The Way You Make Me Feel - A...

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It all started in 1987, when supermodel; Tatiana Thumbtzen is casted in Michael Jackson's music video, The Wa... Viac

Chapter 1 - A meeting
Chapter 2- Guess who's coming to dinner?
Chapter 3 - A sleepover
Chapter 4 - New beginnings with a kiss
Chapter 5 - A four letter word
Chapter 6 - You're the one that I want
Chapter 7- Secret Talents
Chapter 8- Tatiana's time
Authors Note - Changes in the story
Chapter 9- What about us?
Chapter 10- Forgiveness, and betrayal
Chapter 11 - Leaked
Chapter 12 - A nightmare, and Korea
Chapter 13- Temptation and lateness
Chapter 14- Secrets
Chapter 15 - Oprah
Chapter 16- Threatened
Chapter 17 - Broken Glass and a request
Chapter 18- I want her to be mine
Chapter 19 - The Virgin
Chapter 20 - Body Language
Chapter 21 - Preying for you
Authors Note - Chapter 21
Chapter 22- Meeting the Thumbtzens
Chapter 23 - Permissions, and Relationships
Chapter 24 - New friendships
Chapter 24 - Reunited
Chapter 25- Can't take it
Chapter 26 - LaToya's Allegations
Chapter 27- Encounters
Chapter 28- Acting
Chapter 29 - The pain comes rushing in
authors note
Chapter 30 - Mind Games
Ricky Lawson
Chapter 31- Performance
Chapter 32- So much drama, so much time
Chapter 33 - Paul's Worries, and Diana's kindness
Chapter 34- Trouble in Paradise
Chapter 35- Smile Tatiana
Chapter 36- The slap heard around the world
Chapter 37 - Mad
Chapter 38 - Dr. Walker
Chapter 39- The Complicated Love
Chapter 40- In Tatiana we trust?
Chapter 41- Limitations
Chapter 42 - If I could tell you
Chapter 43 Part 1- Papa-paprazzi
Chapter 43 Part 2 - Exposed
Chapter 44 Part 1- She had it coming.....
Chapter 44 part 2- Cry
Chapter 45- The Wrecking Ball
Chapter 45 Part 2- Changes
Chapter 46 - Did he even care?
Chapter 47- Katherine visits
Chapter 48 - Alive
Chapter 49- The good thing about love....
Chapter 50 part 1 - Grammy Night| Red Carpet
Chapter 50 part 2- The Grammy's| Performance
Author's Note
Chapter 50 part 3- The Grammys| Winners and Losers
Chapter 51- Paul Vs. Rachel; The Ugly truth.
Chapter 52- Bet on it.
Chapter 53- Michael, somebody she use to know...
Chapter 54- Breaking News
Chapter 55- He loves her.....
Chapter 56- Tears from heaven
Chapter 57- Strength
Chapter 58- The clock is ticking....
Authors Note - On a rampage.
Chapter 59- He won't see her...
Chapter 60 - Drunk in love
About the updates
Chapter 61- Moving on....maybe.
Chapter 62- Jack is back
Chapter 63- Locked Down
Chapter 64- Michael's rage, and sorrow.
Chapter 65- Awaken
Chapter 66- More breaking news...
Announcement!
Chapter 67-Can't let her get away
Chapter 68- It's a deal
The updates, and other things.
Chapter 69- Lost minds.
Chapter 70 part 1- Happy Birthday Paul.
Chapter 70 part 2- Happy Birthday Paul| Guilt
Chapter 71- Under the Influence
Not a Chapter but important
Chapter 72- Fight for you
Chapter 73- Rachel strikes back
Chapter 74 - The Reunion (Part 1)
Chapter 74- The Reunion (Part 2)
Chapter 74 - The Reunion (Part 3)
IMPORTANT
Chapter 75- Thoughts
Chapter 76- Beware of the dog
Chapter 77- Bonnie and Clyde
Chapter 78- Michael's offer
Chapter 79-
Chapter 80- Michael's confession
Attention!
Chapter 81- Stay with me
Chapter 82 - Unexpected
Chapter 83- Time Won't Let Me Go
Chapter 84 - Mr. Thumbtzen
Chapter 85 - Protection Program
Chapter 86 - The Boss
Chapter 87 - Surrender
Chapter 88 - Nightmares and Drugs
Chapter 89 - Packing Secrets
Chapter 91- Six feet in
Chapter 92 - Ding Dong, the B***h Is Dead
Chapter 93 - The Story of Jack
Chapter 94 - The Gang is Back
Chapter 95- Rehearsal
Chapter 96- Heartbreak Hotel
Chapter 97 - The Walk
Chapter 98- Shadows
Chapter 99- Faye or Faux
Chapter 100 - Fisherman
Chapter 101 -Findings
Chapter 102- Elevated
Chapter 103 -
Chapter 104- Key
Chapter 105 - Baby
Chapter 106 - Yours
Chapter 107 - Rivals part 1
Chapter 107 - Rivals part 2
Chapter 107- Rivals Part 3
Chapter 107- Rivals part 4
Chapter 107- Rivals part 5
Chapter 108 - Dr. Prince
Chapter 109 - Busy
Chapter 110 - Kiss
Chapter 111 - Planning and Plotting
Chapter 112 -Backstage Luck
Chapter 113- Two Bodies, One Soul
Chapter 114 - Torn apart
Chapter 115 - Coming Out
Chapter 116 - Falling shards
Chapter 117 - The Universe
Chapter 118 - Make Love
Chapter 119- Coverup
Chapter 120 - Pink Lagoon
Chapter 121 - The Big Bad Bang
Chapter 122 - His Muse
Chapter 123- Wet
MJFA'S
TWYMMF MOVIE TRAILER
Chapter 124 - Purple Envy
Chapter 125 - Queen of his heart
Chapter 126 - New Members
Chapter 127 - Michael's Clarity
Chapter 128 -
Chapter 129 - Michael's pain
Chapter 130 - Meltdown
Chapter 131 - Beauty and the Beast
Characters Q & A
Chapter 132 - The Escape
Chapter 133 - The who's and what
Chapter 134 - Stampede
Chapter 135 - Screams of P̶a̶s̶s̶i̶o̶n̶
MJ Birthday Interview
Character Q/A : Part 2
Chapter 136 - Michael loses control
Chapter 137 - I want you forever
Important Letter from the Author
Chapter 138
Chapter 139 - Over
Chapter 140 - The contract
Chapter 141 - Chained to reality
Chapter 142 - Scamming Secruity
Chapter 143 - Blonde Bomb
Chapter 144 - The Tape
Chapter 145 - Winnie the Winner
Chapter 146 - When galaxies collide
Chapter 147 - The Value of Happiness
Chapter 148 - Call
Pray 4 Joe
Chapter 149- Sunrise Driver
Update
Chapter 150 - Love Fantasy
#MJISINNOCENT
Chapter 151 - One More Forever
Chapter 152
Disclaimer/Authors Note
Chapter 153
Chapter 154 - On the Run

