~Kyjuan~
°Friday Morning°
11:28am
I woke up to Kalani crying just about 2 hours after going to bed after my ridiculously long overnight shift last night. Symphony was off today, and she peacefully laid right next to me.
I went into Kalani's bedroom and turned the light switch on and picking her up out of her crib.
"Daddy." She said with tears on her face and snot running down her nose.
"Oh, c'mere baby." I used my tshirt to clean her face and got her some cereal and juice in her small sippy cup. As she ate in her high chair, I got her some clothes out for the day and ran her a bath, putting her favorite toys in it.
I went back in the kitchen and sat witb her while she ate. She kept saying 'Daddy look!' and just eating normally.
"Mm so very yummy, make sure you eat it all so you can get big and strong, okay?" I said while kissing her forehead. She nodded her head and continued to eat.
I grabbed some fruit to snack on while she finished eating then took her into the bathroom to bathe her. I threw her pajamas inside her tiny hamper that was in the bathroom and washed her up and washed her hair after letting her play for a bit in the water, and even playing with her. I dried her off and towel dried her hair, combing it out for it to finish drying through the air. I got her dressed into her jeans, furry boots and a matching longsleeve turtleneck due to the weather at this time of year.
She followed me to her room as I laid out her blanket and put her toys down and turned on some cartoons for her, putting her walkee on a nearby dresser. I kept her door open but put a fence in the doorway so she wouldn't wander out of the room and possibly hurt herself getting into things around the house.
"I love you my sweet angel." I hugged her and kissed her forehead. She smiled and waved at me.
I proceeded to tidy the bathroom back up and start laundry. The house was usually spotless, so there wasn't much to do. I peeked outside through the living room curtains and saw Ang pulling into the driveway. She got out and began pulling bags from the back of the car. I went outside to help her.
"What's all this?" I asked, pulling bags out along with her.
"Good morning to you as well. Its just a few things for the house." She shrugged as we carried the bags along inside.
I wasn't too entirely sure how to read her right now. Last night she was really upset when I told her I'd be choosing Symphony, and she she acted as if nothing was wrong. Gosh, females are complex sometimes.
I helped her put everything up once everyone was inside, and by that time Symphony was awake.
"Hey baby." She grinned. I smiled at her, pulling her by the waist and gently kissing her warm, soft, and full lips. Her voice was soft, as it usually was when she just woke up from her sleep. Her wavy hair was in a messy bun and she wore fuzzy white socks, soft grey wool shorts, and an off the shoulder grey longsleeve shirt. She clung to my side and I rested my arm across her shoulders. I used my other hand to life her chin to look at me.
"Did you sleep okay?" I asked her, smirking at how beauty.
"Would've been a bit nice to wake up with you near my side but other than that everything is fine." She said sarcastically. "What are you doing up anyways? You just got home this morning you need to go to bed."
"Kalani was crying and I wanted to let you sleep. Ang just came back with some things from the store as well." I nodded toward the kitchen where Angelique brewed coffee with a hard and stern expression on her face as she usually would any time I was around Symphony nowadays.
"Oh okay." Symphony nodded. "Angelique how are you?" She smiled at her.
"Oh! I am doing great thank you for asking. How about you?" Angelique replied with a fake smile.
"Ugh, just tired. Thank you so much for everything, I really do appreciate it." She replied sincerely. Angelique nodded.
"Coffee?" She offered.
"God, yes!" Symphony moaned, letting go of me and going in the kitchen with her. As Symphony turned around to grab a cup from the cabinet Angelique looked me up and down and licked her lips, biting at them and smirking before turning back to what they were doing. Just in the nick of time before Symphony turned back around and poured a cup. I inhaled sharply, a bit frustrated, and turned and went to go Kalani a kiss in her bedroom. She had been absorbed into her cartoons, so I brought her into the living room.
"There's my baby!" Symphone said and brought Kalani into a hug.
"Moo-meee!" Kalani giggled as Symphony kissed all over her face. It warmed my heart seeing them interact every day. It uneased me as well....
It uneased me because of the thoughts and mental semi-breakdowns I would have on the inside due to mind flashes of things I've done recently that my love doesn't know about... and she never deserved it... and inside, I could never forgive myself. It was fun while it happened---constantly seeing the flashbacks of feeling my prior lover and what we'd done, seeing if things would be the same but... it's not. I could've gone about it better and I hate how I took away from Symphony and I over something like that, and I know she's noticed something was wrong with me. I just... didn't know what to do.
"I'm gonna take Kalani to the park, alright?" I said and got up, going to the bedroom and getting dressed before anyone could answer. I threw on a simple pair of sweatpants, sneakers and hoodie and dressed Kalani in a thick jacket and put her in her car seat.
"We'll be back in an hour or so." I said, walking toward the front door.
"Okay... have fun you guys." Symphony half grinned while sitting on the couch with Angelique. I nodded and headed out.
We drove about 10 minutes to the park and I stood and played with her while thinking about everything. The same torment replayed over and over in my mind. How could I be so stupid? Most of all, how would my children see me....
1:47pm
I held Kalani in my arms while her head rested over my shoulder. She was completely wiped out from playing at the park.
