eunha (diamond real name)POV
stylist: 5 mins before i need to do your hair and get you to choose the clothes
eunha: sure no problem, i'll be in here probably big watching some videos
David: by the way you have an interview in like 2 mins, be prepared don't do anything stupid/crazy during this time.they said that they would just walk in as part if the script.also, yoona needs to know the songs that you are going to sing at the concert and the order any videos that you want with them and any dancing that you want
eunha: tell her i'll sort it out once this is finished
David: sure(exits the room leaving me with the stylists that are preparing)
back to the videos
i start searching videos and during the 2 mins you skip through videos of shawn mendes, dylan o' brian, tom holland and cai xunkun
interviewer:(interrupting the video of cai xunkun that i were watching)and here we have Diamond in her room.this is the behind the scenes of the lotte family concert so guys please be aware that she is getting ready.Oh she is about to get ready, but as you can she is watching some videos.hello, diamond
eunha: hello, nice meeting you(i get up, bow and shake his hand)
interviewer: (he does the same thing)now we have been told to set up and just begin with the questions is that okay
eunha: yeah thats fine but please be aware of the stylists and all the other equipment.
interviewer:sure
(i go back to watching my videos)
interviewer: (finishes setting up and starts recording.)diamond we will now begin.now then diamond, what was it that you were just watching?
eunha: just some videos on youtube.
interviewer: may we know what it is?
eunha: is that what you prepared to ask me today?(you laugh trying to dodge the question)
interviewer: no, but anyway, moving on.some people that you fangirl over?
eunha: do you know what?(the sarcasm though) this is actually the first time i have been asked this.i would definitely have to say cai xunkun, tom holland, shawn mendes and dylan o' brian, sabrina carpenter, demi lovato.
interviewer:(laughs)I'm guessing these are foreign stars?
eunha: yes they are.
interviewer: who else?
eunha: honestly if i had to say the names, i would be here for quite some while
interviewer:ha ha ha, would you ever date any of these people?
eunha:(shit, shit, shit, self destruction.remain calm and dodge the answer)would you?
interviewer: ha ha, im engaged
eunha: oh my god, i didn't know.congratulations(he will keep asking me the bloody question unless i change the topic)are you exited?
interviewer: yeah I'm very happy and I'm so exited
eunha :you seem very happy with you partner, once again congratulations
interviewer do you think you will get married?
eunha:(it just wont end, will it.ask me about something else please)well, when the time is right..possibly
interviewer: now, i feel very guilty about asking you about your personal like so lets get into you singing career.what is cover and praise concert first of all, because a while ago you went viral because of how fast you tickets sold out, yet not many people know what a cover and praise concert is?
eunha: well a cover and praise concert is a concert ,like any other.but instead of singing my songs i will cover a few songs and praise artists of the music industry.
interviewer: why not just sing your own sings?
eunha :well, i mean.its just that i have already had a world tour and promoted my last album and I'm just finishing my new album.so originally i wasn't going to have a concert.but fans really wanted me to have another one, and i already wanted to do a cover and praise concert, so i thought now would be the perfect time.
interviewer: will you be the only one performing?
eunha: i shouldn't say this, but other artists will be coming out on stage to perform with me.
interviewer: how long will the concert be?
eunha: about 4 or 5 hours, but of course that includes a break and the audience can order food and drinks for free in that time.its more like a festival to be honest
interviewer: wow, thats quite long
eunha :its my job.i enjoy it
interviewer: you must get tired
eunha: it actually depends on the situation
interviewer: now as the CEO of BTS and yourself, if you get what i mean, how is it working with them?
eunha: honestly, its quite fun.
interviewer: are you planning on being on any shows with them?
eunha: yes
interviewer: which shows?
eunha: you will see when the time is right
interviewer: ooo, mysterious.now when i walked in i saw you watching idol producer.more specifically fan cams of cai xunkun.do you have a crush on him?
eunha: (omfg, I'm deciding wether i should just walk out of here, we were doing so well.acctually lemme teach this guy a lesson)well, if you watch a fan cam of a kpop idol, do you have a crush on them?
interviewer: im engaged
eunha: i know.im fully aware.i congratulated you.do see what I'm trying to say though.just because someone watches the fan cam of another human being, that does not necessarily mean that the viewer has a crush on them or any attractions towards them
interviewer: oh, wow.that kind of hit me there.im sorry i didn't realise how offensive the questions interviewers ask could be
stylist: I'm so sorry but she needs to get ready, so we will start getting her ready.you can interview her another time but at then moment she is going to be late.