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(The picture attached is supposed to be Tatiana Thumbtzen. It actually isn't her, but since they bare resemblance I decided to use it.)

Paul's POV

I sit up in the bed, looking around the room.

"There has to be a way out of this bitch.." I mumble to myself. I slowly bring myself to the edge of the bed before getting up. My head immediately swoons as I put a hand to my forehead and groans as I try to walk, my balance off.

I slowly walk to the door, and turns the knob. My eyebrows furrow as I jiggle at the knob again.

Locked.

I close my eyes pressing my forehead against the door, as I feel my fists clench in anger. I slowly open my eyes my jaw clenched. 

"You don't have a choice."   Jack's voice echoes in my head.

I punch the door hard as I breathe heavily.  I slowly turn around looking around the room. My eyes travel to the windows. I rub a hand over my face walking over to them.

I look out and looks down, as I chuckle angrily to myself shaking my head. Jack surely thought this through because below are 4 armed men, dressed in suits.

"Hey..." a voice says behind me. I jump a little turning around seeing Latoya. She's in a black long sleeved bodysuit paired with high waist fitted  jeans that flared slightly at the bottom. Her jet black hair was in loose waves, partially pulled back.  I stare at her for a moment zoning out.

"Paul?" she says as I blink fast and shakes my head slightly.

"Yeah..." I close my eyes for a second, feeling flustered before chuckling. "Sorry...I'm still kind of out of it."

