight away as he is currently away in another country
me: sir , please leave. my lawyers will be in contact with you
him: i didn't do anything wrong , you are insane!
me: sir , now you are verbally assaulting me. please leave.
he threw a fit and i just sighed , he did eventually leave after security came upstairs to escort him out.
me: i am so sorry about that. now please lets continue.
for about fifteen minutes we spoke and arranged the award shows and how they would have their tribute.then as i was speaking i was interrupted.
me: yes , so the stage would end up being a bit more floral in -
i noticed the elevator doors open and a young yet somewhat mature guy walk towards my office. yoona spoke to him briefly outside and he walked in.i got up and shook his hand.
me: hello , i believe we have not met. an honour.
he introduced himself and sat down next to the idol room director wh from what i had noticed , was a nice person.
me: okay so the shows are set , i will have the deal signed tomorrow with your company. please ensure that all staff are prepared. thank you. you guys may now leave.thank you so much for coming at this hour.
i got up and shock their hands as they left.
me: okay lets begin with the shows, i cant deny the fact that i didn't really want to do the shows. i dont like to go onto shows when i am not promoting an album or promoting a new idol...but still it cannot be avoided. as for all the shows anything relating to dating or rumours or scandals will mean that as soon as i hear such a sentence i get up , leave , and the show will be sued. radio star, this especially applies to you guys as you have an incredible history of being hated by idols. please understand. as for idol room , i dont want to have anything where doni and coni are screaming in my face or bashing my head out like last time. also i hope you do remember the utter disrespect i went though with them on weekly idol in 2014 , and with BTS...i dont want a repeat of that. as for knowing brothers , i dont have many conditions , just that i dont go on with certain idols, but as we have spoken before , you guys said i would go by myself and with park set joon , who is someone i am already friends with.
honestly everyone i have met was really nice and we all got along very well, apart from that executive at the beginning. nearer the end i got everyones number and saved it to one of my phones and into my contacts book.
for around half an hour we speak about the conditions and the scripts then we signed the operate deals and i said my goodbyes to them, but one figure remained in the room with me.
him: so , a ceo?
i was flicking through files
me: yes . also , please ensure that your executive is ready for the court case , i am sure your father briefed you on it, i will deal with this matter personally .
him: but there is no evidence..so
i chuckled at him , the fool doesn't know we have security cameras literally everywhere and that this room has sound recording 24/7.
me: sir , i need to leave.so if you can please give me the privacy i need to finish this and go home, it would be appreciated.
him: i am seo tae joo , dont call me sir. it makes me feel old , im only 20 years old.
me: mr tae joo , please leave. i need to finish this in peace, unless there is anything you wish to know or be certain of..although you have a copy of the contract.
tae joo: your number? and when you have a free day, a date perhaps?
i put the folders down and sighed , i then looked at him up and down before staring into his soul.
me: i am sorry , but i am not interested.
tae joo: you must be , everyone is interested in me.
me: if you do not leave i will have to call security.
i walked back up to my desk and put the folders into my bag.
he got up and walked to my desk , he bent over and put his hands onto the desk.
tae joo: hey , you're lying. everyone wants to date me.
me: look there , a camera , behind you , a camera. every single corner of the room has a camera. so back off before i call security.
tae joo: come on , everyone wants me , im irresistible-
the doors slammed open and security ran to grab hold of him
me: you dont quite understand the concept of " i will call security". so , anyway... security please escort him out , im pretty sure 'daddy's little boy' has a car waiting for him.
taejoo: get off me , i will walk.hey , diamond , it isn't over...you will remember me.
i scoffed and then he turned and left.
bro the amount of chaebols who are like that is actually amazing , i need some new entertainment not the same repetitive thing.
once he left , i walked back to the elevator with my suitcases and i went home , exhausted.
7th november 2019
although we had health with everything yesterday , i only had today as a free day so filming had to begin.i only had a few hours of sleep and even on the way i was constantly yawning.once i arrived on set i had my hair and make up done by my staff and i was then waiting for filming to begin. occasionally a few members of the cast would walk in and i would talk to them or give them a signed album or let them take a picture with me. once it reached 8am , filming began.
i was wearing a plain shirt and a checkered skirt with black nike shoes. pretty casual and nice .i was directed to stand behind the door to the class and wait till they did their introduction. i stood behind the door unaware of what was happening , a staff member next to me , she tapped my shoulder three times : "go go go ".
i walked to the door and opened it
me: hello , been a while huh?