interviewer: no problem we are done anyway.(packs away and leaves)
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stylist: how do you not lose it, when they ask you those questions
eunha: its my job.i signed up for it
stylist: come on, choose your outfits
eunha: ill go for this one
(i chose out the two pieces of clothing)
what company
stylist:"oh hey girl".by the way you get to keep all the clothes after this.really.
eunha: do you not want any yourself.choose what ever you want.you can keep it.
stylist: nah its fine.i already get tonnes of clothes from black pinks wardrobe.lotte doesn't let them keep all the clothes.so its fine.
*****this ain't necessarily true its just too long to choose what she picks*****
eunha: you sure?(she nods)
stylist :back to hair and makeup.(15 mis later and she is done)
eunha: you spray painted it right?and put in extensions?
stylist: yeah, is that okay?
eunha: yeah it looks amazing!fans are going to think that i actually dyed it.how many mins left?
stylist: 30 mins. before we even have to go to backstage.we can stay here in the rooms for longer.do you want me to do your nails being as we have so much time?
eunha: sure no problem.lets watch some idol producer videos as well tho.
stylist: thats exactly what i was thinking.
(after 20 mins she was done, with the help of her assistants of course)
eunha: they are gorgeous.thank you.
stylist: I'm going to start packing up and then head home seeing as I'm done.you can head backstage, david is outside and he will help you carry the microphone and the rest of the clothes to your car.
eunha: its fine, they gave me the key to this room so i will leave everything here and collect it later.
stylist: sure,it was an honour meeting you. didn't expect you would be this nice.i hope i get to work with you again.
eunha: it was an honour meeting you too.i loved working with you. thank you for having my back with the interviewer there.
stylist: no problem.(finishes packing up)bye.
eunha :bye
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i began to head backstage to see everyone.
i opened the door to hear shouting
director :5 mins left till the first act.prepare yourself.hello diamond, i am happy that you are working with us.
eunha: yes me too.i heard that there was only one run through?
director: yes, we didn't have time. I'm just doing as I'm told.
eunha: it won't work. i can guarantee it.something will happen.if not more than one thing.
director: lets hope not
(what the hell is that furry thing running towards me.o its yeontan.BTS are near)
eunha: excuse me i will be leaving to find some people.
director: sure, i will see you later.
i walk away after picking up yeontan.and i see someone running towards me.
tae:(slows down)oh its just you. i didn't recognise you from behind because of your hair and the clothes.
eunha: i guessed.
tae: did you dye it
eunha: no of course not, spray paint and extensions
tae: same, this isn't real.
eunha: your new hair colour looks amazing tho
tae:(laughs)
eunha: where is everyone else?
tae:there in the room, i came out looking for yeontan.could you look after him as i finish my hair and makeup
eunha:sure
we both walked towards the room BTS were getting ready in.
i enter BTSs waiting room where a few members are getting ready. i hug each member and a few of the staff and after i sit and play with yeontan.i warn manager sejin about the terrible management lotte has and i tell them to make sure that everything is okay and that everyone is hydrated.i see that there are no food and drinks there and i leave deciding to take yeontan and david with me.i leave making sure that tae knows i still have yenta.
eunha: david, make sure that you have enough water, its really hot today.
director:(interrupting what i was going to say)diamond, i am really sorry.but there is a problem
eunha:(wtf happened now. i called it.i fucking called it)what happened?
director: you music, it won't play on the speakers.it worked in the rehearsal.but now it isn't saved and the speakers refuse to play it.well honestly it works but it doesn't sound right the beat and music sounds off.
eunha: and as the director, what would like me to do?i can do an acoustic version, i can play the piano, violin and guitar.
director: we don't have any instruments here.
eunha: the company(lotte) has to prepared it all .im sorry but as the director you need to be aware of what u need to do.
director: lets see for now, if everything okay later we will carry on as planned.
