Two Lovers // Solby✓

025❦

((Colby's P.O.V))

After Sam left my room, the guilt that I had been feeling (and not knowing it) weighed down on me so much that I couldn't even move.

"Have a nice time getting him back." I heard Amber say then saw her also leave my room. I didn't a single muscle. I just stayed in that one spot.

I told you that you shouldn't have done it

~Blocks connection~

I didn't feel like responding to Cole. He was right. I betrayed Sam's trust and now I lost him.

This was all my fault. I hurt Sam, and I'm never going to get him back. He's going to find someone that won't cheat on him; he's going to find someone that will always make him smile; he's going to find someone that will make him happier than I made him.

I felt water fall down my cheeks, and I realized that I was crying. I shouldn't be the one crying. I feel more guilty about what I did now.

More tears filled my eyes, as I sat on the floor of my room, with my back pressed up against my bed.

I took my phone and a pair of ear buds then played a song,

You and I
We're like fireworks and symphonies exploding in the sky
With you, I'm alive
Like all the missing pieces of my heart, they finally collide

So stop time right here in the moonlight
'Cause I don't ever wanna close my eyes

Without you, I feel broke
Like I'm half of a whole
Without you, I've got no hand to hold
Without you, I feel torn
Like a sail in a storm
Without you, I'm just a sad song
I'm just a sad song

With you, I fall
It's like I'm leaving all my past in silhouettes up on the wall
With you, I'm a beautiful mess
It's like we're standing hand in hand with all our fears up on the edge

So stop time right here in the moonlight
'Cause I don't ever wanna close my eyes

Without you, I feel broke
Like I'm half of a whole
Without you, I've got no hand to hold
Without you, I feel torn
Like a sail in a storm
Without you, I'm just a sad song

You're the perfect melody
The only harmony
I wanna hear
You're my favorite part of me
With you standing next to me
I've got nothing to fear

Without you, I feel broke
Like I'm half of a whole
Without you, I've got no hand to hold
Without you, I feel torn
Like a sail in a storm
Without you, I'm just a sad song

Without you, I feel broke
Like I'm half of a whole
Without you, I've got no hand to hold
Without you, I feel torn
Like a sail in a storm
Without you, I'm just a sad song
I'm just a sad song

After the song ended, I heard movement coming from outside my door. The sounds that I heard suddenly stopped, and a few minutes later I heard footsteps going down the hall and down and the stairs.

Soon, I heard a car engine going. I looked out my window and saw Sam pulling out of the driveway.

I left my room and saw a note on my door. I took it off and read it,

Dear, Colby

I know that this might come across rude, and self-centered, but fuxk it. I deserve better. I deserve to be loved passionately, and deeply. I deserve to be accepted, and appreciated. That's not something you're capable of. I have loved you, and cared for you for over five years, and now you just let all of that go down the drain. If you ever see me again, I want you to remember what you had, regret what you've lost, and realize what your never getting back. You didn't just cheat on me; you cheated on us. You didn't just break my heart; you broke our future. There is one thing that I've learned from you: Never fully trust anyone except yourself.

Bye

-Sam

I really did lose him for good. Didn't I?

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((These last few chapters have been a bit depressing. Haven't they?))

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