Unboxing The Unknown

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Unboxing The Unknown

I wanted it to be you and I

               Why are you making this so complicated?
Why is everything so hard for me right now?

                            My heart feels like it is no longer beat
I am not sure if that is good or not 😔😢

                           I. . . I am just really irritated and sad.
I put so much effort into nursing school, into my relationship with people, but I feel like I get no support back.

People don't seem trustworthy, people seem very sneaky and unhelpful.... so who can I even trust.

                                       My only question is why?

Why is that, as humans, we have millions of questions about our self-identity about how future will be, our career, yet we never have reliable answers?
                    
Why?
                    I just want my nursing degree in my hand

My degree in my brown, soft hands that resembles of fatigue hands. In fact, my body is beyond fatigued. I cry here and there. My anxiety is throw the floor. I feel uneasy.

              But why is it so hard? Do I not deserve my degree?

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