*trigger warning, self harm*
Cradling my ribs in pain I gasped for breath, lying on the freezing floor just outside of the toilets as my chest became tight and I searched my bag frantically as it was ripped away from me and I dug the heel of my shoe into the floor both angrily and desperately
"Give me it-"
"What is it?"
"Give me it Davies!" I said loudly, gasping for breath, feeling my hands turn cold as I grabbed my throat in pain
"Why do you need it so bad?"
"Just give me it-"
"Well you're not saying whether you want it intact or not- Reducto!-"
"No!" I shouted just as the bang echoed around the corridor, my inhaler exploding loudly as he dropped what remained onto the ground and I dived for it. Holding the small pieces of the canister in my hand I chucked them as I turned angrily, the whole of the corridor empty. Taking in as deep of a breath as I could I pushed myself to my feet, wobbling before grabbing my bag limply and crashing into the bathroom as I sank down, turning my bag over as I emptied it frantically onto the soaking wet floor, searching for my spare inhaler before I dived into the side pocket, cutting my hand as I let out a shout.
Gently pulling it out I looked at the shard of porcelain, dried blood on it along with fresh blood as I grasped it tightly in my hand, wincing as I felt blood running down my hand before I took ahold of it and rolled my sleeves up while staring at my torn and bloody hand. Not even thinking I stabbed at my wrist, shouting in pain as blood streamed down my skin and I done it again, dragging it across my skin so many times until I looked back, my skin covered in a mass of blood and jagged cuts.
Jumping to my feet I crashed into the sinks, running my wrists under the flowing water as I bit my tears back. Waiting a minute or so I finally felt myself relax a bit, stress having somehow left my body and mind as I turned the tap off, able to breathe a bit better too as I rolled my sleeves down, my skin on fire as I stuffed my things back in my bag and left.
"Where were you?"
"What? Wandering"
"Where did you wander off to then? Because classes ended ages ago and you're going to be late for dinner if you don't hurry up" Pansy told me after I had walked into the dorm as I dropped my bag down with pain raking through me as I crouched down and pulled a box out from under my bed and took out an inhaler as I used it quickly a few times
"Are you alright?"
"I'm not coming to dinner"
"Why? Are you feeling alright?"
"Fine, I was just needing my inhaler"
"Then why aren't you coming to dinner?"
"Because I'm just not hungry" I shrugged, pushing myself up with difficulty as I looked at her and gave her a smile while she shrugged me off before turning and leaving and I let my smile drop, disappearing into the bathroom as I instantly changed out of my bloody clothes