equanimity

By ifuckingloveburritos

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e•qua•nim•ity mental calmness, composure, and evenness of temper, especially in a difficult situation "yeah... More

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epilogue

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By ifuckingloveburritos

billie
"dudeee" i threw my head back and smiled so big. "that my woman! gosh, y'all need to stop asking me questions about her because i can go on and on forever"

"your fans seems to love you two" erik, the guy who was interviewing me said.

"yeah they always talking about y'all" another guy named aj said and chuckled.

"let me ask you this billie" paige, another person who was here in the interview with me asked. "would you say that jayden is your 'dream girl'? we know you two probably had a thing back then"

"fuck yeah" i made a face and nodded. "and uh- yeah i guess you can say that. last year a lot of shit happened between us and-"

"that's when you started hittin it?" aj asked me.

i stopped mid sentence and looked at him.

"woah man? first of all" i furrowed my brows and pointed at him. "don't disrespect my woman like that"

"oh my bad, my problem" he held his hands up while he apologized. "my bad"

i let out a small scoff and turned back to paige to finish what i was saying.

my interview went pretty well aside from what that guy said about jay.

today was on off day for me.

i already played at san francisco, san diego, santa ana, atlanta, and d.c.

my next show tomorrow is in philadelphia.

finneas wasn't lying when he said that tour was gonna go by quick. after tomorrow, i have ten more shows to do and i'm back at home with jay.

i really miss her.

we haven't been able to talk that much though because of her having work and school. but there are times where we have like a two hour facetime call.

right now i'm pretty sure i can call her.

"jayyyy!" i screamed when she answered.

"billieee!" she gave me the same energy and laughed. "how are you baby? i miss you"

"oh my god" i threw my head back and groaned. "okay so i had an interview not too long ago"

"yeah" jay nodded as she listened to me.

"and then this girl asked me if you were my dream girl and of course i said yes cause you are" i told her. "and then this bitch had the audacity to cut me off mid sentence and say some disrespectful ass shit!"

"what did they say?" jayden tilted her head to the side.

"tHaT's wHeN yOu sTaRtEd hiTtiN it" i mocked him. "baby, i wanted to punch this man so bad! the question wasn't even related to that shit and he just said it!"

"what the fuck?" she made a face. "did you say anything to him? that's fucked up"

"yeah, i told him to not disrespect you like that" i scoffed while shaking my head. "anywaysss, i miss you a lot"

"ten more shows and you'll be back home" jay gave me a small smile.

"you counting or what?" i chuckled as i looked at her through my screen.

"yeah i am" she nodded happily and looked at the top of her screen.

"you got your hoes texting you or what?" i joked when i heard her phone vibrate.

"you're my only hoe" she smirked. "i'm playing, i don't have any hoes and you know that, but it was just sam texting me"

the smile on my face slowly went away when she said her name.

"oh" was all i said.

"she asked if i was still down for today" jayden said because i'm sure she knew i wanted to know what they were walking about. "we're gonna go to top golf with ava and mitch"

"remember when we went there" i let out a little snort. "your ass let go of the stick after you hit and it went flying!"

"it just happened!" jayden made a fake angry face and laughed. "but i wouldn't be talking because you literally almost fell off and missed the ball every time you tried hitting it"

"you know what" i sucked my teeth and narrowed my eyes. "let's both agree that we suck at golf"

"yeah we do" jayden nodded. "by the time you get back i'm gonna be a pro at it"

"bet" i smirked. "we're gonna go back to top golf and see how good you got"

"i'm reserving us a date" jayden said while i heard some tapping sounds. "there"

she sent me a screenshot of the reservation she made.

i saw sam had sent her a text with the "🥰" emoji...

"uh- why is that sam girl sending you that emoji?" i asked her quietly.

"i told her i'll be on my way soon with ava" jay replied. "i promise it's nothing bad"

"okay" i nodded and looked to the side.

"look" jay held her hand up to show me the rings she was wearing. "put yours on"

"it's been on" i smirked while bringing my hand up to show her the black skull with bunny ears ring.

"put on the butterfly one too" she smiled.

"got you" i rolled out of my bunk and grabbed my jewelry box.

i looked through my rings until i found it.

i put it on and flipped the camera. "there you go" i told her while moving my hand around. "you like?"

"i wish your hand was around my neck" jayden sighed while rolling on her back.

"now where did that come from?" i snorted and began laughing.

"sorry it just came out" she chuckled and stretched.

i saw her shirt ride up a little and smirked. "you should show me your tits" i told her while sitting down.

"you have them as your home screen babe" jay sent me a look. "you seem them every day"

"aw man" i pouted. "i wanted to see your yitties"

"you and that word" she playfully rolled her eyes. "hey, i gotta go baby"

"oh okay" i frowned and blew her a kiss. "have fun, i love you"

"i love you!" jayden made a kissy face and hung up on me.  "i'll call you when i'm home"

she definitely knows how i feel about that salmonella girl.

i just don't like her and after what she pulled the night i had to leave, i hate her even more.

like why would she touch and flirt and act all fake in front of me any my girlfriend.

there's just something about that girl.

i mean, when i saw her, there was just something there that made me feel so weird being in her presence.

maybe it's because jayden's getting closer with another female and i'm just jealous of the fact that she is?

fuck i don't know...

but whatever it is i don't trust her around jay.

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