"All I want is you. Today. Tonight. Tomorrow. Forever" - Noah Shaw, The unbecoming of Mara Dyer.
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"My name is Rixon" Said the alpha. The black haired man. It was a disaster zone around the house to find clothes for the wolves. We didn't want them to be wandering around Naked.
We stood in Dean's office. Tristan, Thalia, Dean and I along with Rixon, two other wolves and one Nephil.
"I am Dean, this is my brother Tristan, my sister Thalia and Rose" Dean spoke. Thalia smiled a little, Rixon returning the smile. It still got to me that Dean was out. Out of the Cellar, out of those horrid chains. He was free.
"This is my Beta, Jesse" He said, gesturing to a girl stood beside him. She was extremely short Compared to her alpha, her hair was pin straight brown which framed her round and lightly tanned face, her eyes were big and green but it was a pale green yet they were still bright and shiny. She wore black jeans which Victoria leant her and a black jumper which Thalia leant her, she looked lethal and dangerous just like Victoria; they should get along well.
Rixon turned to another boy in the room "This is Oliver, a Nephil" and then he gestured to the Wolf who's face was pale and smooth, dirty blonde hair was hidden by his hood and so were his eyes. "And This is Callum. A Wolf"
Callum raised his head and his brown eyes landed on mine, for some reason he raised his eye brow at me. I glanced around the room to see if anyone noticed the tension between us but no one did. I gulped hard and avoided his stare.
"It's lovely to meet you" Thalia said sweetly. She loved meeting new people, it brought out a side of her which made her perky and giddy.
Rixon smile at her. A mile which was warm and kind. He was a good man "And you Miss Cadde"
"Right" Tristan breathed. I couldn't decipher whether he was irritated my the emotion between A wolf and his sister or if he generally was tired "Its nearly five And I think you guys deserve a rest, we have some spare rooms upstairs" he said.
Thalia shrugged lightly and headed out, It was really late and I was feeling exhausted too so I followed her out. After the door closed and we were a few meters away from it, the door opened again and closed but I didn't have the strength to look back to see who it was.
We passed Victoria's room and Meredith's room and-
"You just passed your room" Dean's voice echoed through the Vacant walls. Thalia smirked and pressed her lips together and continued walking. Muttering a good night under her breath.
I narrowed my eyes at him "My rooms further down the hall"
He raised his eye brows and he gently pushed his bedroom door open.
My heart raced. beating fast in my chest, he was savage. I chewed my bottom lip furiously as I passed him and entered his room. The door slammed after I entered and my heart was still pounding, Silvery moon light illuminated the room, his
Room looked bigger than I remembered but it was tidy.
I slid into the bed carefully, feeling anxious and nervous. Dean followed me in, the bed sank and moaned because of his weight but didn't break. I was about to lie down and fall asleep when I remembered I didn't take my pills.
"I need to go and get my pills" I whispered. I glanced at his frame in the bed but quickly adverted my gaze when he caught me staring.
He smirked and reached across his bedside table, he placed a white packet in my hands and a glass of water.
"It worries me that you have these just laying around" I half laughed.
"Since your going to be sleeping here from now on, might as well have your essentials" Dean smiled.
He broke me. I've fallen so hard for him I couldn't climb back up.
Subconsciously I smiled, it was a big smile that showed all of my teeth. He made me smile. I took three pills and set the water down on the table beside me and hid myself deeper into the covers.
"Why are you so far away" I heard Dean say. I rolled over to face him and scooted a little bit to him.
"Closer" he said.
I moved closer.
"Closer"
I obeyed.
He looked me straight in the eye "Closer"
I scooted one last time until my body was touching his, until my head was on his shoulder and just in the crook of his neck and my arm dangled over his stomach. I moved so close that I heard his steady heart beat which soon became in sync with mine, I moved so close that I forgot what it felt like to be lonely.
"That's better" He whispered into my ear. A warm flooded my shoulder, and then my arm. He was placing gentle kisses on my body until his lips covered over mine.
"I want to kiss you" He breathed.
