Y/n pov
I open my eyes feeling the sun hit my face, and I turn to my side only to realize Mattheo isn't in bed I thought, he is acting weird I thought the door opened showing Mattheo "good morning" he said I didn't respond but turn to my side trying to fall asleep again, "seems like your not having a good morning" he said walking over my side of the bed and hovered over me blocking the sun that was hitting my face.
"get away" I said pushing him a little "are you on your lady days or what" he said confused I rolled my eyes at him before turning the other way, "I will take that as a yes" he said "no I did not mattheo" I looked at him while he was changing "what time is it" I asked "12:35" he said wtf no wonder Mattheo was already out of bed I wouldn't want to be in bed at this time either but here I am I thought "right I hate being in bed waiting for u to wake up but usually I do wait, today u were just taking longer" he said changing out of his pants.
"Ugh today we have that ball" I said rolling my eyes, as he changed into different pants "yes darling we do" he said walking over to the bed "I don't want to be at the ball" I said resting my head on his shoulder as he sat down in bed next to me "it's our ball we have to be there" he responded moving the hair that was in my face.
"U should get up" he said standing up from my bed "no" I said laying back down and covering my face with the covers, "y/n darling come on it's about to be one pm and u didn't eat" he said "and?" I looked at him taking the covers out of my face "and u should not be hungry while at the ball" he said, I raised my eyebrow at him knowing that he was lying "fine I was lying, js get up" he said.
I rolled my eyes before getting up from the bed "ugh" I said throwing myself back into the bed again but Mattheo wrapped his arm around my waist pulling me back up, "Mattheo" I said rolling my eyes and letting my head to fall on his chest, "come on y/n u cant stay in bed all day" he said "umm yes I can" I responded, "at least eat and then come back up here to sleep" he said "deal" I walked over to the door
unwrapping mattheo's grip on me.
"Wait right now" he said "yes I want to go back in bed" I responded opening the door now waiting for him to leave first, he walked out and I closed the door but as I closed it I looked at mattheo's drawer thinking about what I saw last night, maybe it was a dream I thought "what was a dream" Mattheo asked grabbing hold of my hand "um nothing" I responded still thinking about what I saw last night.
It had to be a dream, at least I will tell myself that, I know Mattheo kills people but to the point we're he has to have stains of there blood on his shirt?, I walked to the kitchen Mattheo next to me as I entered I saw a bunch of appetizers being made by house elves, probably for later, "maybe we shouldn't be in here" I said pausing looking up at Mattheo "lets go back to our room" I said happily trying to leave but he stopped me "y/n u have to eat something" he said "fine" I walked to the fridge grabbing lettuce, spinach and kale setting them down on a empty place so that the house elves don't get mad.
I grabbed fresh fruit, nuts and seed, and lastly I grabbed shredded hard cheese, I started to put them in a bowl and started to make my salad, I soon finished making the salad as I look occasionally at mattheo who keep looking and around and moving around bored, while he was walking around the kitchen he ended up bumping into a elf making the elf drop a plate of pastries.
I sat down on a stool eating the salad and I looked at Mattheo who was just watching the elves and not walking around anymore "go walk around Mattheo" I said laughing a little, he looked at me "wow y/n your so funny" he said sarcastically "i know I really am funny" I said smilling at him as he just ran one of his hands through his hair.
I keep eating my salad, I soon ended eating putting my plate in the sink "oh and Mattheo be careful with the elves" I said turning around looking at him before walking ahead being careful to not hit any elves like Mattheo, I made it out of the kitchen successfully I looked behind me to see Mattheo, "did u bump into any elves" I asked him as he walked over to me "actually I did not" he said down smiling at me.
I speed walked back to the room trying to go back to sleep as soon as possible, we soon got to the room and I immediately jumped onto the bed laying back down and cuddling into the covers "seriously, is this the reason why u were walking fast" he asked "yes it is" I smiled at him cuddling into the covers more.
"god ur lazy" he said walking over to the side I was cuddling into, "bye darling" he said now walking over to the door "where are u going" I asked sitting up "I just have to do something, alright" he said "alright" I responded laying down, he left closing the door behind him, I staid laying down for a couple of minutes looking at a drawer.
I stood up walking over to the drawer as I opened it I looked for the shirt but didn't find anything, I started looking through other drawers but as I looked I found a horcrux book hiding in the back of a drawer, why the hell does he have this I thought is it for him or for Voldemort, I'm really hoping Voldemort I thought I looked for more but didn't find anything else, I sat down sitting on the edge of the bed.
What the hall, why does he have the book is it for his father but his father already has to many, it is possible though, did he take the shirt this morning I thought, I'm very confused, the door opened and I looked up seeing Mattheo coming in with the shirt in his hand but this time no blood stains on it, "oh I thought u were asleep" he said "oh yeah I was but then I kind of got a nightmare so" I paused not sure what else to say, he nodded and walked over to his drawer.
Shit did I put everything back in place, he opened the drawer and I try to look and got a glimpse of the horcrux book shit it wanst there before, I look up to see Mattheo starring at me but he turned away putting the book in the back again, fuck he has to know that it was me who else would it be literally no one because it was me, god your an idiot y/n.
I look up at him smiling he walked over standing in front of me, he kneel down to me "why aren't u sleeping" he asked "I got a nightmare" I said he raised an eyebrow at me, does he know I'm lying "right" he paused standing up now towering over me like usual "go back to sleep, u still have a couple of hours" he said giving a quick peak on my lips before leaving the room again, leaving me with my train of thoughts.
