Y/n pov
I woke up feeling sunlight hit my face, I opened my eyes feeling a pounding headache, I looked around and saw the tv on but there was nothing playing what time is it I thought I looked at the clock and saw it read 1:15, 1:15! I thought I looked seeing as the girls were also asleep.
I stood up from the bed quietly and went to the bathroom I looked in the mirror as took my braid out I looked at my hair and immediately saw how short it was shit I thought looking at it, I looked at my arm seeing the tattoo I thought it was all a dream I thought I raised mattheo's hoodie and saw my belly button pierced no wonder I felt pain there I thought I looked at my ear seeing as it was also pierced.
I turned around picking up mattheos hoodie again and seeing the snake on my back, I looked at my middle finger and saw the heart that all the other girls have as well, I looked outside the door and saw as blaire opened her eyes softly, someone is finally waking up I thought knowing damn well I've been up for a couple minutes.
I closed the bathroom door softly again and looked in the mirror my straight hair is curly because of the french braid, I felt a pain on my ear were my piercing is at I grabbed my bag that had stuff to keep them from not getting infected, I put the thing on both of the piercings there was little stings but it paid up for the pains I was getting from my back arm ear belly button and middle finger, I swear I fucked up last night.
I now have a really bad pain literally my head each is so bad right now, I look out the door again and saw as most of them were waking up. I left the bathroom and went near blaire who was fully awake "how do u feel" I asked her I just got a worst of a headache "like shit" she laughed I laughed with her I looked seeing aurora getting up "how do u feel" I asked her "bad really bad" she said I laughed.
The pain I'm feeling right now is so bad, "aurora I'm going to your room to get my stuff, please get mine too" blaire said I stood up walking out the door, I want to go home now I thought, I made it to auroras room and grabbed my stuff including blaires, I brought them back to Astoria's room.
I entered the room and set the stuff down I grabbed my toothbrush and went to the bathroom brushing my teeth, aurora and blaire soon entered and also started to brush there teeth, "I cant believe it's already 1" I said once I was done brushing my teeth "right" blaire said as she spit out the paste. I went back to the room and but all my stuff away I grabbed my shoes and put them on, pansy and Astoria started to wake up and they got ready, I waited for all of them to be done so we could go to the malfoy manor.
I kinda forgot today is a Sunday tomorrow I would have school but nope I don't go back till next Tuesday my parents informed Dumbledore of what happened and he allowed me to have a break since what happened well wasn't exactly the best. I waited a little until they were all ready and we apparated to the malfoy manor.
We walked through the door "I'm scared" I said to them "yeah u should be look at yourself" blaire said I rolled my eyes at her and looked at the tattoos I had gotten, "holy shit someone check my back tattoo" I said aurora went behind me and checked "it looks good just u know it's barely been a couple hours" she said "I know it just started to hurt really bad" I said.
I kinda forgot I got a back tattoo, and we'll I cut my hair got piercings and tattoos in one night, wow I thought, we all walked through the door and almost instantly I looked around hoping no one will see me but sadly Draco did, "y/n?" He said almost questioning "yeah Draco" I smiled at him "what did u do to ur hair" he asked me "like it" I asked showing off my freshly straight cut hair that is really short from before.
He looked at me with wide eyes before he asked me another question "did u do anything else to yourself" he asked "want to see my piercings" I asked him he rolled his eyes "seriously one night out and this is what u do" he said and looked at the rest of the girls.
"Since when are u guys friends" he said pointing at me Astoria and pansy "well clearly u don't know shit about me" I said before walking away should I put my stuff away in my room or mattheo's, probably mattheo's since I stole a lot of his stuff. I walked to his room and knocked on the door since he usually has it locked the door opened after a couple minutes and he looked at me questioning, "I'm surprised u didn't come back hurt" he said letting me in the room but as soon as I walked in he realized.
"Y/n what the fuck did u do" he asked me his voice rising "what" I said trying to act like I didn't know, "did u cut ur hair" he asked me "yeah why" I said "why whyyyyyy" he said "I personally like my hair like this a lot" I said rolling my eyes "your annoying" he said rolling his eyes and laying on the bed, I took of my shirt and mattheo's eyes widened "Y/N" Mattheo yelled at me "MATTHEO" I yelled back and I turned my back facing him "Y/N!" he yelled even louder "MATTHEO!" I yelled back.
