Love Me If You Dare

6 - Married to the beast

Lechu's pov

My heart is racing like it's on final marathon, yes today is my marriage. Finally that day has come and I am nervous never like before. I never thought that my marriage will be like this. Whenever I dreamt of that beautiful day only very excited Lakshmi's face filled inside me. Appa will be ordering to wedding planners about every details, my sister beside me commenting about my looks. Designers and stylists all around me, my friends and I having lots of fun, house filled with so many peoples. Now all these remained as my dream itself.

I looked at my wedding dress which was spread on bed. It's beautiful...... How it can't be beautiful? Because my appa selected it. He never interfered in selecting my outfits then why he selected this alone ?

Sitting in front of the mirror to put my makeup all these thoughts were running inside me. Marriage will be taking place in my house itself without much crowd. Dev's family wanted it like that due to several reasons. I think they are right.... When it comes to Rathore family security is an issue. Also as a royal family now they're into minimalism to become an example for others. Avoiding extravagant wedding and unwanted expenses.

I never talked with Dev like I wanted. We have to get know each other very well before marriage but it didn't happened. He is always busy. Sometimes I feel like he is actually not interested in this marriage but then I will think from his side. He is a business man so he has his own busy schedules. But he never forget to sent me flowers every day. He is trying to show his love but not the way I want. But I have to adjust..... Then only this marriage will work. He need someone who can understand him not the one who criticize him with each and everything. I decided I will be his adjusting wife and he will appreciate me one day.

According to their custom bride should leave with groom to his house after marriage. So I packed my necessary things in two trolley bags. If I take my whole things then appa had to call some moving company. Only new things are enough because rest I can buy once I reach his home. I don't know how should I dress up as per their tradition and what are their rules. So it's better not to buy anything now later I can go for shopping with Dev.

I was moving like a machine whatever the stylist asked me to do because inside my mind all these thoughts were running. Once I got ready completely she asked me to take a look in front of my long dressing mirror. Am I really looking good ? I don't understand.
I couldn't smile because of some weird reasons. I feel like crying right now.