"Well it's good to see you up..." she says in her soft voice, nodding.

I shrug running a hand through my hair. As an awkward silence fills the room.

"Well uhm, Jack just left, and told me to watch you..." she says. "I came to check on you, and see if you needed anything.

"I want to take a shower-- but I don't have any extra cloth--"

"I can find something for you." she says walking over to the bathroom door, going in. She comes out with a towel and some body wash handing them to me.

"Here you go..." she says as I take them from her.

"Thanks...." I say staring at her for a moment.

She blushes and looks down. "I'm uhm..." she fidgits with her hands shyly. "I'm gonna get you some clothes..." she chuckles softly running a hand through her hair before walking out.

I look down and grins to myself shaking my head, as I go in the bathroom.


Tatiana's POV

I drive the car, as Michael sits in the passenger seat.

I glance out the corner of my eye seeing him stare out the window. For some reason his mood changed. He was laughing and playing around one moment, and dead silent the next.

"Michael?" I say.

"Hmm?" He looks over at me raising an eyebrow.

"Please tell me..." I sigh as I turn a corner to enter the highway.

"Tell you what?" he looks away at the window.

"What's wrong with you? You were happy earlier, and now you aren't saying anything."

"I'm fine." he says simply with a small chuckle.

"No you're not." I roll my eyes.

"And why do you say that?"

"Because you just did that thing." I say waving one hand around.

I see him look over at me, raising an eyebrow.

"What thing?"

"You know that fake laugh." I mutter.

"I don't have a fake laugh..." he rubs his bottom lip looking away.

"You do....you do this-- heh heh, thing." I say imitating him, as he cracks a small smile.

"I don't do that..I don't sound like that." he giggles lightly.

"Yes you do." I smile, hearing his laugh.

He shakes his head, as his smile fades away. He looks back out the window as I sigh.

"If it's about seeing my parents--"

"Tatiana...nothing is wrong, okay? Stop worrying." he says softly.

I sigh dropping the subject, for now. One moment he's teasing me with my underwear, and the next...

"What if he's upset about not having sex?" I think to myself. I furrow my eyebrows shifting slightly.

"What if I'm making him mad or I'm taking too long?"

I swallow hard.

What if he gets with someone else, like he did with Rachel?

 After about an hour and a half of riding in silence, we finally arrive to Calabasas. I pull up in the driveway and sighs, pulling the car to a stop.

"Tatiana..." Michael whispers softly. I look over at him, as he leans in kissing me near the lips softly. He silently pulls away getting out the car.

I blush lightly looking down as I step out the car slamming the door. At that same moment I see my Dad, fling open the door as Michael walks up the steps.

"Michael," Daniel calls. "Good to see you again."

"You too." Michael replies awkwardly, shaking his hand.

I walk up standing between them, watching both their actions attentively.

This is so awkward.

I could tell Dad isn't fully fond of Michael. His body language made it too obvious.

I clear my throat, as I awkwardly adjust the quilted Chanel bag on my shoulder. Finally creating a new idea to lure them into the living room.

"This is going to be a long night," I think to myself.

Michael's POV

I watch as Winnie shows off her arm cast to Tati. While they engage in small talk, I let mind lure off as I just stand there. I look out the corner of my eye, seeing Daniel staring at me.

"Where's Eva? " I wonder.

It felt as if Eva was the only person, I could talk to at the moment.

It's Tati's last night in town, so she'd want to spend as much time hanging out with her little sister. Daniel was clearly not very fond of me, yet. Eva still liked me....where is she? I was hoping she would appear some time so he could have someone to talk to and not feel so awkward.

But then I remember Daniel wanted to speak to me... alone.

I am praying to God we would have a decent conversation. I would hate to leave town on a sour note with Tati's parents.

I was so nervous about that, thinking positive was extremely difficult. Between worrying about Tatiana not finding about my suicide attempt, Rachel on the loose, and--

"Hey Michael." Winnie greets with a soft smile, her snapping me out his own trail of thoughts.

"Hi, Winnie." I smile back. "How are you?"

"Good, thanks." She nodded. "You?"

"I've been well...how's your--" I stop speaking hearing footsteps coming from the hallway.

