Third Person P.O.V
1 week ago...
'Blue Moon' restaurant. A very famous restaurant of 'Moonlight' pack. Wolves of this pack loves this restaurant a lot. They came here to celebrate their happiness or just hangout with friends or family in their free time.
Right now a very beautiful blue haired boy wearing a white shirt over a white t-shirt, is sitting in the middle of the restaurant. Because today is his birthday but none of his friends arrived here yet.
After waiting for an hour he called someone as he says,
"Come on guys, it's my birthday! Today at least, you can come on time."
He stops for sometime to hear the other from the other side of the phone and then again says,
"Yeah but how much more time will you need?"
He asks the question but he didn't really hear what the other answered this time because some melody catches his attention.
Do you love the rain, does it make you dance
When you're drunk with your friends at a party
What's your favorite song, does it make you smile
Do you think of me?
It's the same melody, same song, same stage but not the same person.
Not anymore!
When you close your eyes, tell me, what are you dreamin'
Everything, I wanna know it all
They are different person but the way that boy and girl are dancing on that mini stage, it's reminding him about a very beautiful yet broken past of his life.
I'd spend ten thousand hours and ten thousand more
Oh, if that's what it takes to learn that sweet heart of yours
And I might never get there, but I'm gonna try
If it's ten thousand hours or the rest of my life
I'm gonna love you
[A/N: I've added the song above]
He is looking at them with loving eyes. A soft smile forms on his face as he sees them dancing and smiling like a beautiful happy couple. But he isn't really seeing them. He is seeing himself and one particular person there with him.
But suddenly he came out of his imagination by a voice saying,
"Excuse me sir? Can I take the seat?"
He frowned a bit looking at the said boy and then looked again at the stage. When he realized that once again he had an imagination of his past, tears started poking from inside of his eyes.
You can forget someone but how can you forget memories that won't leave you so easily! But he doesn't want to cry. He doesn't want to be a weak one. He had enough!
That's how he tries to calm his mind every time but fails miserably.
You are thinking about the reason of his sadness right?
Let's know it from him then. Shall we?
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The Blue Haired Boy's P.O.V
Sometimes a beautiful moment can trapped in a beautiful song. In this song that beautiful moment has been trapped when Jinwoon said to me for the first time,
"I want you as my mate, Taehyung."
Then 11 months 3 weeks and 15 days before he said to me, "I don't want you as my mate anymore."
In reply I said to him, "I still want you."
It's so strange that someone who still want you doesn't get affected by the statement "I don't want you anymore" at all.
It's raining outside. I couldn't take that scene before me anymore. So I left the place and starts walking in this heavy rain God knows where. I am walking through the sideways when suddenly something dropped from my pocket.
Then I got slightly affected when I find his lighter in my pocket.....
I break a little from inside.
When I found his old t-shirts in my wardrobe.....
I break a little.
When I saw the tissues which we used to play pictionary at that restaurant.....
I break a little.
Every time something breaking a little more inside of me to fall apart. My thoughts are ruining my innerself so much that I didn't even realize when and how I bumped with someone and fell on him. I couldn't see him because my back was facing his face.
He quickly hold me but firmly. His scent told me that he is an Alpha. That scent was....strange!
I turned around to thank him but he was already moving forward. I called him but there was a big headphones on his head. Maybe he didn't hear because of that.
Anyways, My birthday is already ruined and now I just want to go......no I can't go there.
Can I?
"Taxi!" I called a taxi and went there, where I shouldn't go. If Hobi got to know about this he'll kill me for sure. But they didn't come tonight right?
It's my birthday and they didn't even care about that. Well, no one cares about me though. Isn't it?
Mom used to tell me that I'm special, that I am precious and someone, for whom people will cherish. Because I am a male omega. A rare one from my pack 'Moonlight'.
People here believes that I meant to be in this pack because moon goddess sent me as a blessing to this pack. Everyone here adores me with their love and affection. Because they believe that moon goddess made me with moonlight.