eunha: lets hope for the best(i turn round and walk off)
david: you knew something was going to happen, its ridiculous what happened
eunha: i know. its called business.its won't get any worse.they won't drag anyone off stage at least.actually no, because i heard jennie needed to be at the channel event by now.im going later but yg didn't confirm it with either side.and i know this because i intended to go with her.so that will happen as well.and i can't tell them because they are already on stage.shit.but as for now ,go and get my guitar, it should be in the car(because i was taking it home from the studio)
david:sure,as soon as we have bought food and taken it back
right, we have arrived at the shop.im going to buy some snacks, drinks and fans for the staff working with the fans.
after i finished with that david, two other members of staff and i took the bags back to BTS's room.i held two bags with one hand and yeontan in the other
eunha: guys i brought everyone food, drinks and fans.thank you so much for working well with BTS despite the heat.
i stayed in there with the members and staff until BTS were called on stage.i decided that i would go with them to watch their performance.little did i know that whilst i was in there blackpink were pulled off stage because of "clashing schedules". as i walked past they told what had happened whilst BTS were about to begin.they went on to tell me about the schedules.they then wanted me to cover "forever young" and "DDU-DU-DUU-DU".I agreed and told them that i would inform the audience before performing.they leave rushing off for their next schedule.I walk towards BTS but they are already gone and are performing.They have finished most of their songs.no they have to perform "airplane pt.2". wait where is the second microphone.what the fuck is this?we have exactly 20 seconds before its too late.
eunha: get that mic on stage(english).anyone(koreran)..
random dude:(grabs mic and runs onstage.by the time he has done that suga and jimin have started their part, RM is fuming because of they treatment they are getting)
eunha: that is ridiculous. one rehearsal is enough to know what needs to be onstage.please ensure you know whats going on.first my songs, then black pink then BTS.fans having been camping for 5 days.5 days. did you know that.they do not deserve what they are getting right now.the money and time they spend.a lot of it is coming towards you.yet here you are not focusing on whats going on.make sure nothing else happens tonight, fans do not deserve this(i walk off fuming over what has happened today)
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after staying in BTS's room with the staff and playing with yeontan with them.i realised that i have to do 5 songs for my performance.
i quickly choose them:
-DDU-DU-DUU-DU by black pink
-forever young by black pink
-the other three were my songs
after doing that i get up and leave yeontan with manager sejin. david follows me as i go and tell the sound team the song i have chosen.they said that my guitar will be heard by the microphone.BTS come off stage and get hidden away by the crowd.i just manage to tell V who yeontan is with before i have my personal microphone connected to the speakers and get pushed on stage.
Diamond: guys before i start, i would like to apologise.i was meant to sing my own song to day but due to technical difficulties, i have no option but to sing acoustic versions.i am really sorry, this may not be what you guys wanted.BLackpink themselves wanted me to cover the songs that they couldn't perform.so i will begin with forever young, then onto the du-ddu-du-ddu, then back onto the songs that i was going to perform
i began singing and did well for the songs .my performance was soon over and i rushed backstage.i felt really sick.i was going to throw up.i walked off stage and as soon as i knew i wouldn't be seen i ran straight to the toilets , it felt like hundreds of people were following me.i ran and ran.it is not that far away.i ran until i bumped into some one, their drink spilled all over them.i bowed and carried on running.i saw david staying with the guy trying to find out what happened.i ran to the toilet.once i did throw up i came out and was attacked by staff who were desperately trying their best to get me ready for the channel event.
i saw david with the guy and i went up to him.
eunha: i am so sorry, but could i have a moment please(staff move away).hey i am diamond, but you can call me eunha.i am so sorry about what happened.i really am.i can let you borrow one of my hyung's tops if you like
fan:hello i am harry(speaking english, wow i change to english too)
eunha: hello, i am so sorry
harry: don't worry, its fine.
eunha: so harry, how come your speaking english?
harry: i was born here and raised in the UK and i came back here to live, but today i came to lotte family concert as my family are sponsoring the event
eunha: i am so sorry for how it was organised.honestly I'm disappointed.
harry:its fine.
eunha: wait you were born here, are you from korean heritage?
harry: yeah, harry is my english name.can i ask you something?
eunha: sure
harry: how old are you?
eunha: the amount of times i get asked this is ridiculous.if i haven't told BTS or my closest friends, why would i tell you?
