"Draco....I.....," I cut myself off and he gave me a confused look.
"What is it Cass?" He asked, giving me a worried look as I struggled to from the words to tell him how I felt.
What if he didn't feel the same way? What if he felt pressured into saying it back? Or what if....what if he did love me back? Perhaps that's what I was scared of most.
Draco reached up and gently brushed my cheek, snapping me out of my daze.
"Cass?" He said softly in question and I smiled at him reassuringly, really taking him all in.
I loved everything about him now that I knew it. The way he always leant slightly against his left side when sitting. The way one strand of hair fell over his eyes no matter how much I tried to brush it back.
I loved the way he looked so effortlessly gorgeous, even when he shouldn't. I just always found him attractive.
But mostly I loved the way he looked at me, as if he'd never seen a woman before and he was dying to learn more.
"Sorry, I guess I zoned out," I laughed lightly and he relaxed as he realised I was ok. He smiled at me and pulled me closer so our noses nearly touched.
"You were about to say something," he reminded me and I internally winced at his memory.
"Umm....," I wracked and then it clicked. I gave Draco a sly smile as I answered. "I was just going to say that I'm surprised how well behaved you've been this evening," I smirked and he gave me a playful smirk in response.
"With great restraint on my part," he chuckled, leaning forward to kiss the base of my neck.
"Hard to believe that the infamous ladies man, Draco Malfoy, hasn't got any for...how many months now?" I teased and he groaned playfully, giving me a coy smile.
"Too many," he chuckled, giving me a look that told me just how much he wanted me.
"It would seem you've lost your touch," I teased him further and he raised an eyebrow at me.
"It seems you're baiting me," he pointed out, running his hands up my arms where they were wrapped around his neck, his hands slowly trailing trailing my back after they'd reached my shoulders.
"Is it working?" I retorted with a coy grin of my own, knowing full well it was working. Draco was good but even he couldn't disguise how turned on he was.
"I've been turned on by you since that first kiss in the library," he responded, shuffling me forward on his lap until I was sat right on top of his very prominent erection.
"I suppose its about time we do something about it then," I whispered, leaning forward and kissing him fiercely and he responded just as passionately.
My hands tangled in his hair as we continued to kiss passionately and his own hands slipped down to cup my ass, lifting me up to wrap my legs around his waist as he stood.
He walked us over to the bed where he gently lay us down, him hovering over me, not once breaking the kiss.
One of his hands was holding my waist as the other left my ass to cup my boob through my dress and I gasped into his mouth at the unexpected but exciting contact.
He pulled out of the kiss to undo his shirt and I helped him undo it, pushing it down his arms and onto the floor, reveling in his very toned physique.
"You're wearing underwear right?" Draco asked and I gave him a quizzical eyebrow but nodded. "Good, that makes it way more fun," he said, giving me a cheeky grin as he reached round my back to undo my dress slowly.
It fell loose around my figure and he helped me shimmy it off before tossing it aside as well.
Sadly I hadn't thought ahead and was wearing a rather boring and old bra and pants but Draco didn't seem like he'd even noticed, obviously way too interested in eyeing up what the undergarments hid.
"You look lost," I mused with a giggled, snapping Draco out of his daze and he trailed his eyes up to meet mine, giving me a bashful grin.
"Not going to lie, I had no idea you were...." he trialed off but I knew where he was going.
"Packing?" I teased with a laugh and he chuckled with me.
"Not quite the word I'd have used but yeah. I've known you my whole life but when did those grow?" He teased leaning down to place a soft kiss on the top of each breast where it spilled out of my bra and my breath caught in my throat.
I cleared my throat to answer, not missing the coy smirk Draco gave me as he noticed my reaction to his touch.
"Boobs don't grow overnight Draco!" I laughed and he rolled his eyes at my sarcasm, pulling me me down further by my waist so I was lying directly underneath him, nose to nose.
"I know how boobs work, Cass," he laughed but I couldn't help but wince slightly at the memory that he had been in this situation with many other girls, and seen many other girls to which he could compare me.