I moved from the edge of the bed to the middle wrapping the covers around me, I close my eyes trying to sleep but I couldn't sleep I don't know why I haven't been able to sleep when I'm in bed alone, shit I thought I've gotten to attached to Mattheo, ugh I thought, how did I get this attached to him to the point were I can only fall asleep when he is next to me, I'm so stupid, come on y/n u can fall asleep alone, I thought closing my eyes.
As I closed them I left them closed for a little trying to sleep,only for me to open my eyes again, I got up from the bed and walked over for the door opening it seeing Mattheo "what the hell" I said confused I thought he was with his father, he laughed a little "thought I should just stay here with u, my father can wait" he said, I smiled at his words, walking back inside and going onto the bed "where were u going" he asked me taking off his shirt "i dont even know" I said laughing a little at my own words.
I laid down in bed, wrapping the covers around me again I turn looking at Mattheo as he walked over to the bed next to me as soon as he got in bed, I wrapped myself around him laying my head on his chest, he pulled my leg up over his torso, as soon as I felt his warmth I was able to drift off into sleep, I'm to attached to him.
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"Wake up love birds" I heard bellatrixs voice, I moved a little trying to go back to sleep, "WAKE UP Y/N" she yelled trying to get me to wake up, I let my head rest and close my eyes a little "wake up darling" Mattheo spoke up I raised my head of his chest and looked at Bella and seeing cissy also there, "so u listen to him" bella said shaking her head side to side.
I closed my eyes a little again about to drift off but Mattheo pulled the back of my hair making me wake up, "get up love birds" bella said moving around, cissy walked over to the shades opening them, i look out seeing as it wasn't so sunny it was a little dark "it's five u two have an hour to get ready, get ur asses of the bed" she said I rolled my eyes at her before almost rolling off the bed but Mattheo put his hand on my waist stopping me from moving.
I looked at him and he stared at me smiling but his smile went down when he heard bella talk again "come on lovers" she said I got up tiredly looking at them two "go shower" she said turning to Mattheo "u to go shower" she said "what with her" Mattheo said "no not with her we don't need her pregnant again" she said "go to your room" she gave him something before he stood up from the bed and made his way to the door leaving.
He has his own room, how did I never realize that I thought "Go we dont have time to waist people will be here early" cissy said rushing me in the bathroom as soon as I got in I started to unclothe myself and went in the shower, washing my hair and body, shaving my body hair, I soon finished showering and got out of the shower and wrapped a towel around my body walking out of the bathroom.
"Finally, ur done" bella said walking away to the closet, she came back with the all black puffy dress that had black roses on them, she laid the dress on the bed grabbing the pair of plain black long gloves that we bought to match with the dress, "here" cissy gave me a black bra and underwear shoving me back into the bathroom I'm very confused I thought as I put on the bra and underwear the bra was strapless since the dress was strapless to.
I left the bathroom my towel still wrapped around my body, "here" bella said grabbing a robe, I took of my towel putting on the robe they leaded me to the bathroom again this time they started to do my makeup, they made sure my makeup was natural makeup instead of that hideous makeup is how most pureblood lady's say it, I never had a problem with dark or bright color makeup but natural makeup had to be my favorite.
They finished up with my makeup, as cissy finished little details bella started to brush through my hair, once cissy finished doing my makeup she grabbed a blow dryer plugging it in, my hair was still a little bit wet and since bella brushed through it, it wasn't tangled cissy started to moved my hair around making sure it's all dry so they can style it, once it was dry cissy put away the hair dryer and Bella started to grab front pieces and putting them behind my ear slicking the front pieces back she grabbed a brush slicking it back, cissy handed two hair pins to Bella and she grabbed them putting them on my hair they were plain silver.
Cissy grabbed a curler and plugged it in letting it heat up, as Bella slicked the front she made sure the back of the top poof out, cissy started to grab the back pieces of my hair and curled it, she curled all my hair and as she was done she grabbed hair spray, spraying it on my hair making sure my hair stays in place, she would always use this hair spray for other events it would help my hair stay in place for hours on end.
We exit the bathroom and went back into the room, now it's time to change into my dress, bella and cissy both grabbed the dress since it was really big "put ur arms up" cissy said I put my arms up and they put the dress over my head trying not to mess up my hair, we got the dress on correctly and cissy tied to back since the top was a like a corset, bella gave me the gloves that went a little over my elbow, cissy gave me my heels which made me 5'6 in height they were plain black heels.
The door opened showing Draco surprisingly he isnt wearing an all black suit "mother there's guest already here" he said walking in seeing as I was already ready "oh dear" cissy said panicking and brushing off imaginary dust from her dress "mom u look lovely" Draco said smiling at her she paused smiling at him before looking at Bella "Bella dear come on" she said waving Bella to leave with her, Bella walked over to cissy who was waiting by the door for her, they both left and I turned to Draco.
"I'm surprised u are not wearing a full black suit" I said smiling at him "Mattheo threatened me not to, since he was I'm going to get him back for this one" he said jokingly, I think, "actually where is Mattheo" I asked him "oh he's at his room" he said "i don't know where his room is at" I said "oh really" he said, I nodded "come on follow me" he said walking over to the door and left, I followed right behind making sure that I don't see any guest, I'm only supposed to go down the stairs when I'm with Mattheo.
We walked to mattheo's room the whole time all I heard was chattering and ball room music, "what time is it" I asked Draco as we were walking I wonder if the ball is supposed to be even started at right now "it's 5:43" he said oh damn people are here early, we soon made it to his room and Draco knocked on the door after a minute of two it opened showing Mattheo, I looked at him smiling he smiled back his eyes staying on mine "I'm done here" Draco said breaking our eye contact with his voice "I hate u both, goodbye" he said walking away and leaving me and Mattheo.
