Chapter 30 - Nix

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A/N: Hello lovelies! Can I just apologise for not posting for a few days

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A/N: Hello lovelies! Can I just apologise for not posting for a few days. My little terror of a daughter not only destroyed my iPad but she got my iPhone too 🤦🏻‍♀️ so I had to wait for my new one to arrive and I've been going stir crazy without it. Hope you enjoy xxx

My earliest memory is also one of my favourite memories. I was three maybe four and my dad had taken me to the park

"Higher Daddy! Higher!" I scream as he pushes me on the swing

"But if you go any higher you'll fly away." He gasps dramatically

"It's ok daddy, I've got my fairy wings so I can always fly back to you." I smile. As an adult when I think back I'm sure my dad made those wings out of coat hangers and pantyhose, but I loved them so much I would never be without them. I was obsessed with fairies

"Speaking of fairies, I have a surprise for you, I was going to wait until tonight, but I'm too excited!" He says as he stops the swing and lifts me out. He takes off his shirt, some of the moms whistling, and turns his back to me. I look at the giant Phoenix tattoo that covers most of his back

"What's that daddy?" I ask

"That is Fairy Fe, now she's always sitting on my shoulder." He smiles as he looks back at me

"But I'm Fairy Fe." I pout

"Exactly! So whatever happens you'll always be on my shoulder." He says as he turns and pulls me into his giant arms

"I love you daddy."

"I love you too my little fairy Fe." My dad says before kissing my cheek. I giggle when he picks me up and tosses me onto his shoulders, we run through the park as we both pretend to fly.

When I was really young we had nothing. My dad was a convicted felon, so not many people were willing to take a chance on him. We lived in a disgusting apartment block surrounded by drugs, violence and prostitution. But I don't remember anything other than happiness from my childhood and that's thanks to my dad. I couldn't have asked for a better father, I never felt like something was missing because I didn't have a Mom, he was all I needed.

"Fe? Fe come back to me baby."

"I can give her a sedative to calm her down."

"No!" I manage to get out as I gasp for breath

"Ok, Nix, it's Cordelia, you're having a panic attack honey, we need to calm your breathing before you pass out." I finally open my eyes and I'm lying on the bed Tommy's arms wrapped tightly around me as Cordelia looks down at me

"You scared the shit out of me." Tommy says as he strokes my hair.

"He has my dad." I whisper as I try to fight back a sob

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