Draco, however, seemed to notice my hesitation, lowering himself to lie next to me and pulled me into his chest, holding my waist.
"Cass, I didn't mean it like that," he said softly and I gave him a smile. I knew what he'd meant and it was my head that had gone the other way, but it still wasn't a nice thing to remember about someone you loved.
"I know, just can't help but think about how....daily this kind of thing is to you," I said honestly and Draco couldn't hold in his chuckle.
"Cass, there's a big difference between having sex cause you're bored and having sex with someone you care about," Draco said, looking me deep in the eyes as he spoke, not trying to hide the truth.
"But you cant deny you've had a lot of sex and I......well......haven't. I just can't help but worry I'd be...." I started but Draco cut me off.
"Cass I'm more turned on by you just when we are making out than I've ever been with any other girl. Not to mention there's actual passion and caring between us. You're right that I can't help but compare you to other girls but because you're already so much better than all of them combined, and I'm honestly just wondering how much better it could possibly get," he spoke in a soft voice.
I gave him a warm smile as he spoke, feeling my confidence restore and my heart soaring at hearing that this was just as special to him as it was to me.
"You really mean it?" I asked although less of a question and more of a statement, feeling reassured by how confident and serious his words had been.
He chuckled and gave me an amused smile, grabbing my hand in his and placing my hand on top of his bulging trousers.
"If the words can be faked, this certainly can't," he laughed and I giggled feeling his hard on beneath my hand. He certainly found me sexy at the very least! But I trusted his words, and pulled his face down to meet my lips with his.
I ran my hands down his toned abs, feeling his muscles move beneath my touch. Draco had one hand supporting my lower back as I say up into the kiss, and his other hand was crawling up my stomach slowly, trailing his fingers across my skin.
I broke out of the kiss to catch my breath but Draco just took the opportunity to start kissing gently down my neck, nipping at the skin lightly every now and then and I breathed out a soft moan at the feeling.
He kept trailing kisses lower until his lips met the tops of my breasts, kissing over the fabric of my bra on the right side before doing the same on the left.
"This.....is in my way," he said in a deep, husky voice, his hands travelling round to unhook my bra. It fell loose around me before it was pulled completely off and tossed aside the way my dress had.
Draco lifted his head up a little higher to look down at the new area he had exposed and let out deep and satisfied hum. He bent his head down to meet my skin once again and my breath caught in my throat as he kissed over my right breast, teasing me by gently pecking the nipple, before moving to do the same with the left.
All too quickly, his lips left my skin, and he raised his head to peck my lips again before fully pulling away to undo his trousers.
I helped him undo his belt and he kicked them off, left only in his boxers and me in my underwear.
Not wasting any more time, I pulled him down by his neck, crashing my lips to his as my hands roamed his body and his mine.
I let my hands trail lower down his body, running my fingers lightly over his clothed erection and loving the way he pushed into my hand so I was cupping him firmly.
I started to rub up and down through the fabric, and Draco growled into my mouth as we kissed before he pulled away, looking down at me with lust-filled eyes.
He gave me a devious grin as he took one of his hands to grab the hand I had on his crotch, moving it to the waistband of his boxers, letting my fingers curl around the elastic.
He let go of my hand then, moving his free hand back to play with one of my breasts while his other hand held him up. He leant down to connect his lips to the skin of my neck and I took the hint to delve beneath the fabric of his boxers.
My hand pushed his boxers down slowly allowing his throbbing erection to finally be free and I sucked in an impressed gasp as I took it in my hand.
Draco shivered in delight above me, not breaking once in his kisses but instead trailing back down to my breasts, taking a nipple in his mouth and sucking gently.
I could feel my excitement pooling between my legs, spurring me to start moving my hand up and down Draco's erection, allowing my hand to travel the whole length with each stroke.
