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My mind, body, and soul needs a rest
I'm not sure how much crying I can endure
I'm actually tired of saying the same shit over and over
Feeling the same feelings constantly and the result always ending up the damn same
I'm lost in my own life
I have lost the true meaning of happiness and I'm so far from what creates pure bliss in my life
I question myself over and over "how did I get here? And when did I get here?"
But somehow, I experienced the most abundant of joy and tranquility with you throughout the time we were together
Now, This back and forth conflict is starting to become bullshit again
The same story goes, "we shouldn't do this. We will become toxic for one another."
And then I start to feel sad all over again
Then the tears begin to escaped because I feel like I do not deserve love
One second I am being pleased and the next minute I'm soaking in my tears ready to explode
I can't keep going back and forth with I'm wanting one minute and I'm not wanted the next.
I just can't anymore. . .
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Poetry Or Short Stories
PoetryI have written some poetry or little stories that express how I feel. So I'm just using Wattpad as a way of self expression. Hopefully as some of you read this you will know you aren't alone. 🥰 Also, I give credit to those who token the beautiful...
