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What happens when your own thoughts betray you and you have nowhere else to turn? This is my story, and I wil... More

Lingers on My Lips
Darkness, My Weakness
Beauty Lies Within
Hansha
Scared to Admit It
Set Ablaze
Everything I Hate
Since Day One
September 15, 2017
October 26
Wasted Time
Tired and Goodnight
Apology/Happy For You
We Fell in Love
Dream State -White Lies
What I Am
A Dream
A Forest
Not a Poem (Why am I Even Writing This?)
Thing I Wrote (3/6/18)
Useless/Worthless
I Told Myself
Poison
Is It Wrong?
6/28/2018 - Ghosts
7/12/2018 - Friend Anniversary
7/13/2018 - Forever Beyond My Grasp
7/13/2018 - Withering Roses
7/14/2018 - My World
Nothing Is Ever Eternal
7/21/2018 - Note to Self About Myself
A Smile (8/12/2018)
Dear Death
9/21/2018 - A Quick Rant
Sunlight - October 5, 2018
This Moment - October 5, 2018
In Dreams - 10/10/2018
October 17, 2018 - Tyrant
October 17, 2018 - Kingdom Falls
October 17, 2018 - Peace Under Heaven
October 19, 2018 - Oh Heart, Oh Mind
October 20, 2018 - You Are Worth Remembering
October 24, 2018 - Love Is Not Meant For Me
October 24, 2018 - Will This Sadness Ever End?
22/10/2018 - Gray Waters
30/10/18 - Misery
2/11/2018 - Ghost/Memories
2018/11/4 - Blood Flower
2018/11/7 - Please/I Miss You So Much
2018/11/8 - Petals in the Wind
2018/11/15 - You Are My Only One
2018/29/11 - Weak
2018/12/2 - Relapse
2018/12/5 - To Live is to Die
2018/12/5 - Disdain
2018/12/5 - Cataclysm
2018/12/7 - Pain
2018/12/10 - An Empty Box
2018/12/17 - Eternal Rain
Always the Same
Empty Air
2018/12/22 - Permanent Sadness
I Cannot Break Free
2019/3/1 - You Can't Bring Back the Past
2019/10/1 - Forget Me
Frail
A Thing
Promises
Paths
Pathways
Crossroads
Winter
Like Waves
Blood-thirsty Lions
I Don't Want to Exist
I Only Feel Sadness
I Grieve
Tell Me Why...
i'm sorry...
Wings of Eternity
Echoes of the Dead
Remember
Forgetting
Alone
Me
Unwell
The Artist
Fog
You're Leaving Me
Feelings (Intuition)
Pieces of Love
Author's Note

5/31/2018 - Dreams

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By Alex_Collin97

I've never had a dream, 
Something I could hope to achieve, 
Because, for the longest time,
I always thought I 
Would be the death of me. 

I always thought that I would leave
This earth in a hearse of
Purest black, but, 
I've finally found what inspires me. 
I know what I want to do. 

Dreams - for so long
They seemed to elude me,
Never igniting the passion
I so desperately needed, 
But now I'm whole, and
I know what I want to do. 

I have been given purpose,
Something that I never knew before, 
And now I know that there is 
A light in this great darkness. 
For the longest time I stood 
Screaming into an infinite void 
Of nothingness, but now
My mind is clear. 

There are many obstacles that
Stand in the way of my dreams,
But I know that, in due time, 
I will over come them, and be
Reborn as someone worthy 
Of this life I'm living.

At the end of this long road, 
I know that I will find 
The happiness I seek,
And I will become content
With who I am.
There are many obstacles
Standing in my way, but
I know that I can overcome
Them with hard work and determination.

I will let nothing stand in my way, 
I will let nothing hold me back, 
Even if it takes an eternity, 
I will keep on fighting to achieve my dreams. 
They may be several horizons away,
But I will never let myself waver again. 

I will no longer tell myself 
That things only get worse from here,
That I'm not good enough for anything. 
My life has only just begun,
And I plan on letting nothing hold me back.

This grand dream of mine
Is all that keeps me going, and
I swear that I will make it a reality
Before the sands of time run out. 

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