With Draco's lips still indulging my breasts, the hand that had been fondling now travelled down my stomach to my thighs where they rubbed small circles that set my skin on fire. I was now hopelessly wet and panting beneath him, his fingers sliding further into my inner thigh, brushing lightly over my awaiting core.
My hand sped up on his shaft and Draco sucked in a sharp breath, his hand moving to cover my core stroking up and down as he became coated in my juices.
"So wet for me," he hummed in my ear as he let my nipple fall from his mouth, moving from my eat back to my lips where he engaged me in another passionate kiss.
He removed his hand from my core, instead slipping it around my waist and pulling me up against him, positioning himself between my open legs.
Best part about being wizards? Birth control was really bloody easy and it meant that Draco and I got to feel everything tonight.
"You sure you're ready?" Draco asked, breaking out of the kiss to look down at me. I smiled and nodded but I knew he'd need verbal consent.
"Very ready," I confirmed, bringing his lips back down to meet mine as he started to push inside me.
I hissed a little at the large intrusion, not used to the feeling at first, but as Draco continued the feeling subsided and was replaced with pure euphoria as a wave of pleasure coursed throughout my body.
Draco wasn't quite fully in but he pulled out slightly before thrusting back in, this time all the way and I gasped loudly into his mouth at the amazing feeling.
"More," I begged in a breathy voice, and Draco thankfully knew what I meant as he started thrusting in a slow rhythm, sending ripples of pleasure up and down my spine.
I moaned as he pushed in even deeper, hitting spots I hadn't even knew existed before but my god did I love them.
"Do that again," Draco begged as he pulled out of the kiss, nibbling at the skin of my neck and lower to my breatss once again. As he took a nipple into his mouth and sucked it between his teeth i let out another loud moan and Draco sped up at the sound, his thrusting more powerful than ever.
"Draco...I'm......," I trailed off, losing the words as the intense feeling started to stir in my stomach, curling my toes.
"Cum for me, gorgeous," he growled in my ear in a husky voice, gritting his teeth as he kept up his powerful pace. I could tell he was nearing his own completion.
My back arched into him, pushing my breasts further into his face as he continued his assault on them. I cried out in ecstasy as my orgasm rippled through me, blinding me for a minute as I rode out the high, drawing out Draco's own completion as he thrusted deeply within me. He let out a loud moan as he filled me riding out the high as I tried to come down to earth from my own.
Draco slowed and pulled out, dropping onto the bed next to me, pulling me into his chest as he did so.
We were both catching our breaths and our thoughts as we just stared at each other, not really seeing one another. I started to focus on his face and saw his own eyes return to earth and he grinned at me.
"I thought making out with you was hot but fucking hell, Cass," Draco chuckled breathily and I giggled in response. He leant his head on his arm, leaning on his elbow as he looked down at me in his other arm.
"I'll admit it's the hottest thing I've ever experienced," I said bashfully as Draco gave me a smug smirk, leaning down to peck my lips.
"There's no denying that," Draco said, using his spare hand to wipe at my folds, before bringing it up to show the cocktail of fluids coating his fingers. "I'd say this just about proves it," he laughed, looking at me to catch me feel embarrassed or shy but instead I brought his hand to my lips and sucked on the fingers, loving the wide eyed look of shock Draco gave me.
"We were wrong, THAT was the hottest thing ever," he growled, pulling his fingers from my mouth to crash his lips to mine.
He pulled me closer to him, gripping my waist and I could feel him already hard again, his cock pushing against my still moist centre.
"Now I see how you got around so much, you're always ready to go!" I laughed, grinding my hips against his slightly and eliciting a soft moan from his lips.
"No one has this effect on me than you. We just had sex and I'm already blue balled waiting to go again," he hummed against my skin as he kissed down my neck.
"Well, we certainly can't have you suffering," I teased, pushing him back onto the bed as I climbed atop him, pushing myself down onto his shaft.
"You are never leaving this bed," Draco said with a smirk as he pushed up into me and I gasped at the feeling. He was right, I can't imagine ever calling an end to this now.