chapter 38 - i don't have it figured it out just yet

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Oikawa's POV

As I waved goodbye to y/n my mind was spinning. I still didn't know how I felt about them. I sighed, and looked up at the dreary sky. It was grey and cloudy I loved how y/n always admired the sky, it was like they could find good in anyone or anything.

I sighed, they could even find good in me. Me out of all people? You didn't even know why Y/n had feelings for me. I was surprised Y/n didn't like Iwaizumi instead of me. Iwaizumi was nice, calm and collected. I just in shock. I took a deep breath and rubbed my temples frustrated, usually I knew if I liked a girl pretty quickly, so why was this so difficult?

I knew what I liked about y/n they were caring, kind, and hard working. Y/n never said anything to me but I knew she was working hard. I looked around I wasn't going to lie, but y/n was very pretty. 

I buried my hands in my pockets, it was cold and winter was coming. It felt like fall was just a few days ago. Technically, it was just yesterday, but it felt so far away. I thought about what Iwaizumi said. I thought about my ex-girlfriend. 

I thought about a lot of things, but I thought most about how I felt, for y/n. As I laid in bed unable to sleep I looked at my ceiling fan. I got up, I couldn't sleep not here not now. I got up slipped my shoes on and snuck out the back door. I didn't know where I was going, I would probably go to the convenience store and buy an energy drink. 

I think I finally figured out my feelings for y/n. I was truly suprised with my answer, I thought I had it figured out, but when I stared at the sky, I truly knew how I felt. Now, I just needed to figure out what I was going to do. 

(sorry this is really short)                                                                                                                                          (unedited chapter)

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