I unlocked the front door to Symphony sitting in the living room under a blanket while writing in a notebook and watching TV.
"Hey, its about time you guys were back." She smiled. I smirked and nodded.
"Yeah, she is out of it. It was fun though." I said while bringing her to her room and laying her in her crib. I halfway shut her door then joined Symphony on the couch. "Whatcha got there?" I nodded toward her notebook.
"Just budgeting and lists." She said, putting it on the coffee table. I joined her under her blanket. "I do need to talk to you though." She muted the TV and looked at me. "So... what's been going on with you, Kee?"
"What do you mean?" I replied.
"You forget that we've known each other for basically our whole lives, and you don't think I can tell when something is messing with you. You've been off for a couple of weeks now and it makes me feel like it's me because you won't come and talk to me about it. We've always talked about everything...." She trailed off. My heart ached.
"I've noticed too and... I..." I began. You what, what are you going to say? "I don't know, I've just been absorbed into my own mind lately, and I'm.. I'm so sorry that it's been effecting us." I sighed and put my hands on her thighs. "You know I love you, right?"
"Yes." She nodded and said quietly.
"And I am so sorry if I've ever made you feel otherwise. I'm just... a bit bombarded right now." I said. My heart thumped harder.
"Why don't you just come talk to me about those things then, you use to do it all the time." She said sadly.
"I know baby, it's just.. things I've said before. I'm worried about everything--family, the kids, everything." I sighed and looked to the floor. She sighed and pulled me into a warm and gentle hug, running her fingers through my hair. It was like a shot of relief. I hugged her back.
"Kyjuan I love you. And you know you are never in this alone, I've always been by your side and nothing will change that." She said. I hugged her tighter and felt such a strong attraction to her, an extremely powerful attraction.
I pulled away a bit and looked into her eyes.
"I love you... I love you so much." I sighed. Her eyes began to water and her lip began to tremble. I could see in her eyes how much our emotional distance had hurt her. She briskly moved forward to kiss me.
It felt amazing, how soft her lips were, how gentle and plump they felt. She pulled away a bit with her right hand on the back of my neck and stared into my eyes. She tasted her lips, then looked down, shortly after she looked back up at me. Her eyes, so big, round and a soft brown. Her touch was so magical, and her voice was like angels descending from above.
"I missed you." She said softly. I sighed and pulled her closer to me, pressing my lips against hers. My hands softly held the sides of her face as we softly began to make out. She ran her fingertips down my cheek then proceeded to unzip my jacket. I helped her take it off.
She ran her hands down my chest, which protruded from my t-shirt, and lifted my shirt off exposing my bare torso. She bit her lip as I did the same, lifting her shirt and exposing her amazing figure and voluptuous breasts that sat high in her nude colored satin bra. My breathing picked up a bit and I felt myself getting an unable to be ignored hard on that had been way too difficult for me to get with her these past few weeks due to...that thing.
"You are so beautiful." I smirked and held the side of her face, rubbing her cheek with my thumb. She grinned. "I want you." I admitted.
"But.. we haven't done anything in weeks...." She said.
"Every day is a new day for change." I replied, running my hand down her bare thigh. I held my hand out for her to take, and she gently put her hand in mine. I led her to the bedroom, shutting the door behind her and gently lying her on the bed. She let her hair down.
"Sit up for me." I said, joining her on our bed. She obeyed. I slowly ran my fingers through her hair, then trailed my fingers down to her bra straps and pulled them off one by one. I then unclipped the back and let her beautiful cheast sit free. Her nipples were erect, reminding me of Hershey's kisses candy. I ran my hand down them, grabbing one and sucking it slowly. She sighed blissfully. I massaged the other. I gently laid her back and did the same with the other, now running my hands down her tight but soft stomach.
I began to kiss her neck and run my tongue down her collar bone. I felt her body shiver as she ran her hands down my back. I sat up and slid her shorts and panties off, lightly kissing and licking between her thighs, teasing her already dripping pussy.
"Kyjuan please," she moaned softly, running her fingers through my hair.
"My pleasure." I replied, endulging myself into her smooth, wet pleasure center. She bit her lip hard, keeping in as much noise as she possibly could and pushing my face deeper into herself.
She tasted extremely delectible. So sweet and creamy... I could taste her for hours. I got her close to her climax and took my face away. She pouted as she realized what I'd deprived her of. I licked my lips, still tasting her and brought her lips to mine so she would taste why I loved having my face between her legs. She savored the taste while pulling the waist of my sweatpants down and rubbing my hard on over my boxers. I sucked her neck more as she did so.
"God, please, I want you." She cried. I propped myself up on my left elbow and teased her with my tip by rubbing it up and down her soaking wet slit. I then began to slowly push it inside of her pussy.
She grabbed my back, digging her nails into my skin and inhaling sharply. Her pussy tightly accommodated my size, making it easy but difficult to get inside of her. She was so wet and warm, I didn't wanna leave it.