harry: true.you don't have to tell me if you don't want to
eunha: lets leave that convo there then .im sorry about what happened.i need to go i have to get ready for an event.good bye
harry: same ,im going to a chanel event
harry: i know that you will be there.i guess i will see you there
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after an hour of getting ready for my next event, chanel.i leave and head straight there. i sleep in the car.once we arrive, david parks and he gets out of the car wanting to wake me up, i wake up and head straight to my waiting room along the way we see dispatch and i stop to say hello and greet them.as i enter the room i am greeted by a group of stylists and make up artists.the hair stylists get straight on with it and david leaves me in the room .
after a few minutes harry enters the room .we greet each other and we get into a conversation.by the time i am ready me and harry have established a friendly relationship.he was hanging out with me as he had no one else and he felt very lonely.
i get ready and harry starts to get bored.
i get given the clothes and accessories and i soon get changed.
wow they look amazing.i thanked everyone.they began packing up.as they left david entered and said i looked great and that jennie is looking for me.harry looked lost and decided to follow me.i left the waiting room and headed towards the main hall. as soon as i entered i felt cameras click(david and harry didn't come via the red carpet).shit what if i look shit.omg.smile.look happy.not tired.not like i want to pass out.i carried on walking on the red carpet.
interview times. i hear someone say my name("DIAMOND, DIAMOND').they were fans i got into a conversation with them and then i left the being pulled away by an interviewer.the interviewer then beings to ask me about lotte world and what I'm wearing.i answer with a smile and then the managers ask me to move on a head straight to the main hall.Harry follows me with david and i can see he is getting tired.i tell him he can sit somewhere, but he decides to stay with me.i find jennie and spend the rest of the evening with her.we chat and after as we deicide to leave, all guests who were invited personally are expected to keep what they are wearing and head home with the clothes(agh, business.my feet hurt tho...oh well)we leave as soon as we getting the car, i hear clicks of cameras.dispatch.i know by know.its fine.nothing to hide.apart from my aching feet.by the time i leave i had harry phone number and he had mine.david drove me home, exhausted
TO DO:
list the songs for the concert
album, to be finished by today
Taekwondo
take a shower
ask how the buildings are going.
begin packing
start with the new sub company of bight.
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shit, so much to do, so little time.
i begin doing most of them in the car.as for the songs....
i need to do them someday.
lets begin.
i call yoona my secretary and i tell her the songs
THEY INCLUDE:
-aint my fault, Zara larsson
- something just like this, chainsmokers and coldplay
- scared to be lonely, dua lipa and martin garret
- despacito, justin bieber luis fonsi daddy yankee
- crying in the club, camilla cabello
- 2U, juatin bieber david guetta
- i will be there, agapronis and loads of other people
- leaving, illenium
- beautiful creatures, millennium (ft max)
- wolves, selena gomes marshemello
- drag me down, 1D
- cloud 9(felix jaehn remix), aden x olson, felix jaehn
- year 3000, jonas brothers
- youth, trove sivan
- waiting for love, avicii
- cold water, JB major laser
- your side of the bed, loote
- take me to church, hozier
- shower, becky G
- Sad, King XXX
-In my blood, shawn mendes
- life of the party, shawn mendes
- all we have is love, sabrina carpenter
- thumbs, sabrina carpenter
- your side of the bed, loote
- de ja vu, mike singer
- karma, mike singer
- treasure, lukas riegar
- football gang, luhan
- lu, luhan
- T.A.O, tao
- 再見(goodbye), GEM
- just like fire, pink
- go the distance
-what if i shine, barbie(ik, don't ask, its a great song)
- the other side, the greatest showman
- rewrite the stars, the greatest showman
- rollin',B1A4
-DDU-DU DDU-DU, BALCKPINK
- fake love(rocking vibe), BTS
- black dress, clc
-You and i, dreamcatcher
- electric kiss, EXO
- lightsaber, EXO
- the eve, EXO
- Bullshit, GD
- time for the moonlight, Friend
- sober, hyo
- dally, hyloyn
- lip & hip, Hyuna
- love scenario, iKON
- hangsang, J-HOPE
-P.O.P , j-hope
- gucci, jessie
- starry night, mama moo
- bamm/BBoom BBoom mashup, momoland
- Hero(broadcasting ver.), monsta x
- baby don't stop, ten and taeyong
- shine, pentagon
-Get it, pristin v
- Love, PSY
- zoo, red velvet
- peek-a - boo, red velvet
- sorry, the rose
- baby, the rose
- sixteen(acoustic ver.), samuel ft.changmo
- mamma mia, SF9
- perfect man, shinhwa
-hellavator, stray kids
-gashina, sunni
- likey, twice
- i don't like you girlfriend, weki meki
- thanks, seventeen
- river flows in you, yiruma(piano version)
- divenire, ludovico einaudo robert zieglar (and one mor person but i can't fine the name)