"Come in" Mattheo said pulling me inside his room he closed the door and I looked around seeing the room, it was nice and big probably bigger then mine, his room had a nice bed that was nicely done a bathroom and walk in closet bigger then mine, "how come u got a bigger room then me" I said turning to look at him he laughed a little walking over to a mirror he stood in front of it fixing his suit, I walked over to him and looked at myself in the mirror next to him "ask your parents why u have a smaller room then me" he said turning to me now, I rolled my eyes at him.
"If u dont like that your room is smaller then mine then just stay in my room" he said grabbing hold of my waist pulling me closer to him "yeah no I will stick to mine" I said turning to look in the mirror and seeing as my dress was so big and my hair, I like how I look I thought "well u do look beautiful" mattheo said "so I only look beautiful now" I said "You know that isn't what I meant" he said, I laughed looking up at him seeing him stare down at me "are u nervous" he asked taking hold of my hand that was shaking from nerves "of course I am" I responded quietly.
"U don't need to be nervous" he said "oh but I do Mattheo I'm really nervous and scared to go in that room" I said my nerves hitting harder and I felt like my whole body was shaking "it's alright darling, calm down darling I will be there with u" he said reassuring, I calmed down a little resting my head on his chest as he rested his hands on my waist.
"I got u something" he said, I looked up at him taking my head of his chest he moved me to the bed telling me to sit down, I sat down carefully as the bed was made nicely he grabbed something that was in his drawer I looked at it carefully realizing what it was "the other one didn't mean shit" he said walking over to me and stood in front "I wanted to give u another one, one that isn't off regret or forgiveness but the feelings that I'm actually feeling towards u y/n" he said his words circling in my head.
he got down on one knee towards me, smiling up at me, god that smile, that smile that I see every morning now, "y/n malfoy" he said but I stopped him "no cheesy shit anymore just kiss me" I said he laughed pulling me down with him, he pulled me close to him on the ground and kissed me strongly, I kissed back but pulled away hearing as the door was struggling to open I look at the door before turning to Mattheo "u locked the door" I said, looking as my dress circled around us taking up a lot of space "of course I locked the door they always walk in whenever they want to" Mattheo said I laughed at his word.
"Actually this happened today your dad knocked and I did not hear him since I was in the bathroom, I was about to shower and he walked into my room and walked over to the bathroom I was taking off my clothes and he walked in but right away he closed the door" mattheo said, I looked at him weirded out did my dad see mattheos dick I thought "yeah he did actually" Mattheo said calmly, I laughed at his words and how calmed he seemed to be "not going to lie I don't want to see him because of that" he said zoning out I laughed even louder but someone knocked on the door again.
"Wait Mattheo what time is it" I asked him he looked at his watch "6:04" he said looking up at me "shit Mattheo we are late to our own ball" I said standing up but Mattheo pulled me back down "who cares let's just stay here all night" he said leaving soft kisses on my chest, I rolled my eyes at him pulling him away from my chest "Mattheo we have to go, come on" I said now successfully standing up, he stood up as well, I was going to walk to the door but Mattheo pulled me back again.
"Matt-" I got cut off as he took of my gloves throwing them on the bed and slipping the ring on my finger, "I wasn't going to let u leave without it" he said now walking ahead, I looked down at the ring in awe (y'all can imagine any right u want I won't choose u for u cuz u might not like it 🤷♀️) "u will have time to look at the ring later, come on" he said waving me over "shouldnt I bring the gloves" I said "fuck the gloves all u need is the ring" he said "hell u don't even need the dress around me" he said smiling at me.
I hit him playfully on the chest as he locked the door with a key "I think u should start sleeping in my room" Mattheo said "yeah sure I will consider it" I said fixing his suit as he brushed down my dress "really" he said happily smiling down at me "no" I said pulling him down to kiss me, I pulled away turning seeing as there was a couple of two who were staring at us in awe.
I started to feel nervous and anxious again realizing how many people will be starting at us the whole night "hey" mattheo said pulling my head back up to look at him "u will be fine" he reassured me I nodded still feeling a little anxious "here" he said handing me a key "it's for my room, if u want to lock ur self in it for a little while to calm ur self" he said his voice coming out rather calm I nodded at his words, feeling calm Mattheo was my comfort person I would not admit that to anyone but he was.
I smiled up at him he smiled back now going down to kiss me, I kissed back but pulled away realizing we have still not shown up to our own ball "Mattheo we have to go in the ball room" I said "right" he said rolling his eyes "I say let's just go back to my room and lock ourselves in there" he said smiling "come on Mattheo" I said now being the one to make him go to the ball instead of the other way around.
"Ugh fine" he said walking forward "mattheo" I said "yeah" he responded and turned around I looked at how some people where in the hall and were staring at us, he realized and walked over "idiot" I said once he was close enough and wrapped his hand around my waist "well this idiot is ur soon to be husband" he said smiling down at me I looked up at him smiling as well.
Mattheo being my soon to be husband dosent disgust me as much anymore, I looked up at him while walking, we stood outside two big doors hearing the ball room music through the door, "are u nervous" Mattheo asked me "very" I responded "it's going to be fine darling" he said turning to look at me I nodded he went down kissing me again, I kissed back and the two ball room doors open, "oh shit" Draco said as aurora had the other door open, I heard clicking of cameras but I did not pull away but kiss Mattheo deeper he pulled me closer and I could feel the smile in the kiss, I smiled into the kiss as well not feeling as anxious or scared or nervous but happy.
I pulled away to breath but just looked straight at Mattheo not wanting to turn and look at the people as I was hearing gasps, cameras clicking and clapping, but I just looked at Mattheo and he stared back he kissed me with a quick peck and he spoke up "u ready" he asked "I'm ready" I responded turning to look at all the people who were watching the doors were still open since Draco was holding one side and aurora the other.