I kept my eyes closed "Then kiss me"
And he did. It was a kiss which was so deep the ocean would be jealous, a kiss with so much passion the moon and sun would have been proud. A kiss which took my breath away, a kiss which gave me life. He pulled away just enough to see my face, I saw a faint spark of Crimson eyes and then it went black.
I didn't wake up in Dean's bed, I didn't wake up in the house. I probably didn't even wake up in Georgia. I woke up in a ruined city, it looked more or less like a city but it was destroyed. Bits of Debre were scattered along the road, houses had collapsed to the floor leaving room for vines and weeds to take charge.
The place was littered, it was like a hurricane came and swept everyone who lived here away and destroyed all the buildings.
"Rosalie"
I heard my name being called and felt relief take away the pain in my chest. Grandma Vera stood beside me and smiled.
"Grandma Vera" I gasped "Your alive but I saw you, you died. Again"
She chuckled "Your friend was shaking you out of your sleep so the dream scape I created for us to talk was breaking"
"Is this another dream scape you made?" I asked, looking around the rubble.
"Yes"
"What did you want to warn me about?" I asked.
She knitted her eye brows together before a light bulb sparked in her head "Oh yes I remember now, the Angels are coming and they have allies. You need to go to Russia"
"Russia? Why do we need to go to Russia?"
"My daughter, Arianne, lives there she will help you. I've been going into her dreams to tell her that she is to expect you" She said.
Arianne's still alive?
"How do we find her?" I said.
"She's in Moscow"
"Ok. I'll talk to Dean and Tristan about it" I said.
I stood up from my sitting position, feeling ready to wake up.
"One more thing before you go Rose" she said quietly as if someone was listening. "Be careful about your branded hand, be careful with your powers and be careful around Dean"
And then she disappeared. Everything started to dessolve and I woke up. Still wrapped in Dean's arms feeling safe but Vera's words still nagged in my head.
Be careful about your branded hand, be careful with your powers and be careful around Dean.
She said it as though I could hurt him but I wouldn't dare.
When I looked up Dean was already awake, already smiling down at me. He twirled a bit of my hair between his fingers continuously, I felt his chest shudder with laughter.
"What so funny?" I asked.
"You sleep weirdly" he said. It was a simple observation but it still managed to get a smile to spread across my lips.
I sat up, eager to get to the bathroom and freshen up because I probably stank but Dean look like he didn't care about kissing foul breath.
He pulled me down so I was sat straddling him, he pulled me close and kissed me. His tongue tracing my lips and a soft moan escaping from his. Nothing could be better than this.
But something went wrong when I touched him, when I smoothed my hands over his stubbly face. He whimpered as though he was in pain, it was only when his lips felt cold that I actually opened my eyes to look at him.
His lips were blue and crackled, his face black and blue. His body was cold. He was limp in my arms all because I touched him. I gasped and flew myself off of him, tears formed in my eyes and dripped down my face like a river. I cried heavily trying to peace together what had just happened, I touched him and now he's dead. The only person i actually loved is Dead because of me.
The pills were meant to stabilise my powers and some what stop me from using them, not enhance them so much that I can kill someone. This couldn't be happening.
I closed me eyes and hoped this was some kind of twisted dream.
"Rose?"
I jerked my head up, tears dripping down my chin and into Dean's bare chest. He was alive, I was still on top of him, his arms still around me. He wasn't dead on the bed, I didn't kill him.
I slid off of him and stood beside the bed. His face was worried, he furrowed his eye brows together and climbed out of the bed so he was stood towering over me.
"Your alive?" Was all I managed to say, my throat was tight and constricted. I wanted to say a million things but i couldn't.
"Of course I'm alive" he said. His face fell hard, He was about to take my hand but I flinched and pulled it back.
"You died, I touched you and you died"
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I forgot what it's like to read a book like an actual paper book ahahahah.
Book recommendations:
The unbecoming of Mara Dyer. Its the best book I've read. Read it all last night and now I want the second book in the series Ahahahaha Noah Shaw is Bæ I love him <3