- i giorni, ludovico einaudo
(sad songs with videos in the background)
- one last time, ariana grande(manchester bombing tribute)
-nothing like us, justin bieber(videos with friends in the background)
- hall of fame, the script,will.i.am(video of me and BTS winning awards)
- shadows, sabrina carpenter(video of sad moments in my life)
- its you , henry (videos with friends)
- i love you boy, suzy(no video just a load of images of where i have been)
- sad song, we the kings, elena coats(weakest moments, behind the scenes during world tour when i faint)
- human, christina perri(weakest moments, awards, fainting , injuries, at the studio, working)
After i finished telling her the list of songs at those where dancers will come out, and those that i will have videos playing in the background. she told me that there were exactly 87 songs,shit thats quite a lot.and that it would take me exactly 5 hours to perform with no breaks.shit. i can have a break between the english/spanish songs and the german songs.another break through between the german and chinese songs.another break through the chinese songs and the songs from movies/series.another break through the songs from movies and the piano pieces(and i will probably cut them short swell or make it shorter)another break between the piano pieces and the kpop songs.and the last break between the the kpop songs and the sad songs.i finish telling her these and she notes them down.i ask her to male a playlist of these songs on spotify and to publish it under my official account calling it "C&P".standing for cover and praise.
yoona: clever.i will sort it all out for tomorrow and rehearsals will also begin tomorrow.the dancers will begin learning tomorrow with you.but you wont necessarily do all the dances and they won't do all the dances as well.they may do some but definelty not all.
me: of course, I'm not intending to killing them.
yoona: i can't believe you are covering songs in seoul olympic stadium.its amazing.moving on, i think i have already told you , the tickets sold out minutes after they were released.as for the artists that you wanted to come, i have contacted them and some can and others can't.those who can are expected to come to the rehearsal at their allocated times and rehearse.and they know what they are doing.as for the houses you intend to build for kpop artists, they are going well, and by the looks of it, we have so many workers that it may be ready for next month.the companies with the biggest artists have agreed and they have already began packing uo .you need to begin as well.umm...what else? ah yes, as for the new company under bighit, they are ready and the news has been released as expected.BTS has learnt their new choreography and prepared for the MV shooting,their are filming a run episode tomorrow.what else... oh yes all the big award ceremonies are expecting you to come this year with BTS at the same time, but i have told them now as always.they want to know if you will perform and i said yes, because i remember you telling me that you would. They are planning the dates for the award ceremonies based off of Bts and your timetables.thats an achievement in itself.oh yeah, how was the party and who's the new dude every one is talking about?
me:thank you, anything else just send it in a letter to my office, i will be there soon.well, the party was great, as for the new dude...well, a new friendly acquaintance lets say.i'll explain later , i have got to go , ill talk to you later.(i end the call)
what do i need to do now?
TO DO:
do the list of songs for the C and p concertDONE
ask how the buildings are going.DONE
ask about the company under bighit.DONE
album, to be finished by today
Taekwondo
take a shower
begin packing
i arrive at the bights building.i got some of the needed documents and headed back to the car,i quickly tell david to take me straight to taekwondo training and to just leave the office.we do exactly that.
i finished tae kwon do training. i head home and there are photographers.why though i just don't understand.david suggest he grabs my emergency suitcase and i head to a hotel. i ask him to grab a few white t shirts and jogging bottoms as well.he runs in to the house trying to close the door as soon as possible.the photographers begin to bang on the door and try to open the door.
me: lets go to rock hotel (fake and is a really big company in korea in my story.they own stores and hotels and restaurants and those kind of things).i can't be pictured ,the reporters think i just came home to grab something. but before we go there head straight to the office and we will all get changed there and head to the hotel.
after we got changed at the office i booked a room online and headed to the hotel. as soon as we got there we realised that their was a car trailing behind us.we all put on face masks, black hats and sunglasses.we look like we are going to murder someone basically.
we stopped the car in front of the doors and a guy came to out away the car as usual.we thanked him and he stopped, almost in shock as he looked behind us.