We all turn around and there's Eva with her warm smile and positive energy, soft and natural makeup and neatly styled curly hair.

"Look who made it." She smiles looking at me. I chuckle lightly, as she embraces me in a hug.

"Dinner's ready. Who's hungry?" she says. 

Tatiana's POV

After dinner, I go in the kitchen to do dishes, as a favor to mom. I begin to collect the dirty dishes as I stack them. I sing softly to myself, and feels someone watching me. I look over my shoulder seeing Michael staring at me.

"Hey..." he smiles softly.

"I didn't see you there." she chuckles softly.  He walks over standing next to me watching me do dishes.

I swallow hard looking down for a moment.

"Sooo, I've been meaning to ask you..." I say finally speaking up, turning the faucet of the kitchen sink on.

I drizzle down a sponge in dishwasher soap before grabbing a dirty dish and scrubbing it.

"Yeah?"

I stay silent for a moment, and looks down shaking my head.

"What? You can ask me anything..." he whispers rubbing my arms gently.

"Were you mad because I didn't..." I pause as my voice turns into a soft whisper. "Because I'm not ready to you know.."

"To what?" Michael asks, slightly puzzled.


"You know..." awkwardly shrugging, trying to find another way to say it.

Michael continued to remain puzzled, but eventually he caught on.

"Oh!" He exclaimed. "Wait, what?"

He was acting extremely slow right now.

"Were you upset because I wasn't ready to have sex?" I ask slowly, anxious as ever for the answer to that question.

I continue washing the dishes the sink started to fill up with foam from the dishwasher soap. I always used too much.

"Oh, uhm," Michael stutters slowly, running his tongue along his bottom lip without thinking. But he had a look on his face, and it wasn't the look I was hoping for. "About that..." He mutters.

"W-what?"

Awkward silence.

He just stares at me in shame.

Impatiently, "Michael..." I call, feeling his eyes burn holes through my body.

I set a newly cleaned plate down, her hands still drenched in foam, now staring at him.

And he parts his soft pink lips to speak...

Oh no.

"I, um..." He stutters slightly, scratching an imaginary itch at the back of his neck. "Well there is this girl at Playboy....."

My eyes widen as I feel my heart racing.

That straight face Michael possessed slowly turned into something else.

His lips curled up into a smile, showing off his pearly whites and he begins to crack up.

Wait a second... I arche an eyebrow.

"Wow, you really fell for that one huh?" He spoke, giggling.

Caught on, "Are you fucking serious?" Livid, I splash him with the foam on her hands.

He laughs hard dodging the splashes.

"It's not funny!" I snarl, returning back to washing dishes.

"It was actually quite funny," he injects, daring to step closer to me, "You see the way your face was set up at that moment..."

"Shut up Michael."

"Shhh, calm yourself." He smiles, putting his left hand on my left hip so his arm was around my locker back as he stood right next to me, facing me.

His touch erupted a fire inside me but I ignored it with everything I had inside of me.

I calmed down, but I'm not letting him know that.

His eyes roam around me, taking its time. His hands move under my butt, as if he was resisting the urge to grab it.

Instead he places his body behind mine, locking both arms around her waist, closing the gap between us.

I was inwardly overwhelmed by the heat of his body pressed against my backside. My breath caught on.

Smelling my hair, and then moving closer to her ear, "You know..." He whispers gently, "You haven't kissed me today."

His hot breath on my neck sent chills down my spine, and the way he was tightening his hold around my waist wasn't calming me down at all.

I want to pretend to be mad and say something sarcastic, but the words were taken out of mouth. I was speechless.

So he takes advantage.

Moving his face even closer to mine, feeling his breath tickling my face, his lips gently, just gently graze over mine and—

Someone clears their throat, making us both jump. Michael instantly pulled away.

Daniel.

"Excuse my bad timing, but Tati I need to take your boyfriend for just a few minutes." Daniel announced.

"Oh." I gaped.

Embarrassed and dead silent, Michael follows Daniel into the backyard.

And the cold air hits my body immediately, wishing Michael didn't have to leave.

As I wash dishes, I  sneak looks at Michael talking to my father through the window.

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So sorry updates have been slow. I kept writing and deleting because I didn't like the chapters and I had writers block. I tried making this chapter super long!

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