Never mind im not ready Mattheo I thought darling calm down we don't have to speak, yet, we speak later he said in my mind wait we have to speak I thought yes now come on he said in my head we started to walk forward and everyone was watching carefully, this is one of my most hatted feeling, when everyone's eyes are glued to u. I walked forward with Mattheo and I looked around and I saw my mother and father, I thought about what Mattheo said earlier in the room, saying how my father walked in on him.
Me and Mattheo walked down the stair case seeing as everyone's eyes were still glued on us, Mattheo squeezed my hand feeling as I was shaking, my nerves are getting the best of me Mattheo I thought in my head, he stopped walking and turned towards me pulling me closer to him I looked up at him feeling rather calm "your fine darling we already made it this far" he said giving a quick kiss on my forehead and we started to walk again but this time I was closer to him.
He wrapped his arm around my waist and I rested my head on him while we were walking down, I really hate this I thought calm down two more steps he said in my mind everyone's just watching us Mattheo I thought the two only sounds were the ball music and all the pictures the paparazzi was taking of us.
We made it down the stairs and everyone was watching until the doors opened again and in walked mattheo's father, now everyone was starting wide of course they didn't expect him to show up, hell neither did I. Me and Mattheo watched as he walked in head strong and his posture straight, he was actually wearing a suit just like mattheo's, did u know your father was going to show up I thought of course I did I told him too Mattheo responded why didn't he not want to come I thought nope he did not want to but he should be here so people know that he is actually back Mattheo responded I didn't say anything or think anything to respond back.
Mattheo's father walked down the stairs and made his way towards us as we were close to the stairs, again the only sound was the ball room music and cameras everyone had stopped what they were doing and looked to watch as he walked over to me and Mattheo, "I see that everyone came right on time" Voldemort spoke up as he did people resumed what they were doing but occasionally glanced at us to see what we were doing.
"Come" he said walking forward we both walked behind him and I still felt so many eyes watching me I hate this I thought I'm right here darling mattheo's voice came up in my head, I looked up at him and smiled, he didn't turn to look at me but smiled looking forward seeing me from the corner of his eyes smiling.
We made it to a little corner setting on a couch me and Mattheo and in front sat Voldemort grabbing a drink from an elf "later today this evening u two will announce ur love for each other and say the date u will get married so the people know" Voldemort paused taking a sip before continuing "and y/n" he turned to me "an heir as soon as possible" he said before standing up and seeing as the rosier's walked in through the ball room doors, he left leaving me and Mattheo alone.
I staid still sitting next to Mattheo, I looked at him and he stared at me, "dont worry about getting pregnant soon again" he said "u still have time" he said I didn't respond but looked at where Voldemort was and saw that the rosier's had a baby, it was a girl, she didn't seem to young but not to old, she was probably around 1 years old, the mother hold the baby gently and the baby looked over at me as the baby was resting it's head on her shoulder, she is so cute.
"Y/n" I heard mattheo's voice I turned towards him "I'm fine with having the baby soon" I said looking at him before turning at the baby that smiled cutely at me, "what" Mattheo said confused "but u sa-" I cut him off "I know what I said but I'm fine with having the baby soon" I turned towards him again "really" he asked now shocked but that hint of confusion was still there "yeah" I nodded, he smiled at me but I looked at the baby seeing as it stared at me, why is she starring at me so much.
He turned to look where I was starring and he saw the baby "ohh" he said cutting my train of thoughts off I turned looking at him and he looked at me "the rosier's kid, she's 1 years old I remember before I found out I had to marry u a week before I took care of her she was a trouble maker, she wouldn't cry surprisingly" he said "u took care of her" I asked looking at him "yeah I did, she would try and walk, she almost got it before she ended up falling down again" he said I laughed a little.
"Babys are so cute" i said, he raised an eyebrow at me "u really think so" he said "yeah I do but I never really wanted a baby, but here I am forced to have one, now that I think about it I do want one now" I said looking at the baby "really" he said "yeah" I nodded my head slowly getting close to him, I rested my head on his shoulder and I looked seeing as there was photographers, I wrapped my arms around his neck and rested my head over one of my arms that was resting on his shoulder "what are u doing darling" he whispered "photographers" I whispered back, his hands went to my waist and I pulled my arms away from his neck and I rested my head on his shoulder leaning into him.
"They all are watching us, it's so creepy" I whispered he looked at me before looking behind him and seeing the photographers, they turned away as Mattheo looked at them and went back to drinking and talking, I took my head off mattheo's shoulder and I looked around but as I did I saw the baby starring at me again, she is so cute I thought, "come on" Mattheo said standing up and offering a hand, I stood up taking his hand and he walked towards the rosier's, as we were getting closer to them his father waved us over.
I looked at the baby who was just smiling at me, "oh my goodness" the women said once we got near mattheo's father "u are so beautiful" she said towards me "I cant believe Mattheo is getting married" she said smiling brightly, she seems really nice. "Yes well Mattheo didn't know who to settle down with" Voldemort said a hint of disgust in his tone, I looked at the couple of two seeing as the husband didn't talk much "well he choose wisely I see" she said "u are very beautiful" she lastly said to me "thank u" I said, I'm still surprised at how kind she is the husband looked at her disgusted, i now see why he is quiet.
I kind of forgot that most of the death eaters don't know about how me and Mattheo are arranged, "y/n" Mattheo said, I look at him and realized I zoned out, but we were still talking to them "u two would make beautiful babies" she said kindly, Voldemort said something but I didn't really care what he said stop zoning out I head mattheo's voice in my head my bad I guess I thought.