"What did u do" he asked/said standing up from the bed and walking over I couldn't find the shirt I was going to wear, eh I can steal one from Mattheo while I was going to one of mattheo's drawer he held me back and looked at my back, he held me by my waist "why did u get a tattoo" he asked "I don't know" I said turning around facing him he held me pulling me but I felt a pain on my stomach and pulled away, that's when he got a closer view of the piercing.
"I swear y/n, what else did u get" he said/asked I showed him my inner fore arm that had adrenaline (again if yk yk) and then I stuck up the middle finger at him showing the heart, I moved my hair back and showed him my ear piercing "u are so stupid" he said I smiled up at him brightly "why" he paused "just why" he said and pulled on my hair, I looked up at him and he lowered down kissing me on the lips "I hate u" he whispered his lips close to mind "why" I paused "just why" I said mocking him he rolled his eyes.
"I cant believe u did that u can't go out with your friends anymore" he said sitting down on the bed and looked at me, I gave him a dirty look before walking over and sitting on his lap "I'm still going to hang out with my friends" I said running my hands through his hair, he smiled looking up at me and pulled me close to him kissing me again, i kissed back but soon pulled away for air "I missed u" he said smiling up and wrapping his arms around my waist.
"Ugh I enjoyed not being near u" I said throwing my head back, he grabbed the back of my neck and pulled my head back up again smashing my lips against his, he kissed me, taking my breath away. He cupped my cheeks with his hands, caressing them gently. I didn't realize how much I wanted him, it felt like it was lasting forever.
He pulls away looking up at me, turning me over taking the top position, he crashed his lips onto mine again, this time the kiss was rougher as if he'd gained confidence. I caught up with his pace, breathing heavily as he kissed my neck, Mattheo's hand wrapped around my neck lifting my head up giving him more space to kiss my neck, he kissed down my neck, under my ear and across my jaw I let out a quiet moan.
I bit down on his bottom lip, causing a groan to leave his mouth. He pauses to rip off his shirt, revealing his v-cut abs, I study his body, his scars, I then look back up at him, both of us out of breath. I took off my shirt, glaring at him and bitting my lips, my black lace bra now expose, my body making him harder.
He moved his hands all across my body, planting kisses on my breast, grabbing and squeezing them with his firm hands, I whimper. He slowly moves his hands lower down my stomach stopping at my shorts, he pulls down my shorts, slowly removing them from my legs and leaving me in my underwear.
Kneeling down, he kisses my knees, moving up towards my inner thighs but stopping at my underwear which causes me to moan in annoyance, he unbuckles his belt and rips off his trousers, he moves his mouth on to my neck again "oh- Mattheo," I whisper quietly.
His hands moves to the band of my black lace underwear, teasing me, I moan again. He pulls them down, this urges me to pull his boxers down as well, his throbbing cock craving my touch. He pauses at the sight, bitting his lip. Grabbing his hair I pull him closer towards me. I feel his tip at my entrance , slowly inserting himself into me, I yell, he places his hand over my mouth, so all that is left is my muffled screaming.
He slowly start to pump in and out of me, his hand still concealing my mouth and his dick getting deeper each thrust. I tilt my head up in pleasure, itching him to kiss the creamy skin on my neck again as he releases his hand from my mouth, "F-faster Mattheo," I moan.
He picks up his pace, groaning as he moves his hips back and fourth. He feels himself cumming as my breast bounce in front of him, his thirst growing. He licks my left nipple before he sucks on it completely. I held onto the bed sheets, moaning every time he slammed deeper inside of you. I cry in pleasure as he finds my g-spot and continues to fuck me while the thick cum oozes out of him "F-fuck Y/N-" he groaned, I felt a knot form in my stomach and with a couple more thrust, I came, moaning out loudly as I reached my peak.
Mattheo pulled out of me, laying down next to me, breathing heavily I turned looking at him seeing as his curls stuck to his forehead because of his sweat, I grabbed the covers and pulled them over me and Mattheo, he turned to me staring at me before closing his eyes for a little and then opening them again, he looked to the ceiling his breathing slowing down god his jaw line I thought looking at his sharp ass jawline.
