zayn gently pulls out of harrie and lays beside her out of breath. he looks over at her and smiles at how distraught she is.
harrie notices him looking and rolls her eyes. "can you maybe not look at me like you just won a contest?"
"can't help it. i can tell i wore you out baby." zayn laughs as harrie hits his chest playfully.
"shut up loser."
zayn wraps his arms around her and kisses her forehead gently.
"today was fun yeah?"
harrie looks him in the eyes while playing with his necklace.
"it was. thank you for that."
"you welcome baby." zayn kisses her sweetly.
"im sorry for being a debby downer the last few months. it's just really hard you know."
zayn shakes his head. "you have no reason to apologize to me darling. you lost a baby-"
"you did too though."
"but i will never know what it's like for me to lose a child inside me baby. im really sorry you had to go through that. but just know, im always here for you."
"i know. can i ask you something though?"
"sure."
"when the times right will you want to have another baby? not right now of course but, in the future?"
"baby, we talked about this! us having four little babies ruling the world."
"i know but, that was before we lost amir. it's different now."
zayn smiles and kisses her noes. "nothings change okay? i still want to get married to you and have babies with you. but let's finish high school and wait until my football career takes off yeah?"
"and i become a famous writer."
"exactly! speaking of, you haven't wrote in a while."
harrie blushes. "i have actually. im just too shy to show you."
"why baby? it's me."
"that's why."
zayn looks at her confused.
harrie gets out of the bed to get her journal.
zayn reads it and sheds a few tear.
"oh wow."
"you hate it don't you?"
"no baby, this is fucking fantastic! wow."
"really? you like it?"
"of course baby! you're really fucking talented."
harrie blushes.
"thank you zaynie."
zayn gives her a look.
"what?"
"zaynie? you've never called me that before."
"i do just never to your face. i didn't even realize i said it."
zayn pecks her lips.
"i love it."
"you do?"
"kinda a turn on." zayn kisses her passionately and leans her over.
"okay, are we going for another round?" harrie asked as zayn kisses her neck.
"mhm."
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