I looked around zoning out again shit I thought trying to stop, I looked at the ground and I zoned out without even realizing it y/n mattheo's voice popped up in my head again I look at him and see that he is carrying the baby, how much did I zone out, "give me her" I whispered to him, he rolled his eyes at me before handing the baby. I rested the baby's head on my shoulder making sure that I protect her head, she was wearing a nice dark blue dress, with a dark blue head band.
"Look at how cute she is" I said to Mattheo turning around so he can see her face that was resting on my shoulder, "yeah she's cute" he said before I can even realize what he was doing he took the baby out of my hands and carried her in his hands "hey, I want to carry her" I said "well to bad I'm carrying her now" he said, his father and the rosier's went to talk about something, "we have to take care of her" Mattheo said "give me her" I said reaching out my arms to grab her, "fine" he said giving her back to me.
I looked at her and she smiled up at me, my heart warmed up seeing as her little smile, I walked back to the couch sitting down and seeing as people were dancing but I was busy focusing on her, Mattheo sat down next to me and I smiled at her, I cant explain how much I love this baby, I looked at Mattheo seeing as he he watched the baby as well.
I look up hearing cameras clicking, I saw photographers taking photos of us but they made sure to keep distant "Mattheo" I said he looked at me "just ignore them" he said already knowing what I was referring too, "give me here" he said I gave him her and he stood her up, "Matt-" he cut me off "I want to see if she can actually walk now" he responded "be careful with her" I said, he didn't respond but stood her up on the ground and held her little hands to support her, she started to take little step slowly and as soon as Mattheo let go she started to walk.
"See" Mattheo said "she can walk" he said turning around "Mattheo" I said looking at the baby seeing as she walked close to the dance floor "what" he said "go get her" I said trying to stay calm as I saw her getting to close "Mattheo" "GO GET HER" I yelled at him, I looked around seeing as people looked at us but I was to worried to care about that, he ran towards her, picking her up right before she bumped into someone, oh thank god I thought he brought her back smiling "she could have gotten hurt" I said towards him "but she didn't" he said, he wasn't supporting her head and she threw herself back in his arms but he grabbed hold of her little head.
"Hold her head" i said towards him, I looked around seeing Draco and aurora together, they walked towards us and aurora laughed as soon as she got near us "I swear I didn't want the baby to get hurt but that was funny" aurora said I laughed a little, grabbing the baby out of mattheo's hands "hey" he said trying to protest "u almost hurt her be quiet" I said he grabbed her back from my hands and sat down on the ground with her seeing as she played and crawled around.
I sat on the ground as well my dress going everywhere from how big it is, at 7 we have to announce our marriage saying that it is true and that we are deeply in love. I look at Mattheo seeing as he is playing around with the baby, she giggled throwing herself back on Mattheo and he caught her nicely in his arms I smiled seeing how gentle he was with her, I look in front seeing Draco and aurora, aurora smirked at me and walked towards me on the ground sitting down "oh wow he is good with kids" she said smiling looking over at Mattheo as he played around with the baby.
"Oh shut up" I said feeling heat rise to my face, "aww ur blushing" she said smiling kindly at me, i rolled my eyes at her before looking back at Mattheo, he stood up with the baby right in his arms he took her in her arms carefully trying not to hurt her, "shit" I heard him say he turned around looking at me "we have to go Annonce" he said sticking out his hand for me to take.
I stood up taking his hand in mine and he carried the baby carefully in his arms, we walked holding hands and people turned giving us there attention as we walked, I grabbed champagne from a tray while walking and hold it in my hands while walking up the stairs, Mattheo was still holding the baby carefully and she smiled and giggled throwing herself in his arms, we stood at the top of the staircase and mattheo's father came near us, my mother and father stood next to me as Voldemort spoke up.
The baby started to snuggle into mattheo's shoulder as she seemed tired now "hold her" Mattheo said taking her carefully and passing her to me, she looked like she wanted to cry while he moved her off him but she looked at me in the face and calmed down throwing herself on me now, she snuggled into my shoulder now and as Mattheo started to talk as well he grabbed hold of my hand, but I was to busy with the baby to even care about what he was saying y/n his voice came in my head again and I turned looking up at him, I smiled at him and he smiled down at me giving me a kiss as people started to clap.
I don't even know what happened or what he said, this whole stupid party just to prove that we are "in love", I walked down the stair case with Mattheo,once we made it down the stairs the rosier's came back and grabbed the baby gently away from my arms "thank you for taking care of her" the kind woman said smiling at me and Mattheo, "no problem" Mattheo said "I always like taking care of her" he said smiling at her and she giggled trying to throw herself at him again, the lady laughed seeing at her daughters reaction "yes well seems like she loves spending time with u as well" she said smiling at her daughter as she rested her head on her shoulder as well.
Voldemort came in before we could respond and started talking to them, "come on" Mattheo said dragging me to the dance floor, he slipped his hand onto my waist and pushed me closer to him and took my hand molding our fingers together. I looked around seeing as I saw zayn watching me and Mattheo together, Mattheo took his hand of my waist and softly used his fingers to guide my face to look him in the eye.
"Don't look at him, look at me" he commanded softly his hand going back to my waist as I let my own rest behind his neck, I didn't respond but once in a while when Mattheo took his eyes off me I would look at zayn seeing as he still had his eyes trained on me, I was going to look up at Mattheo but I felt his hands leave my waist and my arms slowly left his neck as he walked away, he walked away and slowly a girl came in the picture, Astoria.
"Well look at that" Zayn's voice caught my attention and I turned around looking at him "ur husband left u" he said "he's not my husband" I said almost walking away but he grabbed hold of my arm and pulled me towards him I looked at the photographers seeing as they watched us two "zayn" I said pausing "let's go outside" I said looking around seeing as more people started eyeing us.
