This chapter contains some self harm. Read at your own risk.
Alexander's POV
That girl is truely adorable. She blushes like a red tomato when I referred to it. I still can't stop grinning. I can't remember the last time I laughed like this.
Oh I remember. It was when I had my last family dinner.
I walk out of the closet only to see the room empty. I look around panicked then my eyes land on the balcony. She is there gazing at the sky. I walk up behind her and hesistate a little. Then slowly I creep my hands around her waist from behind. I have never been this nervous. Again I have never needed to be nervous.
She freezes then relaxes into my touch. She leans back on my chest and then slowly turns. I look into her eyes and lean in to kiss her but I am interrupted by a knock at the door.
I am so going to......
"Alexander your uh.... client is here." Silas says amused. I give him a death glare and he hides his laugh in his cough. I leave Blue with a peck on the cheek and go with Silas. I tell Blue the directions to the kitchen if she is hungry.
"So ...." Silas continues.
"Don't"
"Okay. Lover boy."
"Shut up"
"Dude you are whip...."
"Complete that sentence and prepare yourself to be punched."
"Okay"
I walk in the study room where I see Blue's father sitting very comfortably on the chair. Enjoying. Well he is going to die anyways. He just happens to be my distributer in Texas state. He manages all the drug shipments in Texas. He is damb good in his work.
"So Mr. Andrews what brings you here ?"
"Oh Mr.Vintalli. I am here to inform you that everything iss under control but there is this officer in Texas that knows about us. He also reached the venue the day the shipment was to come with the force. We were lucky that it was postponed. But he also kinda....."
"What ?"
"He has a doubt on me."
"Well I was brought down to the station. While leaving I saw a room full of photos to bring our organisations down. It didn't have your photo but it did have Toby's."
"Okay. Anything else ?"
"Uh.... can I have something to eat ? It was a long way."
"Okay. Come. I am hungry myself."
"Okay"
I lead him to the kitchen but something tells me I shouldn't have. When we enter the kitchen I am fretted with Blue in my clothes with her back to me making pancakes. Then I remember. And I place myself between them too but it is too late. She turns and their eyes meet.
He looks around a little then his eyes land on a knife on the counter. He reaches for it but I grab his coller and band his head on the refrigerator. He looks at me shocked but I just smirk. He mouth curls up into a snide and sadistic smile and my smile drops.
He looks at Blue and her eyes are pouring. I control myself to go up to her and console her. He then opens his trap and says," So you bitch found a new bird huh ? You good for nothing fool. I knew you were a who're and a slit from the beginning. I should have known. I thought you would have died somewhere in the way. I hoped you had died somewhere in the way."
She runs from the kitchen and I can hear her cries. I can't see her like this. I walk upto that piece of shit and then with my gun I shoot him in his mouth. He hurt my Blue with his shitty mouth I will hurt him there. I tell my men to clean up the mess.
Well at least the good thing that came out of his death was that officer no longer sees him as a suspect.
I run into my room and see it empty. She might be somewhere else. But a noise in the bathroom catches my attention. I go into the bathroom to find Blue trying to hit her head on the wall.
What ?
I go behind her and snake a hand around her waist. I use the other hand to keep it on her forehead. She is completely in my embrace now. I lean on the other side and whisper,
"If you ever try anything like that again, I will fuck you so hard you won't be able to walk for a week. Let alone try a stunt like this. I don't care if you are a virgin or not."
She breaks up in my arms and I slowly turn her around. She turns to me but keeps her face down. I tilt her face by her chin and make her look into my eyes. But all I can see is a broken girl. Her whole face is covered in tears. I whisper,
"You are mine now. I told you that. You don't have any right to harm yourself or even think about it. I am very possessive about my things. And I am very very possessive about you."
"Why ?" She replies broken.
"Because.... I am still trying to figure it out. But till I do I will make sure no harm comes to you."
"That man hates me...."
"Hated you. I killed him"
She pushes me away and walks to the bedroom. I follow her. She picks up a pillow and goes out the room. But before she leaves i interrupt her,
"Where are you going ?"
"I am not sleeping next to a killer."
Ouch. "Why ? You didn't have a problem before when I killed Toby."
"I don't know."
"Fine. I will not kill anymore."
"What ? You would do that ? You can do that ?"
"Well I can't change anything about what I am. So all I can do is assure you that I will never kill anyone. I can't say the same about my men. Or Silas. They do what I say. If I want someone gone, he will be. But I won't kill anyone. Is it good enough ?"
She looks into deep thought. "Yes"
"Now tell me why are you suicidal ?"
"Um.... I am kinda sleepy. So.... I am gonna sleep." She walks past me but I grab her elbow and push her against me. She is standing in front of me now with nowhere to go. I give her a death glare.
"I was 18 when it all started. I was off to college but I decided to live in an apartment in LA. Not at dorm. So when I bought it, my dad, after some months came up to me and said that he lost our old house due to his drinking problems and needs a home to stay. Everything went good for a few weeks but after sometime, he started hitting me and he threatened me to name the house after him so I did. After that he would come home drunk and beat me till I bled. One day he was beating me and he started to tear my clothes. But I was very much weak so I fainted before he could do anything. He took me to the hospital where I met Josh. He as there for a minor accident. I was so scared but I told him my story and that's when we ran. We ran away and I came here. But during those times he used to tell me things. Evil Things. Things I deep down knew were true. Like he said I was good for nothing and I was as I had no talents and I could do nothing. And now I see him here. How do you know him anyways ?"
"He is my distributer in Texas. I know what he told you. But they are not true. They aren't okay ? Just.... don't beat yourself up. And for the record you are very beautiful and you are unbelievably good in handling me. Which by the way is a talent cuz this side of me ? No one knows about. Not even Silas." I add a little humor.
"Why me ?"
"Cuz... I like you. I really really like you."
"I like you too ?" It comes out as a question I chuckle.
"Alexander ?"
"Hmm... ?"
"You are really beautiful.?"
"Haha.... men are not beautiful they are hot handsome, sexy...." She doesn't let me finish.
"I know. But you are really beautiful. At Heart"
"Baby, I don't have one."
"You do. If you didn't you wouldn't be capable of liking me. Or seeing the good in me."
"That's debatable."
"Let's go to sleep, Alex"
Us lets. Toghether. I think I might even love her.