He turned to me fully and pulled on my waist, pulling me close to him, I stared up at him running my hand over his pale tones chest, smooth like sculpted marble illuminous in the sunlight, why does he have to be so hot, I looked at him and thought about what the aurora said the other night No y/n he does, Draco and the rest of our guys friends were talking about it apparently the other night he killed someone or a bunch of people I dont remember much but I do know he still does.
I look at Mattheo as his eyes closed softly "are u tired" I asked him moving a piece of one of his curls out of his face he nodded his head "did u get any sleep last night" I asked "barely" he paused opening his eyes "my father" he said resting his head in the crook of my neck "it's always your father right" I asked he nodded his head and left a little kisses on my neck.
I closed my eyes feeling tired again from how late I staid up.
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I woke up, feeling one of mattheo's curls touch my face, I moved his curl opening my eyes softly. I looked at him seeing as he rested his head on my chest I looked around seeing as the sun is still here but it seemed to be a little darker.
I played with mattheo's curls smiling, he is so cute, he started to move around a little feeling me playing with his hair his eyes started to flutter open, he rubbed his eyes and looked around turning to me as he saw me he held onto me tighter and got closer to me, he left little kisses on my body.
He is acting more clingy then usual, i looked at him and he was already staring at me, "what" I asked running my hands through his hair "nothing" he said smiling and grabbing one of my hands locking it with his, he closed his eyes and started to doze off into sleep again after a couple of minutes, seems like he is still tired, I watched as he fell asleep. The only thing in my mind was what aurora and the rest of the girls said I know he does, the shirt I found in his drawer said it all but do I want to believe it? no should I? yes.
I looked at him how can such a beautiful boy be this bad, I mean he kills people, he tortures them, he literally was raised by the dark lord, he is a death eater and he loves the feeling of dark magic yet somehow I have him in my arms, asleep, looking like a fucking angel, how did I get him to be this close to me?, to be so comfortable I mean when he took off his shirt I saw all his scars, did I say anything? No.
It kinda hurt me seeing the scars on his body and literally the death eater mark, but I shouldn't say anything about it to him, he wouldn't want to talk about it and either way he wouldn't tell me, and if he did why would he?, I look at the peaceful boy in my arms I look at our finger that are in locked together, his death eater mark its on his left arm his left forearm, I pulled our finger apart softly and looked at his arm, death eater mark.
How come I didn't see that before? I thought "because I use a spell that my father had to cover it" I heard mattheo's voice I look up at him not realizing he was awake "oh" I said n not even able to respond fully, he pulled his arm away and stopped looking at me, "why did u cover it from me the other day" I asked "because I don't really allow people to see those things, especially my scars" he said he still hasn't looked at me.
"I didn't want u to see them either I just got carried away today" he said, so he didn't want me to see it... got it. "U don't have to hide those type of stuff from me" I said "whatever" he said he leaned over the bed and grabbed his boxers and put them on he stood up looking away and grabbed his stuff putting it back on. "Where are u going" I asked him "I need to do something real quick" he said opening the door and slammed it walking out.
Great I thought as I looked around in the room, this isn't even my room I thought while looking around, I stood up and grabbed my bra and underwear, I looked around his room and went through the drawers maybe I shouldn't look through his stuff I thought sitting on the edge of his bed, I looked around thinking if I should, I stood up from his bed and walked to one of his drawers, I opened one and saw nothing, I keep looking into all the drawers hoping I will find something.
I look at his walk in closet, I walked inside and saw mostly no colors they were all black, nude or grey not much, I saw myself in the mirror and I kinda forgot I wasn't wearing a shirt or shorts, I look around and there was one drawer that was there, I immediately went over and opened it I saw a bunch of book they were all plain book except one caught my attention. I grabbed it and went back into the room closing the drawer I sat on the bed and opened it I saw his hand writing and a bunch of stuff like horcrux, unbreakable spells, a spell to un break a vow.