heechul: ahhhhhh , my younger sister is hereeee!
the cast then began a discussion of who they were close to in the music industry and how they had become close.
kyung hoon: i became really close to a few actresses after seeing them backstage
heechul: you say that you became close to them , but you probably just said hello and they warned you to get out, right?
they would occasionally roast each other and it was quite hilarious , then the conversation pointed to me
ho dong: so diamond , who are you close to in the music industry?
janghoon: hung you can't ask her that , she literally is close to everyone in the industry
heechul: its true , everyone that you'd know , diamond is close friends with . bangtan , black pink , jyp , anyone .
kyung hoon: that means she knows all the dating information and all the hidden things?
me: generally , i do. i know what's going on and whose doing what before anyone else and any media outlet knows.
ho dong: so you know about heechul and ummm , that rumour with umm that person
me: hahahaha
why do they all think he is gay , oh my goodness , he is literally dating someone.
heechul looked at me and then looked down
ho dong: oh my god , she does know something ...she knows who heechul is dating
me: haha when did i ever say that?
they then went and spoke about the rumours surrounding heechul and occasionally i would laugh with them or i would say that i heard that rumour or how the rumours were not true.
director: okayyyy and cut .ten minute break.snacks are provided there.
i sat on a seat and spoke for a while with the camera assistant who was such a nice lady and i would help her move the cabling around until i was called back on set.
director: move on to fashion , and section two of the script please . don't rigidly stick to it , just stick to the theme and move on with that.3 , 2, 1....
ho dong: so , you went to the fashion weeks. i saw all the pictures . what was it like with all the celebrities.
me: the fashion weeks this season were really chaotic for me because i would fly to paris , go to a or two shows and fly straight back to a country and hold a concert and then fly back to paris again then back to a concert and it carried on like this for about four weeks straight. but it was such great fun. the celebrities that i saw were generally really nice.
sang min: ahhh , so did you see any korean celebrities?
me: yeah so many . i saw the blackpink members. i saw jisoo untie at the burberry runway , i saw rose unnie at the YSL runway, i saw jennie unnie at the chanel runway and i saw lisa unnie at the celine runway.i also saw all of the itzy members at the louie vuitton show and i was in their "paris vlog " for a minute or so.
sang min: was it just them?
me: no there were a few actors and actresses . and i hung out with a few or the models that i am friends with which was great fun.
min kyung: did you see any american celebrities there, any pretty ones?
heechul shut him down imminently knowing i hated theses kind of comments
heechul: ahhh , he is back at it again . stop asking things like that , the americans would never date you because you have a new scandal every week .
i just looked down and avoided eye contact , i just cannot be bothered for this bullshit.
heechul: so diamond , what are the shows like?
i spoke a bit about the shows and the general gist of what happens.
ho dong: okayyy , so now lets get diamonds application to the school.
i smiled and walked to the front and handed him my application with a bow and in a respective manner.then i walked back. he begins to read it
ho dong: your special talent is languages and sports?
heechul: dont you know ? she knows like ten languages and is a taekwondo black belt?
sang hoon:: ah really? why dont you talk to young chul in english?
me: okay if you want me to? umm , hello(switching to english)
young chul : hello, i didnt know you spoke english. how did you learn the language?
me: i am a quarter english myself , i was raised in london ...i am taking english exams at summer.
young chul : (switches to korean)hey hey lets cut that bit
they members begin laughing
me: why ? did i say something bad?
young chul: no no, your fans will come for us because i didn't know that!
me: oh , that's not true. my fans really like this show , as do i . and so what , you didn't know something about me , its not illegal or anything. besides this is only the second time have met you and you have to see so many people and musicians on a daily basis. but why assume something about me fans , and why so negative? thy are one of the most positive and supportive fandoms today
sang hoon: why why , translate it for us . what did she say?
me: nothing really haha. i said "hello" and he responded "hello, i didnt know you spoke english. how did you learn the language?" and i said "i am a quarter english myself , i was raised in london ...i am taking english exams at summer.". and that was it really.
they all began making fun of him for being an "idiot" and they began making jokes about it.
sang hoon: wait so you are a quarter english right? what other languages do you know?
me: yeah i am . i know Korean, mandarin, cantonese, Japanese, spanish, french, english, arabic and i am trying to learn german in my spare time, but it is quite hard.
sanghoon: woooooahhh. thats a lot of language. fluently?!