I walked outside with zayn following and I sat down on a bench seeing as plants moved in a little breeze, "really just sit out here" he said "yeah" I responded "come on" he stood up "wait what" I said "let's go" he said as he started to climb the roof "zayn I'm in heels and a big dress, what makes u think I'm going on the roof" I said "well for one u used to not mind going up here in a dress and heels" he said reaching his hand down for me to grab "za-" I said "what ur husband wouldn't want u doing this" he said I rolled my eyes at him knowing Mattheo wouldn't want me with him at all "come on y/n darling, ur little husband is with another girl that means u can be with me" he said smiling at me still leaving his hand out for to grab.
I slowly took off my shoes and threw them at him he caught them putting them down and I reached my hand out for him to grab, he grabbed hold of it and helped me climb up, we didn't go all the way up of the house like how we used to but we staid on the edge seeing as the plants moved. "Here" he said I looked at his hand seeing a bottle of whiskey "really" I said looking at him "just dink out of it, I didn't poison it" he said I laughed grabbing the bottle and taking a big sip.
"Here" I said passing it back towards him, I ended up being with his for like half an hour not saying anything but drinking, he laid back and pulled me down with him, I laid my head on his chest looking up at the stars "I missed this" he said his voice coming out deep and raspy since he was drunk "u missed when we would hang out like this" I asked/said "yeah I missed this and u, I know I fucked up y/n with hurting u an-" I cut him off "it was your choice to hit me and constantly hurt me over and over again zayn" I said sitting up now and looking at him "I know that y/n bu-" I cut him off "no zayn" I shook my head "ur drunk u don't even know what ur saying so stop, stop talking and pass me the god damn bottle" I said laughing a little as he actually passed it, I took a sip from it and I looked around as I did I saw someone odo I recognize them I thought I tiled my head trying to get a better view.
"Mattheo" I head the voice call out shit its Theodore and Lorenzo oh god, who else I thought I looked around seeing as there was blaire, aurora, Draco, blaise and finally Mattheo, shit i thought "zayn" I whispered "yeah" he said sitting up "oh shit" he said right away recognizing as they looked at us "Y/N" blaire yelled shit they know "ARE U FUCKING KIDDING ME" I look seeing Mattheo as he yelled starring at us as we were on the roof shit.
"Give me my heels, zayn" I said calmly he passed me my heels and helped me get down slowly, once I got down they started walking towards me "y/n" aurora said a hint of disappointment in her voice, I started to walk away not wanting to hear anything "Y/N" I heard Draco yell but I didn't turn around "Y/N DONT FUCKING WALK AWAY" Mattheo yelled, I stopped in my tracks turning around and looked as they all stood together, Draco's face in sympathy, aurora and blaire face with disappointment, Theodore, blaise and Lorenzo didn't even understand what was happening and u can tell.
I looked at mattheo's face only seeing anger, "do u got anything to say or can I keep walking" I said loud enough for them to hear, Mattheo started walking towards me and the rest watched as he got closer and stood right in front of me he was about to say something to me but zayn spoke up, "oh come on don't be mad at her" I look behind Mattheo to see zayn not far long behind him, Mattheo turned around seeing zayn.
"U cant be mad at her for being with me when u were with Astoria" he said "u were with my sister" aurora spoke up "yes I was but we didn't do anything" he said "right" zayn spoke calmly "we didn't" Mattheo said "why the fuck would I touch your sister" Mattheo said to aurora "u have before" I spoke up, he turned around looking at me "if I did touched her I would have been dead right now" he said fine your right about that I thought I know I am I heard his voice.
I rolled my eyes mentally hearing how he spoke "now we can't fight with that" Draco said disappointed I laughed at what he said and Mattheo looked at me annoyed "seriously" he said "what" I said my attitude obviously coming out "Y/N" I heard a familiar voice call out, I look around seeing the door to inside open "come on" I said grabbing mattheo's hand, "y/n why do I keep catching u with him" he spoke up while we walked getting close to the door each second.
"Look Mattheo" I stopped walking and turned towards him, he didn't look like how he did inside his hair was messed up he looked like he was about to pass out his suit had a stain on it and he clearly did not seem okay. "If u are wondering why I'm talking to him, I don't intentionally try and talk to him" I said walking again, he followed behind me and I let go of his hand.
"Y/n" the voice came out again and I saw cissy close by we entered the house and there was still so many people here "oh dear" she said looking at us both while holding the baby "go back to your room and fix up" she said trying to say it as nicely as possible "oh and also the dark lord insisted that baby Alice" she said showing the baby that looked sleepy "stay for tonight and tomorrow, to see how u two will take care of a child" she said, Alice started to whine before she broke into tears in cissy's arms "oh dear" cissy said.
"She keeps crying" she said worried, Mattheo reached out grabbing her and almost instantly she calmed down attaching to him "oh well that's good seems like she just didn't like me much" cissy said smiling before it went down again "I think u two should go back into your room and get a little fixed up" she said before walking away.
"I think she wants us to go get fixed up Mattheo" I said turning to look at him "I think so too y/n" he said "come on" I grabbed hold of his hand and started to walk through the crowd they watched as we went up the stairs and left the room I let out a big sigh as I felt relieved of not being watched, "who's room" he asked "yours" I said he rolled his eyes at me and pulled me towards him with his free hand he rested it on my waist, I looked at Alice who seemed like she is asleep "is she asleep Mattheo" I asked "yeah she is" he said looking at her and seeing as her small figure let out a little breath.
