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Sumans pov,

I sigh in relief as I finally got time to write my diary, yes I started pouring everything on the plane page after papa left me alone.

I pick the pen from the stand to write and my eyes fall on the first page of my diary and a chuckle left my lips.

A warning "DO NOT TOUCH" Has been written in bold letters. I pick up the diary but it felt heavy, yes heavy because since 7 years this diary is the only one to listen my unsaid words. The warning reminds me of shravan , buddhu hamesha mere cheezon mein mujhse zyada interest raha hai magar meri diary ko chu bhi liya na toh uski khair nhi.

I engrossed myself in writing.

Dear diary,

Aaj mann kuch bachain hai pata nhi kya hai... I know ki hum mission ke liye jaldi hi bhopal Chod denge magar isbaar kuch sahi nhi lag raha.

Kabhi lagta hai mein kuch zyada soch rhi hun, magar papa ke jaane ke baad koi simple si baat se bhi dil sehem jaata hai, already bahut kuch kho chuki hun ab nhi khona.

Mumma ki tabyat bhi kuch thik nhi lag rhi i know ki vo mujhse kuch chupa rhi hai magar kya.

Rishte aise hi hote hai ek baar jud jaye toh toote hi nhi bandhan sa ban jata hai aur ye bandhan dil ko sukoon deta hai.

Par kabhi kabhi darr lagta hai kahin ki aane wale toofaan se ye rishton ki door tut na jaaye.

I closed the diary as I heared chachi yelling.. My and kanchan's name we both looked at each other and headed downstairs.

My heart stops beating when I found mumma lying on floor with blood coming out from her mouth.

"Mummaaaaaa" I yelled and ran towards her.
I kept her head on my lap and started patting her cheeks .

"Mummmaaa utho, mummaaa " I looked at chachi hopefully.

"Beena ambulance aa gayi hai, bhabhi ko le jana hoga" Chacha ji said and we headed to hospital.

I took her hand in mine.

"Mummmaa" A whisper escape my lips.

"We have to take her to OT, please keep patience everything will get fine"
Doctor said and take her inside.

And I broke down on floor.

"Suman" Kancha came and kneeled beside me.

"Dekh tu chinta matt kar, sab thik hoga" She said wiping my tears.

"Kancha, mumma thik ho jayengi na,mein unhe nhi khona chahti kancha, papa ko kho chuki hun ab unhe nhi kho sakti"

Kancha nodded her head in yes and started caressing my head as I hugged her.

"Kancha, ye Suman Tiwari ab aur zakhm nhi seh payegi kancha, ek baar tut chuki hoon, ab tuti toh khud ko samet nhi paungi"

"Sab theek hoga" Kancha said.

"Sumaannn" I looked up only to meet red eyes of shravan. My human diary.

"Shravan" I said meekly.

He ran and I stood up along with kancha.

He hugged me with force, and I broken down in his embrace transferring my all stress, sadness to him.

I looked at him, he just blinks in assurance and I get strength which I lost few minutes before.

"Sab thik hoga sumo" He said and nodded positively.

Tbc.

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