Huh! A bitter smile comes every time when I remember it. If I'm really that much precious then why did he leave me? Why did he cheat on me? Why did he.......reject me? This one question kills me every fucking time.
Seeing this rainy day it reminds me of my last 23rd birthday when Jinwoon surprised me beautifully. A grand party had been arranged in the 'Blue Moon' restaurant.
He used to say that this restaurant might be named after me because of my hair and Jimin always defended him saying that it's not because he is the owner of the restaurant.
Hobi and Jimin is my bestest friend and also my family. Because I'm an orohan now. They hated him, still don't know why but after all these they both helped Jinwoon to plan my birthday last year. What a beautiful night that was!
It was raining that day also. We came back home from the party and I dried my hair and went to the kitchen to cook our dinner.
Jinwoon loved when I cook for him. I went to the kitchen and started preparing the ingredients when he came from behind and held my waist with his arms softly saying,
"Got you!"
I giggled at this and said, "I love you."
He kissed on my ears and said softly,
"Hmmm?"
"Mmm..hmm." I replied with a smile and he said again,
"Let me cook for you tonight."
"You gave me such a nice surprise and now you want to cook also? Come on, I can't take you for granted this much!" I chuckled and said with a surprised tone.
I closed my eyes when he prepped soft kisses on my neck, on the mark that he gave me as his. I wonder how his one touch can make me weak for him badly. I looked at him as he said softly,
"I want you to take me for granted."
The next moment we were kissing each other. Softly and Oh! How much I loved the way he used to kiss me!
But this year, I am standing in front of his house sitting inside a taxi in this dark night....alone! Completely alone! He came out on the balcony of his girlfriend's house and here I am shamelessly hoping that maybe....maybe he remembers my birthday?
I break a little more!
The taxi driver suddenly says,
"Sir, can we go? It's raining heavily outside."
I looked at the driver and again looked up at him. Eyes are teary and I gulp down a lump which was lingering in my throat for a long time.
"Let's go." I clear my throat and say softly.
I was feeling so helpless at that time that my whole life was feeling like a burden to me. Why me?
In the middle of the way the taxi driver stops the taxi suddenly beside another taxi saying,
"Sir, can you take that taxi please? I have some emergency."
I roll my eyes because I have no energy left inside of me to deal with any kind of problem now. But I ask him nonetheless,
"How much?"
"500 won" the driver says and I pay him.
As soon as I get down from the car, I realize I left my wallet in the car but by this time the car already moved away.
"Hey stop the car! I forgot my wallet. Hey! Stop!" I call the driver to stop the car but he didn't listen and in that way my phone also drops in the watery road.
"Shit, shit, shit! No no no" I quickly pick up my phone but no point because it already broke.
I saw a taxi beside me and the driver was talking with someone on the phone standing at the roadside. I quickly go to him.
"Hey, can you give me a ride? It's urgent. I need to follow that taxi. I have my wallet in that car." I requested the driver who looked at me with blank expression.
After listening to me he says,
"My car is broken sir. Otherwise why am I standing in the middle of nowhere in this heavy rain?" the driver states and I want to smack myself for believing that taxi driver. Really why would some free taxi stand in the middle of the road in this heavy rain!?
What were you thinking Taehyung? Fuck!
You know sometimes I want to laugh at my luck because it's just giving me pain and problems the moment Jinwoon left me. I can't believe my birthday is going this way and I hate it. I hate my life and sometimes my own existence.
In this one day, I realized that even if I try to fix these broken parts of mine then there is no way to fix it. Because you can fix the unorganized things but you can't fix the broken ones. Because that is what I am now!
Broken! Damaged!
You wanted to know my story right?
Here I am. Kim Taehyung, an useless omega whose mate rejected him few months ago for another girl and now.....I am alive with a broken heart,
Welcoming all of you to my broken story.
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A/N:
Hey there,
How are you guys? Did you guys liked the chapter? Was it confusing? 😶
I hope the way I wrote it, you'll get the perfect emotion.
If you liked this chapter then please vote and comment! 😊
Forgive me for my mistakes 😇
See you on next Saturday! 😍
Love you
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