We walked to his room and as soon as I got inside I jumped on the bed laying down tired, "I'm going to set her down on the bed" Mattheo said taking Alice slowly off him and setting her down on the bed carefully she moved around a little, her little figure squirming around on the bed, she soon got comfortable in a spot and u can hear her little breaths as she slept peacefully, I stood up from the bed and looked at her smiling at how cute she was.
I look at Mattheo seeing as he set down a baby blanket on her "where did u get that" I asked him "last time when I took care of her they left this cover" he said before moving calmly away from the bed and looked at her seeing as her little hands grabbed hold of the blanket, "come on we have to get fixed up" he said "alright" I looked myself in the mirror and my hair was a little messed up so I went to the bathroom fixing it up.
I finished fixing it and I walked out of the bathroom seeing Mattheo changing into a different black shirt since the other one had a stain, I watched as he took of his shirt seeing as his tone abs showed clearly I really want to just have his child already I thought I stopped staring realizing mattheo's was starring at me he chuckled a little "u really do want a kid now" he asked walking over to me putting on his shirt "yeah now I do" I said smiling up at him as he stood in front of me, he smiled down at me laughing a little "I thought u were joking when u said u did" he said "nope now I actually want one" I said taking a glance at Alice who slept peacefully on the bed.
"Let me guess after seeing Alice and how cute she was u wanted one" he said looking back at Alice "exactly that" I responded smiling at him as he rolled his eyes, he walked away from me grabbing his blazer and he looked at Alice "we should bring her right" he asked/said "yeah bring her" I said he grabbed her carefully in his arms and she woke up about to cry but he left the blanket around her and she softly let her head rest on his shoulder falling asleep.
"Seems like she is attached to u" I said "I'm pretty sure she is" he said walking over to the door and opened it, I walked out and I waited for Mattheo as he closed the door Alice sleeping in his arms peacefully, she's so cute, now that I think about it I do really want kids maybe one or two, three couldnt hurt either, I got cut off my thoughts at mattheo speaking up "come on y/n" he said as he stood in front of me I smiled walking forward holding his hand, he smiled softly at me, two would probably be my max.
We walked back to the ball room and I know right away as we entered people were staring and I tried to avoid the paparazzi since they got closer i tried to avoid them from all the pictures they were taking and the bright lights hitting my face, is Alice still asleep I thought asking the question to Mattheo he looked at Alice and she seemed calm she's asleep but she's moving around a little he responded in my head, we keep walking and we went to a couch sitting down and letting Alice lay down setting her down calmly to make sure she dosent wake up.
I look at her little body and it warmed my heart seeing how small and cute she was "y/n" mattheo's voice got me out of my own head "yeah" I said looking at him then Alice "seems like u like Alice more then u like me" he said staring at me I stared back at him "I do like her more then I like u" I said smiling brightly at him, he rolled his eyes annoyed but threw his head back tired he closed his eyes and I watched him carefully seeing as he swallowed and the bump on his throat moved, I don't know why I find that so hot I thought.
He raised his head back up "u find what hot" he asked "I hate u for always going in my head" I rolled my eyes at him I looked at Alice who was still asleep peacefully she was in the middle of us two Mattheo was a little far away and I was closer to Alice, "I love going in ur head" he responded brightly smiling at me, I love his smile, his smile makes my days.
I looked up seeing aurora Draco, Lorenzo, Theo, blaise and blaire some of them sitting down on the couch across and some standing up, blaire and aurora came over next to me and sat down "I'm going to sit on the floor" I told blaire and Aurora they followed me and sat down as well on the ground I smiled at them seeing as they followed what I did, "so I see u and Mattheo are taking care of that baby again" blaire said loudly "yes blaire we are" Mattheo said batting his eyes lashes making him look all girly.
"I can see" she rolled her eyes at him, Mattheo sat down next to me on the ground, he was on my left while blaire and aurora where on my right and Alice was on the couch sleeping happily "it seems like that baby is your guys kid now" aurora said Mattheo threw himself on me resting his head on my shoulder and started to play with my curls that Bella and cissy did.
I smacked his hand away "bella and cissy took time to do my hair" I said to him "it's going to be ruined by the end of the night so shut up" he responded going to grab my hair again I rolled my eyes at him and turned to aurora "Alice is actually out child now" I said sarcastically but it seemed they didn't get the joke "are you serious" Blaire said "no blaire I'm not I was just joking" I moved my head looking at Alice's small figure her little stomach going out after breathing out air.
"I really still can't believe this" aurora said "believe what" I said "your marrying the dark lords son god dammit y/n" she said I just shrugged "no because when u think about it everyone is scared of the riddles and that's going to end up being your last name y/n" blaire said "yeah I guess" I turned my head looking at the people dancing still "your marrying that thing" aurora said moving my head and making me look at Mattheo.
He was now next to Theo, Draco, blaise and Lorenzo, I smiled looking at him seeing as he smacked Theos head, I turned my head back caught off guard by blaires squeal I turned to her "u actually like him" she smiled at me brightly "u do dont u" aurora said also smiling brightly "no..." I paused looking at him "no this is just an arranged marriage" I said "right your telling me Mattheo would act like how acts with u around everyone" aurora said "I mea-" I got cut off "NO" blaire yelled catching the guys attention making them look at us "look away" aurora said and they actually turned away I look at blaire seeing as she shook her head "no y/n he wouldn't that's the right answer he wouldn't" she said.
"She's right" aurora said pausing "does Mattheo seem like the guy to always let his guard down" aurora asked "no?" I said slowly mostly as a question "no y/n he wouldn't, hell he barely likes people in fact he hates people, one time we went to your guys room at Hogwarts and he shut the door on me blaire Draco and Blaise face because he didn't want to talk to us that day" aurora said I laughed thinking about that Mattheo dosent like people I thought how did u know mattheo's voice came in my head get out of my head. Now.