Wait there is no way to break a vow so how is there a spell, did no one mention this spell, did he break the vow, wait the hell is going on, I saw his handwriting put i couldnt really make out what it said since the door started to open I lead over the bed put the book underneath the bed, the door opened fully and I heard a sigh leave mattheo's mouth, I turn around and he was looking at my body, shit I feel weird right now, what do I do?.
I looked at him and he finally looked up at me, he looked innocent but in reality i just found a book of his with terrifying things in there, there was a spell on how to kill someone or something even if they are your horcrux without hurting yourself, how did he find that book, why did he have it, is he trying to do something, I regret going through his stuff. "Y/n" he said I looked at him im a little scared right now, I swallowed down my saliva, "yeah" I spoke quietly "are u okay" he asked me as he came close to me "huh, oh yeah" I said as he came closer I got more scared for myself.
He tried to touch me but I flinched as he reached his hand out to, he looked at me confused but also worriedly "again are u okay" he said smiling a little this time it wasn't cute it looked sinister "y/n" he said after I didnt respond I smiled at him a little, I'm scared of u I thought but as soon as I thought that, I realized he could hear it his face dropped as he heard what I thought "why" he asked as he back away.
Shit i made this bad "no I didn't mean u I just" I paused not coming up with a lie fast enough "I'm sorry I... I didn't mean u" I said trying to make it seem fine, I don't want to get on the wrong side of him, he looked at me weirdly "stand up" he said I looked at him confused not moving "stand up" he said calmly but I still didn't "STAND THE FUCK UP" he yelled at me, I looked at him standing up shaking a little.
I stood in front of him my heart racing, he looked at me angrily but at the same time with lust and caring "why are u scared" he asked me as he stood in front of me I looked up at him "Im not I just" I paused "I don't know" I said I'm not scared of him I'm scared of the things he is capable of and the things he can do. He stood in front of me I saw a hint of sadness in his eyes as he looked at me, "I'm not scared of u Mattheo" I said leaning into him, I just realized that if I was scared of him then I would be like everyone other person who is actually scared of him.
He is just mistreated, right?, I don't want to fuck up what me and Mattheo have what we have now makes me happy, really happy, i will not fuck this up because of a stupid book he has, I looked up at him but he stared out the window not looking at me he pulled me away from his walking into the bathroom and I sat down on his bed feeling sick to my stomach.
I cant hurt him, I will not hurt him, he still has some what of a humanity and I have to protect that, I don't know why I was scared maybe because I'm scared he will catch me looking through his stuff, but I shouldn't have been that scared, I like Mattheo I know he won't hurt me I just don't know what made me feel like that or act like that, I watched as the door opened and I saw him walk out he looked at me and I smiled.
He didn't smile back but slowly walked over to the bed, he took his shirt off in front of me and threw it at me I caught it and looked at him confused, I examined his body seeing the scars on his body again "my father" he said walking over to the bed and sat down next to me, I felt very weird since I didn't have pants or a shirt on just my bra and underwear, the covers aren't even on us.
He sat down next to me shirtless, I look at him "your father gave u those scars all of those" I asked he nodded his head "whenever I disobeyed, he would let his death eaters have there fun with me" I look at him sadly "well since ur telling me the truth I guess I will tell u something I did" I said I reached under the bed and gave him the book he looked at me weirdly "I went through ur stuff" I admired I'm not scared except im going to put the coves on top of me because this is weird.
"Why" he asked looking down at the book and back up at me "well the girls yesterday not saying specifically who but they told me I still kill people" I said looking at him "and I don't know I freaked out the moment u left and we'll I started to look around" I said he stared at me his expression dark his eyes even seemed freaking, is he going to kill me?, I stopped worrying when I heard him chuckle at me "fine" he said "I still do" he said nodding his head and looking straight forward at the wall.
"why?" I asked him "I don't know" he shrugged pausing "I said that I didn't like it but I do" he said "I wish I didn't though but I do like it, helps me get away anger and sometimes its really fun" he said turning back and looking at me, I didn't have anything else to say, I'm not scared of him why am I not scared of him he just admitted that he likes killing people and all I'm thinking about doing right now is cuddling into him.