me: yeah . i have taken my gcse's and a levels in them already. so i have my qualifications for them
ho dong: i dont know what that is , but the director says that they are really hard exams that you take in britain.so ill believe him haha
me: haha yeah they are . my parents enrolled me into tuition for mandarin , french and spanish since i was around 2 years old. so as i grew up with it it just seemed like a language i picked up naturally. but once i reached around 7 and began understanding the world better i begged my parents for tuition for cantonese , japanese and arabic myself. i felt as though it would help me in the future so i just did it anyway. and once i was around 12 i did all my language gcse's. and then when i was 14 i did all the a levels which was so stressful for me. i dont even know how i made it through that time period with out crying my eyes out hahaha
heechul: it was stressful ?
me: yeah it really was. for gcse's , a language one , you have four exams(listening , speaking , writing , reading ) and i took 7 of those aged 12 so it was undeniably insane. and then a levels are like half a degree course and you do it normally aged 18.
sang min: so how does the british education system work:
me: so from aged 3 you go to nursery. aged 4 you have reception. aged 5 to 12 you have primary school. this is separating into key stage 1 and key stage 2 . key stage one is year 1 , 2, .key stage 2 is year 3, 4, 5, 6. after primary school you go to secondary school, which is separated into key stage 3 and 4. key stage 3 is year 7 , 8 and 9. year 9 is when most people decide on their gcse's. and key stage 4 is year 10 and 11. in these two years you take a two year course called gcse's. legally everyone has to have english language , literature , maths and one form of the science gcse's. most children will have seven to 9 GCSEs.
sang min: but haven't you already got 7 from the languages?
me: so i will have a lot of gcse's.which i genuinely see no point in . in total i should have 17 GCSE's. and after GCSE is a level which is just one hundred times harder and more painful.
heechul: 17!!!! what are you insane?
me: hahaha i guess so .
young chul: let me guess , you are in that mensa club as well
me: i am actually not , i never applied to take the test. although i might take it now that you have mentioned it ... i dont know . it seems like a lot
heechul: i heard that they sent you an offer to take the exam without you applying
me: yeah it is true. i never managed to get back to them about that offer as i was in the middle of bts's "run " comeback and we really needed that to go well and i had to finish a few songs for the album. but i doubt my iq is three figure number.
sang min: you know RM has an IQ of 136
me: no he doesn't , he has an IQ of 148
they began to praise him for how smart he was
me: he also got 900 in the Test of English for International Communication in middle school.
heechul : woah , he is exceptionally smart.
ho dong: he could have become a surgeon or a lawyer or something
me: no he couldn't have , that was never his dream or his fate.
ho dong: eh was samrt enough
me: no but he never wanted to become anything like that. namjoon hyung was exceptionally talented with producing and songwriting. it was his dream and everything he wanted to be ...so he followed it. even if you have the talents for something , if you dont want to become that you will never reach your maximin potential within that field.
heechul: she is right you know. its like putting someone who is talented in taekwondo against someone who wanted to become the best in the world at taekwondo . the olympian athlete who practised day and night would win in a heart beat.
me: yeah . it is important that you become something that you want to be. not something that others want you to be...that will only make you miserable. for anyone listening to this , follow your heart, but take your head with you.
ho dong: whah , that gave me chills. so is he the smartest in BTS?
Me: not necessarily. intelligence is not just how well you do in exams. the members are exceptionally intelligent. but in different fields. so hoseok hyung is really talented at picking up dance fast , he has a great memory and he is really creatively intelligent.jin hyung has an excellent business mind and is really good at memorising things people say for a really long time(which is why he has his won business and an acting degree). namjoon hyung is really good at picking up patterns and being creative. yoongi hyung is really smart at creating music and being able to deal with emotions in a mature manner , so he is emotionally intellectual. jimmy hyung is so good at ballet and contemporary dance and he manages to expresses emotions through his dance and he is good at noticing patterns within others behaviours and analysing that to make something off of it.taehyung hyung is beyond intelligent when it comes to art , music and rhythms , he can also learn something really well once he becomes obsessed with it. jungkook hyung is scary , he can learn anything he wants to meaning his memory is beyond intelligent. but then again , within all of the members there are things they cannot do , which doesn't make them " stupid " and " unintellectual" it just means their strengths are elsewhere.
jang hoon: but ho dong cant even spell his name correctly.
they became making jokes about each other and their intelligence.
ho dong: what about you then ? what are you good at?
me: i dont know . i genuinely dont know.
heechul: lets test you then. lets test her to see if she can ...umm...memorise dance quickly.director , can we do that? like lets place a dance video and see if she can memorise it.