"He barely even likes me" I said to them "sure" blaire rolled her eyes at me "go up to him and kiss him" aurora said, I turned my head looking at her confused "what no" I said "go do it and see how he reacts" aurora said "no" I said smiling a little at how stupid they are "yes" blaire said nodding "just go" aurora said, blaire pushed me trying to get me up "fine" I rolled my eyes at them and stood up god I hate them I thought hate who mattheo's voice came in my head again I swear if that idiot dosent get out of my head.
I walked towards Mattheo seeing as he stood next to Theo, I looked back at blaire and aurora as they smiled at me I want to kill them i thought, maybe I should stop thinking because Mattheo will hear, he turned his head and looked at me as I walked towards him he smiled at me and started to walk slowly towards me I threw myself on him wrapping my arms around his neck and pulling him closer to me attaching my lips to his, he pulled me in trying to get as close to me as possible.
"HEY STOP THAT" Draco yelled I pulled away turning my head and looking at Draco he rolled his eyes going back and talking to Blaise "why did u come up to me" Mattheo asked me I looked at him taking my eyes off Draco "why cant u come up to u" I asked "because I usually go up to u not the either way around" he said I laughed a little resting my head on his chest, he didn't once pull me away or moved he just played with my hair resting his head on top of mine.
"are u just going to ignore we were talking" Theodore said sassy and I took my head off mattheo's chest and looked at Theodore Mattheo chuckled a little before turning and looking at him "my bad" Mattheo said he started to un wrap his arms from my body and moved away slowly taking his head off mine "are u okay" Mattheo asked me I looked up at him and smiled softly "yeah I'm fine, why" I said/asked "uh nothing just asking" he said.
I slowly backed away walking to aurora and blaire, aurora was smiling bright and blaire was smirking my way, I walked back to them sitting down in the middle of them two and taking a glance at Alice making sure she was still asleep, "OoOoOoOo" blaire made stupid OoOoOo's I rolled my eyes at her childness "oh to be arranged and in love" aurora said in dreamy eyes "uh no no, not love" I said moving my head back and forth to see both.
They gave each other looks and blaire smiled brightly at me "yes love" blaire said "no" I paused "we are just arranged and there's no love it's all arranged we have to act like this in front of people that don't know" I said "sureeee" aurora said mockingly, "i want to punch u both" I said "go ahead we will still know there's love there" blaire said "I hate u guys" I said "u love us" aurora responded.
"Oh come on y/n u and we all know that Mattheo would act like that with u in private as well" aurora said "n-" I stopped myself this time Fine he would I thought they got me stuck on what to say now I thought who would mattheo's head came in my thoughts again god I hate u, stop it I thought looking up at Mattheo and he smiled at me before turning and looking at Theo.
"I like u two together" blaire said "yeah not going lie I do to" aurora said "I thought he'd be way worst but he is nice" blaire said "yeah whatever just because he is the dark lords son dosent mean he is going to be like him" I said as those words left my mouth blaire and aurora looked at each other and took big sips of the champagne in there hands "what" I said/asked seeing how they are acting.
"Nothing" aurora and blaire said shrugging acting like they don't know, I'm not going to ask I thought and thankfully as well Mattheo didn't get in my thoughts, out of a sudden Alice woke up and next think u know she started to cry I stood up from the ground and grabbed her small figure making sure her little blanket was still wrapped around to keep her warm, she started to calm down after a couple of minutes.
She is so cute I thought smiling at her small figure she smiled back at me giggling a little, I looked around seeing people watch me I hate how they keep there eyes on me and Mattheo, I looked and saw Mattheo smiling at me I turned away letting my eyes to fall on Alice who allowed herself to fall asleep again now resting her head on my shoulder.
I turned around seeing Mattheo "give me her" he whispered to me I rolled my eyes at him and gently passed her to him "come on let's go outside" he said I held onto his hand as he held Alice letting her small head rest on his shoulder as well, we walked outside and a breeze of air hit me it was a bit cold but my dress and gloves helped me keep warm, there was not much people outside they were more inside probably a reason Mattheo wanted to come outside.
"How are u feeling" he asked me out of no where I looked up at him seeing his sharp jawline "fine" I said still looking up at him he looked down at me rolling his eyes and raising an eyebrow "seriously" he said "what" I asked "I just asked u how u are feeling and u just said "fine"" he said mocking my voice now it was my turn to roll my eyes at him "well then I'm feeling great" I said "now I cant believe that" he said.
I laughed a little and looked around seeing as the moon was a full moon, "so are u going to keep and talking to zayn" he asked/said "seriously Mattheo, I don't intentionally talk to him he is just always there randomly when u arent" I said, wait something about that sounds weird.
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Alr ima stop it here for rn cuz it to much I have 10721 words in the chapter 😭😭
But um so my chisme Anthony that dude that yk weirdo but he tryna get at one of my friends like bitch 🤨 n my ex that didn't cheat went to prison but he got out tho 😁😮💨😮💨 I've been talking to so many guys bruh it's um... funny 😭 n I also seem like a whore but it okay ig 😔😔 lmfaoo also so like someone spreading rumors bout me fucking after the soccer game w my friends bc but she know I didn't cuz I was w her which was really a stupid rumor bruh 😭😭 yall my ex that didn't cheat on house arrest n he has been in all my dreams bruh i dont have dreams but one night he randomly poof into a dream I was sweating n shi when I woke up cuz Idk why I had a dream of him, n it been like that all week.
Any of y'all know why I have been having dreams bout him? 😀😭
But I hope y'all like this chapter tho n ima try n update more often but idk if I can 🤷♀️ cuz it takes me time to write.
Lots of love, gianna.