Violetta POV
Everyone changed, it was college, we could dye our hair into anything, I just had some brown highlights, and it's awesome, while everyone permed their hair and cut it, it was crazy. There was no uniform, at all, and we looked very different, our styles have changed, and a lot more. We were all living in our dorms in Italy, Ciao Italia!
We were still known all over latin america but not here, we were just going to have college here.
More and more songs are going to be written, and a lot of experiences.
Well, as of my love life, nothing. Me and Leon were just "friends". I mean, how could I not move on from that incident? It was last year, but how could I give him a chance?
(a/n: she's so confusing😂✌🏻)
I need serious fucking help.
Should I live my life like this?
I sat down on my bed and write in my diary.
~Diary Entry
Dear Diary,
Today is a day that I'm in college. That's right, lil' Vilu in Rome, I am officially a College student, who will in the future have a tour! Well, I hope so.
Anyway, I love my life here in the studio, everyone graduated as other students are being teached by Angie, Gregorio, Beto and Pablo, but who's with us? That's right, new teachers. This is probably like a military camp, but we're all talented and trained, well, since FOREVER. Having to have 4 years in the studio is an honor to me, as Maria's daughter, they said Mom always went here every summer, but I don't know which part, but anyway. I love representing my mom, actually after the graduation we were supposed to have a world tour, but we weren't able to. I gotta go, Ciao!
~Vilu
I was excited but as I heard someone went in, it was Leon.
"Uhm Hi, is this room 204?"
"Yeah, Hi."
"We're roomates?"
"Basically, yeah."
Fuck, Leon? My roomate. How unlucky am I?
"Are you actually comfortable with this?"
"To be honest, I don't want a guy in the same dorm, let's ask Pablo if you could switch rooms."
"Alright."
We both go to the school, as we saw Pablo.
"Pablo! Could Leon go into another room?"
"I'm afraid to say that this is permanent, I'm sorry guys."
"That's okay."
ALRIGHT FUCK, IT'S NOT OKAY.
"Uhm, Vilu, let's go to our room?"
"Yeah sure."
We go back into our room as we start unpacking and organizing our stuff.
"Vilu, let's go to our first class?"
"Could I see yur schedule?"
I look at his schedule as I see that we have the exact same subjects, and the exact same schedule, as I see the seating arrangement, we will be together for all the classes. Alright, I'm feeling a little giddy on this but whatever.
I bet he's back with Lara, or even that girl he kissed.
Could I stop thinking about him? This needs to stop, it's really annoying.
"Violetta, could I talk to you?"
"Uhm, Of course, come."
"I hope we wouldn't be akward as roomates Vilu, I just hope so, and I hope you would stop denying your feelings for me baby girl, I love you."
DID HE JUST CALL ME 'BABY GIRL'? OMG!!!! This is giving me the chillz.
And once again, here's to another rejection.
"I can't Leon, we can't be together. I'm sorry."
A tear flowed down from my cheek, as he wiped it off and kissed that part of my face. I felt butterflies in my stomach all over again.
"Baby Girl, I'll be patient, don't worry."
"Alright Leon."
I miss being with him to be honest, but I can't just keep rejecting him, my heart's having a struggle.
Why can't I move on?
Anyway, we go to Angie's class first, me and Leon walk together, as we get there, we split as he goes to the guys as I go to Fran and Cami.
"Fran, Italia is so nice!"
"I know, and this is where I live, that's why I won't be getting a dorm anymore."
"Could we have a sleepover at your place?"
"Of course! Anyway, who are your roomates. Mine is Diego."
"Mine is Broduey."
"How about you Vilu?"
"Leon."
"Whoah, that's awkward. What happened to both of you, got back together?"
"LeonEtta is back baby!"
"Uhm, no."
"What?! Vilu, that accident was one year ago, get over it!"
"I'm taking a break from relationships."
"I know you still love him Vilu, why can't you just forgive him?"
"It's not that easy Cami. You had 2 months of not talking to Broduey, and I had one whole year without Leon, I don't need him in my life."
"Oh really? How come we have sleepovers every week?"
"Just to cheer me up. I mean, I can't forgive him that easily, and that's final."
"Okay fine."
Angie went in, as she teached us some Lesson.
"Hello Everyone, so what I want you guys to do today, is to write a song with the person your dating with."
Everyone had dates, except for me and Leon.
"Violetta and Leon, since you both don't date people you have to pair up."
Ugh Fuck.
"Okay."
It was really akward.
"Alright, so I have a melody in my head, you want to hear it?"
"Of course."
"That's a nice one, I love it, and now time for some lyrics."