I groaned as I slowly pushed in and out of her. She bit her lip hard, moaning and staring into my eyes. I took it easy, letting her get a feel for me so I wouldn't hurt her after being absent from her pussy for weeks. She began to moan my name and lick her lips while running her hands down my chest.
"Oh, gosh," I moaned into her neck. Our bodies pressed together, and I decided to change up the speed. I gave her quick and powerful thrusts, causing her body to bounce quickly with each. She shouted with each thrust, and I pinched at her nipples as her titties bounced with each motion. She began to shake and move away. I stopped then grabbed her wrists quickly and tight, making direct eye contact with her.
"Don't. Fucking. Move." I warned. She breathed shakily and nodded fearfully, I loved it. I loved seeing every ounce of lustful fear. I pressed my lips together and shoved my dick suddenly and forcefully all the way inside of her, grabbing her hair and pulling it back. She screamed loud and tears began to well up in her eyes. "I wanted to be sweet and pleasure you but now I'm just going to take what I want." I began to visciously pound her, gripping her body tightly.
"Oh my gosh, daddy!" She yelled and began digging her nails into my chest. I bit my lip and rolled my eyes back, not slowing up my speed or the vigor of my thrusts. Tears began to run down her cheeks. I used one hand to trail gently up her stomach then suddenly grip her throat tight. She moaned louder and louder, leading to her milky white cream beginning to coat my dick. I grunted and continued.
Her legs shook a bit as she began to cry for me to have mercy on her.
"Fuck that, you missed this dick didn't you?" I smirked. She nodded quickly. "I can't hear you darling."
"Yes!"
"Yes what?"
"Yes baby, I missed it!"
"Let me hear you say it." I groaned.
"I missed this dick daddy!" She moaned uncontrollably.
"Mm, that's a good girl." I mumbled and rubbed her clitoris softly, feeling it throb under my finger. "You've been touching what's mine?" I squinted. She hesitated to answer. "You have, haven't you...?" I scowled. She bit her finger shyly. I got harder over the thought of her pleasuring herself and making herself cum, who knew how many times. I stopped myself from getting too close to cumming.
I pulled out and stroked myself right where she could see.
"Wait no, I'm sorry just please don't stop Kyjuan I'm begging you," She moaned.
"Ah. I want you to touch yourself like you've been doing, and don't stop until I instruct you to do so." I commanded. She sat up and began to play with herself with her legs spread as wide as they could go, staring deep into my eyes and watched me as well. I kept getting so close while watching her, I admit I couldn't take it.
I inhaled sharply and shoved my dick I her mouth, cumming hard and filling her mouth and throat. Her eyes rolled back while furrowing her eyebrows. Relief.
<~•~>
I awoke to a dark room. It was quiet, and I was alone. I rubbed my eyes and sat up, feeling the thick soft blankets around me. She had put the blanket over me earlier today.
I turned the lamp on and put on a t-shirt on along with my slippers. I left the room to go into the kitchen, seeing the living room television TV on, Kalani in her play area chewing on some of her toys, and Angelique in the kitchen making dinner. I grabbed a cup of orange juice and downed it, putting the cup in the sink after.
"Well good evening sleeping beauty." She said sarcastically while dicing lettuce. I turned to her, back to the living room.
"Good evening. What's for dinner?" I asked.
"You'll see. We're surprising you with something tonight. Hopefully I can too." She said, mumbling the last part of her sentence.
"Ang." I said firmly. She sighed. "Where's Symphony?"
"Bathroom I think." She said, loading the diced vegetables. "I heard what you did earlier, I'm not sure how I feel about it." She began to move toward me.
"At this point I'm not too sure it should matter at this point I already told you--"
"Told me what? That you're tired of this? That you've finally realized you loved her? After the insane amount of fucking we've done since I've lived here? Please. I'll believe that when I believe you'll ever tell her about any of that stuff Kyjuan." She rolled her eyes and laughed sarcastically, standing directly in front of me. Her expression solidified as her eyes drifted to my left side and focused on what she was looking at. She gulped
"Will you sh--" I began as I looked to where her eyes stared. My heart dropped, seeing Symphony's watering eyes and expressionless face.
"Is there anything else I don't know about?" Her voice shook as a tear fell from her eye. I was speechless. Her breathing became heavier and her fists clenched.
"Symphony look, I---" I began.
"Stop! Do not speak to me. I really should've seen it. I'm so stupid! After she moved in you begin to act different and I looked at every possibility BUT this. You don't fucking know what love is and you never will. I never want to see your face again!" She screamed with tears covering her cheeks now. My chest caved in.
"Baby please don't..." I began and tried to pull her to me. She yanked herself away.
"Symphony please just let me explain," Angelique started, but was cut off by Symphony's hand going across her face.
"I DON'T WANT TO HEAR SHIT! GET OUT OF MY HOUSE!" She shouted. She turned to me as Angelique went to get her things. "I don't believe there's anything much that I have to say to you. Goodbye Kyjuan. Leave, and don't be here whenever I get back." Her voice shook and she walked off, grabbing Kalani and taking her bag to the car. She soon came back inside to grab her keys and she left.
My mind began to race and rerun everything that just happened. My heart's pace was extremely rapid and I began to feel light headed.