I grabbed his left hand and looked at his arm, the death eater mark I starred at it and the only thought that went through my mind was that he was the son of the man that made this mark, I looked up at Mattheo, why am I not scared of u? that was one of the questions in my mind. He looked at me and instead of the dark eyes he had they seemed soft and kind looking at me, "does your father still hit u" I asked him "no" he shook his head "not after I found out I was arranged to u" he said.
I smiled holding his hand and cuddled into him, I felt the warmth of his body come to mine, god how this boy has me attached to him. I looked up at him and he smiled down at me he kissed me on my lips.
"I hate u" I said laughing a little, he rolled his eyes "no u do not" he said still leaving little kisses "yes I do" I paused "I hate u" I whispered in his ear, he moved me up to his lap lifting me up and I giggled sinking into his chest, he gripped onto my hips and tugged me closer, causing me to slightly grind on him. I was frozen in place, my mind telling me not to moan. I didn't want him to stop, I felt his boner through his pants and I was starting to get wet from feeling his heat, oh merlin, please don't stop.
"Do u have anything to say now, y/n? Hm? Do u want to say u hate me again" he whispered in my ear kissing my neck softly. "I hate u" I said jokingly but also harshly, the words tasting like venom on my tongue. He chuckled at my statement, the vibrations from his laugh was sent through me, causing me to squeeze my legs against his hips.
"Desperate, aren't we?" Mattheo whispered again, his hands gliding over my exposed thighs. "I can't stand seeing u just wearing this" he muttered, putting his hand underneath my fabric, making my breath hitch. He took his hand away and pushed me off his lap, I looked up at him with my mouth wide open and he
laughed at me.
"I hate u" I said rolling my eyes to him he laid his head on his pillow and stared at me "I love u" he said smiling a little before he realized what he said his smile dropped.
Mattheo's pov
shit shit shit.
Why the hell did I say that.
Shit, she is looking at me weirdly.
"I'm tired" she said before resting her head on my chest.
I just fucked this up didnt I?
I look at her resting figure and how she actually fell asleep.
Does she not love me? does she even like me? why did that leave my mouth, maybe she dosent like me I mean this was arranged so she really shouldn't catch feelings but we do have to stay together.
I wish she caught feelings for me but it's bad because I'm a bad person I don't deserve her, she is so kind, gentle, nice I like her a lot, but does she like me back?
I stare at her resting figure none stop seeing how she let out little breaths, my father wants me to cheat on her but I don't want to he is doing a spell that he found to break the vow for about a day but the spell would be back up the next day, he is apparently going to show me the spell so when I do cheat I can break it.
I don't want to hurt her, I don't want to cheat I don't want to ruin what we have. She is finally really comfortable around me and now he wants me to ruin it.
Y/n pov
I woke up and immediately turn feeling a little bit cold I then realized Mattheo isn't in bed.
Where the hell could he be? I laid in the bed and just stared up in at the ceiling until I heard lighting it's dark out and raining.
I stood up and immediately felt the cold air hit my warm skin, it's so fucking cold I saw as one of the windows was open I walked over to it and closed it I swallow my saliva only to feel that my throat is dry, i grabbed one of mattheo's sweater and put it on.
I walk out of the room walking down to the stairs, I went into the kitchen and grabbed a glass of water filling it up. I drank the water and as I turned around the lights turned on at first I thought it was Mattheo but it was actually zayn.
"How come ur up" I asked him "The dark lord allowed us to mess around with someone" he said calmly as he also grabbed a glass of water I instantly saw all the blood on his shirt and how his knuckles are bloody, "who?" I asked please do not let it be Mattheo I thought he smiled at me, taking a big drink of water.
"Ur lover" he said smiling his teeth showing, "you know I thought he wouldn't be able to take the hits but no he took them alright, all of them, u should see his face all bloody oh and let's not forget the scars he already has we traced them so they matched all the fresh new ones" he said still smiling, disgusting I thought while looking at him.
I felt the tears in my eyes wanting to burst out, his father just allows them to hurt him i thought, I walked out of the kitchen not saying anything. I walked back to mattheo's room and saw him in the bathroom the door opened he was healing the cuts he was about to heal the one on his nose but I stopped him entering the bathroom, he turned around looking at me "I thought u would be asleep but turns out u weren't" he said seeing him made me want to cry, his blood on his shirt and all the cuts on his face, u can see a black eyes forming on his left eye.