If you saw me in the inside
Maybe you could see
It's only me trying to be brave
Now I'm missing you
How could I have been so careless
Throwing everything away
I still feel the love between us
Can not look the other way
In your eyes I see the answers
You're a breath of air
And it's tearing up my heart that
I look and you're not there
How could I have been so careless
Now I long for yesterday
But you're making me so fearless
When you look at me that way
You mean the world to me
Why is that so hard to say though
You're everything I need
You're the best in every way so
I need to let you know
Felt this way since I first saw you
When I close my eyes you're all I ever see
Let me open them and see you
Looking back at me
No one else could ever match you
You have blessed my heart
Say the word I'm by your side
You're my missing part
We can only follow our fate
And wish on every star
You know everything about me
When you look into my heart
You mean the world to me
Why is that so hard to say though
You're everything I need
You're the best in every way so
I need to let you know
Felt this way since I first saw you
When I close my eyes you're all I ever see
Let me open them and see you
You mean the world to me
Why is that so hard to say though
You're everything I need
You're the best in every way so
I need to let you know
Felt this way since I first saw you
When I close my eyes you're all I ever see
Let me open them and see you
Let me open them and see you
Let me open them and see you
Looking back at me
Looking back at me
Looking back at me
"That's amazing!"
"I had some inspiration to write."
"Great, actually I had inspiration from the melody."
"The exact same melody went into my mind as well."
"Alright guys! Class dissmissed!"
-after the studio-
Me and Leon had to rehearse the song because it was due tomorrow.
I suddenly break down in front of him. Because I remembered all of the good times I had with him.
"I just can't do it anymore."
"Why? What's wrong?"
"My feelings, it's coming back you idiot, after everything that happened."
"Vilu-"
"Don't call me Vilu! We aren't close anymore you idiot!"
"Okay fine, then Violetta. I never cheated on you, it was our date and that random girl suddenly got out of nowhere and started kissing me because she thought I was her boyfriend."
"And typical you, you took her home."
"No, how would I do that?!"
"Because that was the old you! You had that player attitude of yours never faded!"
Leon started holding me as tight as he can, as I start crying.
"Violetta! Stop it with these acts of yours! This isn't you! And I want the old Violetta I knew for 4 months! You wouldn't insult me because you were scared of what was I going to react! And know you're being so stubborn! Vilu! We're room mates, we're team mates, we're partners! Accept the fact that you'd be dealing with me for the rest of these 4 years! Vilu! I just want my Princess back! The one who holds my hand, or the one who instantly clings to my waist, or the one whose head automatically goes to my shoulder, or the one who's lips fit perfectly for mine! I just want you back! Destiny is already giving us signs! But the pain, the agony, the sorrow it's blinding you! Every single thing is blinding you! Your heart it's stone cold! And that attitude, it just makes me want to cry for hours because this isn't the Violetta I knew in highschool! I had the best 4 months of my life! Here, to clear all of this. I still Love You Violetta Maria Catillo! I still freaking Love You! And I accept the fact because the feeling has been killing me for days! I can't do this anymore!"
I just cry harder, as I scream in sorrow. Because every word that Leon said was true, I still love him. As Leon's hands were holding her tight, as if he never wanted to let go.
And he just hugs her, as our tears just keep dropping, as it just went to the flow. His arms were just forming a big bear hug all over again, as I reminiscine the memories, as myhands creep slowly to Leon's back, making me rub Leon's back very slowly. As it finally got into an embrace. My numb hands were struggling just having Leon's touch.
That moment was very rare, I never predicted that, that would happen to us, after a year of sorrow and pain, here we are hugging eachother. The moment ended as Leon released the hug and he started holding my face like it was porcelain. As My eyes rushed onto Leon's eyes, I miss looking into those eyes of his, those hazel brown eyes that looked like heaven, that made me fall in love with him in the first place. My hands crept slowly onto Leon's face, wanting to hold him, but instead my hands just held him gently as well.
Leon's way of holding My face was still there, Leon looks at the face he's been admiring for years, and this is the beautiful face that he loved. He adored each and every single inch of my face was just flawless. He gently leans in, as he heard his heartbeat surrounding the room, as he heard a second heartbeat, that was Mine. We look into eachothers eyes as Ny eyes gently close. As it just got closer, until our lips finally touch, as it was mingling with eachother
Our lips just kept feeling it because it haven't touched for quite a while now, it was the longest kiss they had. As we suddenly feel a tear that got onto our lips. That made us let go gently, and gently. We finally look into eachothers eyes again, as they were both crying. As I just pushed Leon away.
I pushed him away, that made him feel bad for himself. Because I was leaving him, all over again, he just cried in frustration.
As I come back to our room, and gets my stuff, as she proceeds to Fran's room.
"Hey Vilu-"
I just cutted off Fransesca with a hug, with my tears streaming down my face as I dropped my stuff for me to stay in for the night. I just kept crying and crying. Because I was just hurt, hurt because of the fact that Leon said was true, I still love him.
"What's wrong Vilu?"
"We kissed, we hugged, the past basically came back."
"So you guys are dating? Again?"
"No."
"Why?"
"I still need time to think about all of this Fran, it's all going way to fast."
"Alright, so I see your staying with me tonight."
"I can't wake up tomorrow morning seeing his face, it's too painful."
"That's alright, c'mon, you have to change into your pajamas."