director: if she wants to, we can play what ever you like.
me: yeah thats cool. this was not planned but its kind of fun.
heechul: do you know itzy? what about their dances?
me: yeah of course , i am friends with them. i know the chorus , but not the rest.
heechul: lets play it once and you have to memorise it all and dance to it.
me: what?! no no no , play it three times at least .then i will try it.
heechul: three times... okay then. three times only.lets get someone to do it with you.
the rest of the member of the show began whispering about how i couldn't do it and that it would be impossible.in the end heechul volunteered as tribute and we began joking about how it was similar to the hunger games. the video then began .
the first time it played i lowered me head and focused on the monitor that was playing the video
the second time i raised my head a bit and sang along to it
the third time i would sing to it and mmic the dance moves.
me:okay , lets go.
heechul: wait one more time
me: lets just play back the bit where you said" three times only"
the rest of the members joked a bit per usual and then the dance began.i followed the positions of the centre
the dance went perfectly.
me: that was right, right?
heechul: she is not a human , its robot. no one can do that.after three time!!
ho dong: so when you practise for comebacks or concerts , what do you do watch videos and then have memorised it?
me:no , no absolutely not! for comebacks , i spend at least and entire day practising until i collapse or until i have drilled a hole through my shoes. for concerts i practise days before for at least three hours and then we practise on the day and then backstage before the show begins.
ho dong: why though , you can clearly do it without all that practise?
me: for synchronisation , satisfaction and to ensure i set the right example for trainees and dancers in the company. talent doe not garuntee perfection, practise does. always will.
young chul: can we try it with something else , what if she already knew this dance?
heechul: i am not the tribute this time , you have to do it. that was embarrassing.haha
they began arguing in a joking manner before choosing something else they found on the internet.
young chul: how about "electric kiss " by exo.
me: i already know that , i performed it around two years ago at a concert.
young chul: okay what about this?
me: i don't know that one , we can do it. the choreographer is my friend , he choreographed a lot of my dances and a few BTS dances...and a lot of kpop dances.
director: lets just watch the first set of dancers so it reduces the time and we can do it quicker
i watched it the first time, lowered head and focused eyes
i watched it the second time , a higher head and i was singing
i watched it the third time , singing and mimicking the dance moves
me: that girl is such a good dancer i want to meet her. I'm kind of shook , look at her aura and the sheer power she has , oh my goodness
the music began and i closed my eyes whilst doing the dance, i finished and i wicked at the camera. i looked to my left and youngchul was just 'twerking'.
they began moking him before i reuturned to my position
they began asking me about when i first started dancing then they asked a question which was risky
jang hoon: so who do you think is a really good dancer in the kpop industry?
me: ohhhh , thats a really hard question to answer. well , SM has a lot of successful dancers. boa unnie , taemin hyung , hyoyeon unnie , seulgi unnie , taeyong hyung , jisung hyung , ten hyung , winwin hyung lay hyung and kai hyung. and then you have JYP who are revolutionising their reputation for dance with their new artist. i feel like momo unnie is one of the strongest dancers today , mina unnie is really good at ballet , ye ji unnie is really talented and so is chaeryong unnie and there is sin b from g friend who is really talented. you also have few unnie who had won dancing awards when she was young , yungyeon and bambino hang are really talented and they had practised since an early age . lisa unnie from balckpink is so talented , she practised really early with hip hop. and you also have clc member seungyeon unnie who has a really strong aura and confidence that every move she does is mesmerising and you also have Taeyang hyung , vixxs N, gikwang hyung , the 8 from seventeen , feeldog hyung , chungah unnie and izones chaeyeon . and from bighit you have jimin , jungkook and hoseok hyung and Yeonjun hyung fron txt.
heechul: okay but if you had to choose the top ten male and female who would it be
me: umm. top ten female (NOT IN ORDER) would be chungha unnie , momo unnie , boa unnie , seulgi unnie , chaeyon unnie , seungyeon unnie , lisa unnie, yeji unnie , sin b unnie and hyoyeon unnie
heechul: top ten male?
me: thats hard...umm.. taemin hyung , kai hyung , winwin hyung, the 8 hyung, jimin hyung , hoseok hyung, ten hyung, rain hyung, JYP hyung and young chul hyung.
i choose young chul for the comedy and he imminently got up and began twerking again
young chul:ill beat your oppa any day with my dancing
we began joking around and then we had another break and we began filming again.
director: last section , she describes something you guys guess what happened.3 , 2, 1...
