Beyoncé's Pov
"You're not performing that fucking song with him B" Onika yelled. I rolled my eyes, She can't tell me what to do.
"Yes the fuck I am" I said packing up my make up bag, I started walking back to her room and here she was following me like a lost puppy.
"No you're not, I saw that rehearsal that's inappropriate, You ain't single" She said turning me around to face her.
"Onika I am single" I said pulling her hands off me continuing my journey.
"Yea? Ok fucking bet then" She said storming out of the room to God knows where. I shrugged and continued doing what I was doing.
Sean and I will be performing at MTV and Onika wasn't having it. She thinks there's something else to us which there wasn't but her trust issues wouldn't let her believe that.
Honestly she's interrupting my grinding. I was going to perform with Sean. I'm gaining more weight so I would like to do all public press before I go ghost for a while.
I don't get her. She can be out fucking these nasty ass girls but when she "assume" that I have something with somebody she trips.
I wasn't about to let her get my mood down, I was having lunch with Kelly and Michelle today.
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"Hey girls" I said getting their attention, the both of them stood up and pulled me into a hug. "You getting thick girl" Kelly said turning me around making me do a 360, I laughed and nodded sitting down.
"Nicki must've been putting it down good huh?" Michelle asked sipping her drink, I blushed.
"Yup without a condom too" I said, waving the waitress over so I can order myself a lemonade.
"What!" Both of the girls yelled gathering the restaurant attention.
"Shhhh" I said.
"Beyoncé don't tell me you're- Michelle trailed off.
"I'm pregnant guys" I said giving them jazz hands.
"Wow..." Kelly said with her mouth open.
"Congrats girl" Michelle said reaching over giving me a hug.
"You would be a good ass mother girl" Kelly joined in.
"You just lost your virginity and ended up pregnant, luck is not on your side Bey" Kelly laughed and I couldn't help but laughing too.
"Am saying but nonetheless I'm happy that I'm bringing a human into this world" I said rubbing my belly.
"A good looking human too, You and Nicki's genes will be spotless" Kelly said
I laughed "How are you and Nicki though Bey" Michelle asked.
I hate telling people my business but since it was my girls I didn't mind.
I sighed "She's bugging because I have to perform with Sean" I said.
"I see where she's coming from" Michelle said.
"Same. He's Jamaican him can tek way anybody gyal" Kelly said failing to do a Jamaican accent.
I laughed feeling tear welled up in my eyes "Don't ever try that again" I said, She rolled her eyes flicking me off.
"But guys that's the hottest song right now, She's stopping my bag" I said
"Girl you're Beyoncé, you can drop a song right now and it will be the hottest for generations to come" She said, I chuckled.
"I know. Honestly I wanted to do a song with Nicki but she was being dramatic this morning so I didn't bring it up" I said
Kelly and Michelle laughed "So you had the poor girl worrying when you know that you didn't want to do the performance" I nodded my head yes.
I didn't care if the public knew about me and Onika. I wanted to do a song with her and put it on my album even though I know it will push it back I didn't care, I wanted my baby on it.
"She needs to learn that she's not always in control, I am my own person I can do whatever I want and we're not even in a relationship" I said getting my point across.
They nodded changing the subject.
"How much weeks are you?" Michelle asked
"6 weeks" I said happily.
"I can't wait to be an auntie!" Kelly squealed. "Me too" Michelle said.
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Onika's Pov
"Y'all ugly asses gon always be here when I come" I asked entering the studio seeing Drake and Meek ugly asses.
Drake chuckled and blew the smoke out his nose"Girl you know it's a sight to see" He said and Meek nodded looking me up and down "You know you missed us, Mostly me" He said. I rolled my eyes flicking him off.
I observed my surroundings and saw that there was a caramel fine ass sitting next to drake.
"Who's she?" I asked out loud
"This is Lori" He said and I saw the girl known as Lori watching me, There's no doubt that this girl can get it.
I approached her "Wassup ma?" I asked licking my lips. She smirked and crossed her arms over her chest "You tell me" She said patting the empty space next to her, I sat down and saw Wayne giving me a look, I ignored it and continued chatting up with Lori.
"Damn Nic you gon just steal her?" Drake asked.
I gave her a look and nodded my head yes. If he was trying to Mack on her he wasn't doing a good job.
"Hell yes I am" I said answering drake question. "You tryna head out?" I whispered in Lori's ear. She got up and started walking to the door.
I saw drake had his phone out and he muttered something I didn't even hear what he said my attention was on Lori's ass. I quickly got up not caring if I was being obvious and followed Lori out.
"Look" I heard Lori said turning around poking her acrylic nails into my chest "I have a boyfriend when we finish fucking I don't need any strings attached" She said getting straight to the point, I looked up into the sky thanking the Lord. I nodded my head and she led me to open up the back of my car, I raised an eyebrow, She didn't look like the girl that was willing to have sex in a car but nonetheless I quickly unlocked my car letting her in first and got in on top of her.
She latched her lips onto mine and I groaned feeling myself starting to get hard, I pressed my boner into her covered core and I heard her moan.
She pulled out a condom from her purse and handed it to me, I watched it suspiciously after what Shia did I learned to walk with my own condoms. I shook my head no and pulled out a condom from my back pocket "You sure you didn't put any holes in it" She asked well more so moaned out as I was sucking on her neck.
"Positive. I don't need anymore kids" I said. "You have kids?" she asked me.
"Shhh" I said pulling her pants down.
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I walked back in studio fixing my shirt. Wayne and Meek gave me a smirk and drake gave me a high five.
Lori had her driver come pick her up after we handled some business.
"I wanted to smash that bro" He said shaking his head.
"Damn too bad" I said sitting down. I pulled out my phone seeing no messages from B. I sighed, I missed her but since she wants to do her thing with bean ball then I'll let her.