He sadly smiled at me as he cleaned up some dry and fresh blood "u shouldn't take that cut on ur nose off, u look hot with it" I said sitting on one of the counters in the bathroom he chuckled cleaning up the blood on the mark but leaving the cut on the nose there, "see u look even hotter" I said getting off of the counter and making him look at down at me I pulled him down and went on my tippy toes to kiss him and it was nice and gentle, I smiled at him and he smiled back but that smiled soon left his face.
"go back to sleep" he said turning away "Mattheo" I paused looking at him, I know why he is acting like this now I didnt say I love u back, I do love him I was just to shocked to even processes anything "I love u" I said "to bad I lost feelings" he said rolling his eyes being all sassy, I rolled my eyes about to leave the bathroom but Mattheo pulled me in again.
He picked me up and sat me down on the counter "I love u" he said his eyes were soft and my heart warmed up hearing his words I ran my hands through his hair smiling pulling him close "I love u" I said smiling brightly he smiled back and pulled me in kissing me deeply, this time the kiss wasn't gentle. His kiss ruined me, he bit and sucked harshly, he pulled me closer his hands traveled under my sweater and was rubbing little circles on my back.
Mattheo pulled away, he leaned his forehead against mine and we both shared the same air. Mattheo pulled me back in kissing me and his hands pulled on my sweater he pulled away lifting it up and taking it off me, I realized I wasn't wearing pants I was only in my bra and underwear. A lustful smirk stretched on his face, desire pooling in between my legs as I stared up at him.
My sweater being taken off, my lace bra was now showing, my chest pressed tightly against his, showing the top half of my breast to him, he easily unclipped my bra, moving it out of our sight, he pulled off my underwear and kissed my inner thighs, trailing his kisses, his eyelashes blinked against my skin while he kissed.
I tugged at the waist band of his pants, pleading that I wanted them off. He did exactly that, he pulled the fabric down, revealing his lower half. He kissed me deeply and we both let out a short gasp as we finally connected together, our hot skin brushing against each other. I gripped his bicep as I felt pleasure and pain, our moans filled the room as our bodies joined together.
My legs wrapped around his waist as he pushed against me, when Mattheo looked me in the eyes he saw the girl he couldn't get out of his head and he heard my heavenly moans, I let out another loud moan as he thrusted in faster I gripped my nails on his back as he hit my g-spot over and over again, I closed my eyes feeling a bunch of pleasure I let out another loud moan as he hit the spot "ohh ma-Mattheo" I moaned out as he thrusted.
"Fuck, y/n" he said in a groan as his thrust became sloppier and he gripped my hips tighter. My eyes rolled to the back of my head as I began to feel a knot form in my stomach "Mattheo, I'm going to come" I made out of he thrusted hard "come" he said, I released and soon after Mattheo released inside me as well.
Mattheo let out a loud breath trying to catch his breath as I tried as well, I looked at him seeing his curls all messed up he stared back at me and kissed me on my lips again pulling me close to him, my legs wrapped around him and he carried me to the bed. He layed me on his bed, I stared up at him looming over me running my hand down his toned chest, smooth like sculpted marble.
Mattheo kissed me again, he moved his hand all over my body as he kissed and sucked on my lips, he planted kisses on my breast, grabbing and squeezing them, he moves his mouth back up to my neck trailing kisses while he went up. His hand moves to my clit, teasing me and I moan loudly, I pulled on his hair bringing him closer towards me. I feel his tip at my entrance, slowly inserting himself into my walls.
I yell feeling his huge dick enter me, he places his hand I've eng mouth muffling my screams, he slowly starts to pump in and out of me, his hand still concealing my mouth and his dick getting deeper with each thrust, I tilt my head back with pleasure, itching him to kiss the creamy skin on my neck again he releases his hand from my mouth and I let out a moan, feeling as he speed up.
He kissed my neck leaving huge marks, he picked up his pace and by now I was a moaning mess, he groaned as he moves his hips back and fourth. "M-Mattheo" I moaned out loud as I felt myself getting close, Mattheo hit my g-spot and that was what set me off the edge I moaned loudly releasing, Mattheo thrusted faster and soon released in me.