it was harry.what is going on today... i greeted him, but i went straight to the check in desk. we were greeted by a worker who bowed a full 90 degrees us and said she was a big fan and asked me to sign her album. i did so and asked her not to tell anyone i was here and she said that a few people have already posted that I'm here on their insta.what the... i smile and ask her for the keys to our room.seh politely hands me my keys and i head up.me and david have separate rooms.
once we got into the elevator, a hooded female figure runs in.she bows and i bow back.i stand behind david,knowing that it would probably be a sasaeng.she came off the same floor as us and followed us to our rooms.me and david went into our separate rooms and i watched from my door eyehole that she went into the room opposite us.i watched for another minute ,only to find that harry booked a room opposite david.weird coincidences today.
after we arrived i grabbed my clothes and got changed .i looked out the window and realised that there were reporters outside.i closed the curtains and sat in the corner of the room secretly looking out at the han river.
i have so much to do.why i am i stuck in this cycle.i called reception to see if the shops open but no on replied.i will have to go down there myself.i called david just to tell him
me: david I'm going downstairs to grab some coffee.
david: should i come with you?
me: no i can see that your really tired.by the way i won't be sleeping till late so you can sleep.
david: are you sure, there are probably reporters downstairs.
me: i will be fine don't worry i can always ask to use a back entrance or something. they are probably gone by now.although the shop will be closed by now.
i grabbed my backpack and headed out.
as i closed my door quietly i heard a figure behind me......ah...oh its harry
me: jesus you scared me lifeless
harry: im going to the shops, sorry i didn't see you.
me: oh..same....
harry: we may as well go together.its safer too, considering it is 2am
we went to the hotel restaurant and shop ,only to find it was closed and the workers had gone home.what did i expect, it's so late.i headed to reception and the workers there immidiently got up and bowed. we bowed back and i asked where the closest shop was. they said it is at least 15 mins away. we headed out.there were no reporters.the weather was warm and there was a breeze.
harry: is it not too much for you? you own two companies not including bight,you are a student, you are going to run your fathers business in a few years, you are a stockholder to so many companies , you are a solo artist but more importantly you are really young normal person.i feel like you keep forgetting that.
me: i dont really forget.i just don't have time to think.in this fucked up world normal everyday humans forget about themselves so often because they value other things.its a messed up cycle made because of so many things.but there is not much anyone can do about it.but at the same time the world can be viewed very positively but there are unfortunately too many negative things going on.and as a celeb i can't say many of my views or my political opinions.its tough. but i...quite...i quite like it . i like where i am now.it s hard but it's what i signed up for. there are a lot of sacrifices like sleep and stress but i wanted to be who i am today.i love my fans too much.they are me and i am them.i like it.
we arrived at the convenience store and entered.
me:i don't really have coffee to keep me awake. it actually makes me sleepy. i tend to have a lot of energy drinks.but i haven't tried them all.acctuallyi have only tired a few of them.any way i will grab a coke and a fanta lemon and also a lemon iced tea for the way.
harry: i will have the exact same thing then.
we smiled at each other and headed towards the till.
we payed for our items separately
as we headed to the hotel i saw a playground and i played there for five minutes. i had not done that in more than five or so years.i miss the plain and simple things.we headed back and i finished my tea. we talked for a bit.this guys actually funny.
once we got back ,we headed straight to our rooms.we said our goodnights and we entered our room.i headed straight to the desk and got out my laptop and my phones.time to work. i texted yoona and told her i will organise what i will do in the next week for the rehearsals and she texted okay back and that she was going to do the exact same thing but i saved her some work and that she would go to sleep.i opened the coke and sighed.this is going to be hard.
in the next three hours i had:
- organised the rehearsals schedule
- assigned when each artist would come
- finished the interior themes for each house(for each group)
- assigned a house to some of the biggest names in kpop at the moments(their companies had already signed the contracts)
- finished writing the contracts for the interior design team and sent it over
-finished a coke
- completed the order for the songs.
now the only thing left is to make the VCR for the last section. this is going to be hard.this section is probably gonna make everyone cry.its gonna be a miracle if i can keep it together when performing.once i finished the edits.i went to look at time and then back to finishing the edits
i began crying,damn i am an emotional wreck.
in the morning, we straight home without even bothering to eat.the amount of sasaengs doubled over night and it was not safe