I agreed, and I went to the bathroom, and I got ready for bed, so that sleep could heal the pain that I got from today.
~end of Vilu's POV
Fransesca POV
I heard someone knock on the door, as I saw Vilu, crying.
She had to stay in for the night, so I texted Diego.
To: Diego 💙
Amor, you can't stay in the room tonight, Vilu's here and I need to comfort her, so please, get your stuff in the middle of the night and stay with Leon.
From: Diego 💙
Alright Amor, what happened to Vilu?
Reply:
You're staying at Leon's later, so just ask him, I don't even know all the details yet. Anyway, just please, you need to stay at Leon's okay?
From: Diego 💙
Alright Amor, fine. I hope Vilu's doing okay.
Reply:
I hope so too. Thank you.
From: Diego 💙
Anytime Amor.
I set the bed for my best friend, as I overthinks on what happened to Leon and Violetta. I was worried because she wasn't this hurt before, she was crying too much.
A few moments later, Violetta finally got out of the bathroom.
"Alright Vilu, tell me what happened."
"Okay. So, we were song writing, and we were doing this thing where our minds produce the same melody, same lyrics and all that. And I suddenly broke down in front of him, I just said 'I can't do this anymore' it hurted me, it hurted him, the tension was too much. And he finally got out the things that he wanted to say, and I cried. He was right for saying all of that. And just suddenly, he gave me a hug, a bear hug that he used to give me all the time, my hands were just so numb, it was all slow at first. And it ended up being a kiss, that kiss wasn't disame as the others, that kiss meant everything because it haven't touched eachother for a long time. And after that, I just pushed him away. I pushed him away, again."
"Violetta, why did you push him away?"
"Because I felt that it didn't feel right."
"But he said all of that just to get you back. He kissed you because he wanted his lips to feel your lips all over again. Violetta, he still loves you, he loves you very much."
"If he loves me, why did he kiss the girl?"
"He already told you that it was a random drunk girl that was walking, so the girl thought that he was her boyfriend. Vilu, accept the fact that he loves you."
After that moment, Vilu cried in My arms. As they finally got onto the second bed, Vilu was crying before she went to sleep, and sometimes, each cry contained an "I Still Love You Leon". As I just tried to calm her down. And after 30 minutes, she finally went to sleep peacefully. I never left her side, she was always there for her, so the whole night, I was embracing Vilu tight.
When would this drama end?
~end of Fran's POV
Diego's POV
I creep himself into my own dorm in the middle of the night to get my stuff to stay in at Leon's dorm. Before I left, I looks at Fran and Vilu. I kiss Fran's forehead and look at Vilu.
"Are you that in pain?"
As I silently leave the room, and I go to Leon's.
I finally got in the dorm, as he saw Leon crying.
"I Still Love You Violetta."
I look at Leon, because they were both in pain at the same time, and they had the same feeling. It was too much for the two. Their pain couldn't be handled unless they'd calm eachother down. So, I go to Leon, and gives him the best hug he could give to a friend.
"Leon, what's wrong?"
"I Lost Her."
He just kept crying and crying. As I just went with the flow of what was happening. As finally, Leon simmered down, and he breathed slowly just to calm down.
"Are you getting better?"
"A little, I just want rest."
"Alright, suit yourself."
So, Leon stands up, and gets his stuff to get ready for bed to finally rest peacefully and forget the world for a while.
As I finally had a silent moment to think about on what was happening to Leon and Violetta. It was too painful to witness, It was too painful to wonder about it. I was overthinking about the situation, it was just too emotional. I was wondering if Leon is okay, I was wondering if Violetta is okay,
I was wondering if Fransesca was fine witnessing this emotional wreck like him.
Overthinking just kept going onto his head, and finally it stopped when Leon was ready for bed.
"Leon, are you okay?"
"Maybe, I don't really know. But I still feel emotional about it because I Love Her. After everything that happened a while ago. It was a too big emotional rollercoaster to be handled."
"To finally erase this off your mind, you just need to drift to sleep, to finally forget about it for a while. You just need to have a simple peaceful moment in that mind of yours."
"Thank you Diego, thank you for being here for me, after everything that happened a while ago, everything is just complicating. It's just an emotional rollercoaster that no one would want to experience. It's painful, it's just everything that you could think of that's negative. It's that painful."
"I'll always be here for you Leon, no matter what the situation is. No matter what happens?"
"No matter what happens."
Me and Leon give eachother the best "bro hug" that anyone could ask for. After the long day of strong emotion, we were there for eachother. And finally, we sleep peacefully. We finally had that peaceful moment that they wanted.
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Hola Everyone!
I'm back! And it's summer🌞, I hope I get to update daily, and I hope you guys liked this chapter! And Finally! I'm able to write a chapter! Comment down below of what you predict on what's happening next! I hope you enjoyed reading even thought the chapter is long, hihihi. I Love Ya'll💓. See you guys on the next chap! Bye!👋🏻
~Vylette🌝