I let out a loud breath looking at him as he laid next to me. I pulled the covers up myself and saw as his breath calmed down Matthew pulled the covers up himself and he turned looking at me, I smiled at him and got close to him he wrapped his arms around me, instead of feeling insecure about my body like I used to around guys I felt safe with him seeing my body.
He could stare at my body and I won't get insecure, I feel safe around him, he wasn't one of those guys that would judge u off ur body, I look up at him and he smiled at me moving a piece of my hair out of the way, god I love his smile, that cute smile. I rested my head on his chest and as I think back to the days before school I think about how me and Mattheo didn't talk, didn't know much about each other, well he didnt know shit about me I know stuff about him but it was all just rumors.
People described him so different then I know him, I look at him and he went under the covers pulling me close to him, they described him really differently I mean sure he was rude a little at first but he warmed up. I felt my eyes get drowsy and I closed my eyes letting myself fall deeply a sleep.
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My crush got expelled from school cuz he got caught w a gun n got caught selling guns. I miss seeing his curly headed ass but he likes my bsf 😐 she dosent like him tho, my ex that cheated is still talking bout me like boy come on now 🙄 we broke up a long time ago, either way one of my ex guy friend is out of jail ❤️❤️ n he is hot... but he in house arrest now ugh I miss his tall ass too, not more then my crush tho obv 🙄😫
But I like the Mattheo riddle look a like, I like his curly headed ass 😔 but he likes my bsf n she dont like him she like my other friend bf but my friend knew that my bsf liked him before she even got with him. UGH WHY DO I LIKE HIM 😀 OH- IK CUZ HE REMINDS ME OF MATTHEO 😭😭😔 I HAVE HIS SNAP N BRUH WHEN I TELL U HE SEEM LIKE A TOXIC MATTHEO WHERE LIKE U HAVE TO BREAK THROUGH THE BARRIER OF PROTECTION OF HIS FEELINGS OR WTV YK N THATS WHEN HE GETS CLOSE N THAT IS HOW HE IS. ALSO A GUY LIKES ME THAT FRIENDS W ALL MY EXS N MY EX THAT CHEATED SWIPED UP CUZ HE FRIENDS W HIM N HE SWIPED UP ON MY STORY WHEN I POSTED A DIFFERENT GUY HE SAID POOR *HIS NAME OF THE GUYS WHO LIKES ME. BUT YEAH ALSO UGH I LIKE MY MATTHEO RIDDLE LOOK A LIKE BAE TO MUCH BRUH HE IS JS LIKE MATTHEO TOO 😫😫😫😫😫.
YALL SO MY CRUSH YK IM TEXTING HIM N HE SENT A PIC OF HIMSELF UGH WHEN IN TELL U HE SEEMS LIKE BENJAHIM BUT WITH A HINT OF TOXIC WELL HE CAN BE TOXIC BUT NOT THAT TOXIC ALSO MY EX THAT CHEATED HB THAT LIKES ME THEY HAVE BEEN TALKING BOUT ME N THEY KEEP MENTIONING HOW I REJECTED HIM N I POSTED ANOTHER GUY MY FRIENDS COUSIN N HE KEEP TALKING BOUT THAT SAYING HOW IM POSTING GUYS 😭😭
AHHH YALL MY FRIENDS COUSIN CALLED HIMSELF MY FUTURE BF 😫😫😭 YALL HELP ME I MIGHT GET TAKEN SOON BY MY FRIENDS COUSIN HE FINE THO 😫😫😫 BUT I HAVE A CRUSH ON THE GUY THAT LOOKS LIKE MATTHO HE SOOOO TOXIC BUT GOD DAMN 😔😭 OMG SO IM TEXTING ANOTHER GUY N HE SO TOXIC UGH 😫 BUT THERES THIS PLUG... 😻😻❤️
BRUH MY COUSIN LITERALLY GOT TAKEN ADVANTAGE OF WHEN SHE WAS DRUNK N A GUY FUCKED HER THEN GHOSTED HER 😒
But I hope u guys liked this chapter 😀
Lots of love, gianna