False. I won't let her, We gone be together for a long ass time and I don't need fucking dean coming in swooping her away from, I know she deserves better but I can be better for her.
I went on Instagram and saw she just posted a pic, I licked my lips and slide in her DMs.
Ayy let me hit 👀
I scrolled through my dms and saw India had responded to me. I shook my head and opened the Dm
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01/08/19
I'm in New York, We should link
02/09/19
We should.😌 lemme get ya number.
I put my phone back into my pocket and nodded my head to the music that was playing.
I know I should be done with macking ways because I'm honestly feeling Beyoncé. I missed her and I wanted her here by me, I craved her presence. I pulled out my phone dialing her number letting it ring until it reached her voicemail, I sighed she ignoring the kid now.
I got up from my seat "Ay I'm heading out" I said.
"Already? It was just getting fun" Drake said dapping me up.
"Right, Don't leave so soon" Meek said, I scoffed and dapped him up too.
"We have business to talk about" Wayne said pointing to me. I nodded my head, He probably wanted to speak about me getting arrested. I was thankful the media didn't know. Bey paid some people to not get that information out to the world and I was grateful for that.
I walked to the exit going to find the girl that I was currently missing.
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Several calls, Several texts and still no contact with Beyoncé, She should be here getting on my nerves right now.
I was sitting on my bed writing the lyrics that appeared in my mind after playing with my pen I started rapping it out.
"I know you've heard I'm a gangsta
They say "Stay away from them gangstas"
They never change up, or put they pride aside
Well, baby girl, put ya foot down
Don't let 'em push you around, you know what you like"
"I like that" I heard a voice that startled me.
"How the fuck you got in here?" I asked Beyoncé that was currently standing in my bedroom doorway.
"I let myself in, You should be more careful Nicki and get some damn securities" She said coming to sit by me.
"I ain't need no damn security, They know not to fuck with me" I said not letting up, I saw her rolled her eyes.
"Where was yo ass at I was trying to get in contact with you all day" I said eyeing her curiously
"I was at a meeting with my manager" She said getting up only to place herself in my lap.
I held her waist securely and hummed "Everything good" I asked genuinely caring.
"Let me hear that again" She said avoiding my question.
"Hear what" I asked playing dumb. "Don't play dumb with me Onika, let me hear it again" She said and I nodded doing whatever she asked me to.
I rapped the verse to her and when I was finished she had a grin plastered on her face holding out her hand into a fist bump, I couldn't help but smile and fist bumped with her.
"I love that, You got a beat to go with it?" She asked me, I nodded my head patting her legs to let her know that I needed to get up, She got off me and I went for my phone and played her the beat.
"I was going to use the beat for something else but you was on my mind and I decided to play with my pen" I said honestly.
"Baby this sounds so good" She said hugging me from behind.
"Oh really, let me hear your angelic voice on it then" I said turning around to face her.
She was a blushing mess, I loved that I was the one that made her blush.
"Give me something B" I said poking her side. She laughed and took my hands from her side into her hand. "Okay play the hook back over" She said, I nodded my head and did what she said.
"That's how you like it, huh"
That's how you like it, huh
That's how you like it, huh
That's how I like it, baby"
I listened in adoration, I always loved her voice. I joined in with her
"That's how you like it, huh
That's how you like it, huh
That's how you like it, huh
That's how I like it, baby
That's how you like it, huh
That's how you like it, huh
That's how you like it, huh
That's how I like it, baby"
The both of us watched each other with a wide grin "Ahhhh shit! That's it man" I said feeling excitement wash over me.
"This is it Nicki, I want this on my album" She said and I paused.
"Your album? Bey that's a couple days away" I said not understanding how she will get the song on it in that short amount of time.
"I want it on and that's final. Get up we're going to the studio" She said pulling me up.
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"Alright let me hear it" Beyoncé producer said
"I need a thug that'll have my back
Braids hair, Nike Airs to match
Ain't nothin' wrong with that
That's how I like it, baby
Where my thugs at?
White T-Shirt (I love that)
Timberland boots, you does that, it's a fact
That's how I like it, baby"
[Verse 2: Beyoncé]
"I like the way you walk
The way you talk
The way you dress
The way you smile
I like the way you are
The way you ain't
I like your honesty, integrity
It levels me, so please, don't ever change"
I saw her watching me while she sang that part, I gave her thumbs up with a wide grin, My baby got talent.
"Perfect! Nicki can you please go in" Her producer said and I nodded my head.
[Verse: Nicki]
"Baby thug, you know wrong from right
You done felt grown before
This can't be what it feel like
And they don't really know whatcha feel like
For instance
They don't know the difference between real life
And the music videos and the raggedy magazines
They have it badder than it seems
All they see is mean mugging face, my attitude
I ain't mad at you, it's just my glide
Way I wear my hat to the side
Way I lean real low when I ride
That's why my minds, they like my walk
My accent from New York
My way of thinking is slightly off
They like the way she floss
Leave the block on a bike, she come back on a Porsche
But of course
Most of all, they like my honesty, integrity, my loyalty
Young Nic and the letter B
How you like that, huh?"
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Beyoncé's Pov.
"Really Beyoncé? You can't change it!" My manager shouted, I rolled my eyes.
"Yes I can and I did, baby boy will be off of my album and that's how you like it will" I said shrugging my shoulders.
"You do understand that your album will be push back right?" He said
"Yes I understand. Now go and tell the label it will be pushed back" I said grabbing my bag. "And we need to have a discussion tomorrow" I said before leaving the room.
I started getting hungry and homesick, I miss Huston, I groaned these hormones are getting to me.
I pulled out my phone and dialed Nicki to come pick me up.
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