There's hope that I don't do this
By myself by all means
I wish there was more that I could do to persuade someone to see
That there's more to me than 'me'
I don't want to go out of my way
For anyone because of the disappointment that I've experianced
Why do I have to try for someone
Becauase they won't try for me
The only one that I've seen
Is someone who constantly keeps me down
But I tell her that I'll always be around
And she hates that
And I hate that for myself as well
Because as caring as I may be
The hatred that I could spread around isn't as deep as I wish I coul see
In my eyes
There are many chances to scar
On my arms
For my whole life
They'll know where they are
And on my heart
Those people who were important know who they were
But the people who don't know how important they are
Do they even think they're worth
There are some that get the picture
And others that roll the dice
But I shake my head because I even tell them twice
There's so much I wish to tell
But for now I'll bottle it up in this
Because there's no way
That I could them sounding like this