me: okay so when i was younger , what happened to me that still traumatises me too today?
they began assuming that it was a drama kind of thing where i get hit by a car or something and then heechul hyung begins to act out a okay drama scene and i join in with him as a joke
heechul: so it is that?
me: no no , its something that happened when i was practising a sport.
youngchul: what sports do you do?
me:i do quite a few . i can swim , ice skate , roller blade , skate board , do taekwondo , it really depends.
youngchul: was it ice skating?and someone ran over your hand and you though it would cut off?
me: haha , no it wasn't . but now i am terrified that might happen.
jang hoon: was it taekwondo and you were told to kick someone in the head and you hurt them...so now you are scared to ever kick someone in the head?
me: i have hurt others before , but no that hasn't traumatised me
soogeun: was it when you swam?
me: yes , it was during a lesson and i never went back there again. but why?
soogeun: you were swimming and you accidentally kicked someone in the head behind you because they got too close
me: i haven't done that before , but that wouldn't stop me from going back
heechul:how deep was the pool at the time
me: i will always remember it , it was 5 metres deep
jang hoon: how old were you ?
me:i was four years old at the time
soogeun: were you diving in?
me: kind of.
they began shouting as they had finally figured the answer out
soo gun: SHHHHHUUUSHHHH , I GOT IT SO LET ME ASK.
heechul: alright , no need to shout
soogeun: when you were four , you went to your swimming lesson and there the instructor demanded you to jump into the pool that was 5 metres deep
me: thats.......right.
soogeun: but really , isn't that illegal?
me: so when i was four years old , i went to my weekly swimming lesson and they lined us up in rows at the edge of the deep end of the pool . they had handed us all a long piece of rope that all the children held onto wit a space of one metre distance between us all. then they pushed us all in at once an used the rope to drag us out. i was at the end , so i was to be dragged out last . problem was , that i had submerged under the water to the bottom because i was pushed so hard.
heechul: oh my god , then what happened?
me: the force of the water hitting me had made me loose my goggles and out of fear i began flapping and i had let go of the rope. a lot of the other children did to, so the teachers dived in to drag out the others . by the time they got the others out i was at the bottom and my child minder had ran inside the pool with clothes on and she dived in and grabbed me out of the water.
heechul: isn't that illegal?
me: well technically there wasn't a direct law against that in itself. but this was in summer when i was in korea at my grand mothers house , so i had the lesson here at them time. but once my grandmother found out she was beyond furious and a series of events happened after that with them. sometimes i wake up in the middle of the night and i can still see myself being pushed into the water and being dragged out by the childminder.
they then began to talk about their own traumas and childhood events before filming eventually ended. i hung out with the members for a few minutes before leaving and then i was taken to the office. it was 1 pm . i monitered some trainee practising and i spoke with them for a while , then i went and had three meetings. then i met up with jimin hyung who recorded his vocals for a few songs today. then i finished one of my own songs and recorded the final version .once it was 7pm i headed home and began studying , i had exams in june and i dont want to mess them up. once it was 12 pm i took a shower and went to bed after drying my hair.
i couldn't sleep though , i spent hours and hours just thinking .
about everything and then nothing .
i went downstairs at one point and saw the security guard who was standing at the door
me: hello .
he bowed and said hello.
me: do you want anything to eat or drink?
him: no ma'am.
me:oh , okay well im going to get a juice
i opened the fridge and it was empty.
me: hey can you come with me to the shops?its dark and im scared.
him: yes ma'am.
i grabbed my coat which was hanging on a rack and i left the house
me: dont call me ma'am. im literally the exact same as you. also chill out , im not like the kdrama cel's who are rude and obnoxious.takl to me casually if you like ,i really dont mind
him: oh really?
i spoke to him as we walked to the shops . i like the fact that the crystal has its own shop. the guard spoke a bit about himself and how he ended up doing this job because he had loads of martial arts qualifications.he told me a bit about his dreams and he wanted to help and protect others and then about how he was doing this part time as he studied medicine at seoul university. he then spoke a bit about his parents and his family. he asked for a video of me saying "hello sejung" so he could send it to his sister and i said yes, he was a nice guy , quite genuine...possibly naive. i grabbed a few snacks and fruits from the shop and we brought it back home. i ate a bit and then he ate some fruits with me , i then went back upstairs and finally got back to sleep and he went back to the door. i noticed how shocked he was when i invited him to eat with me the first time and as he walked with and how ...."normal" i was , i guess.but yeah , i didn't eventually go back to sleep at around 2 am.