Not In That Way - Lauren Jauregui/You *in editing*

chapter 20.

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A MONTH AND A HALF LATER.

Lauren's P.O.V

Being back on tour was great, sure I missed my family, and everyone back home, but at least now I was reunited with my girls on our european leg of the tour. We just finished in Spain and now we were heading to the UK.

We just got off the plane in London, we were playing about twelve different shows in England, then a few in Scotland and in Wales and Ireland. To say I was excited would be an understatement.

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YOUR P.O.V

I, along with the rest of the students selected to go to London just got off the plane and although we were tired from the long flights and constant changing of flights we were so excited to be here. Dash and I, along with everyone else, were walking through the airport and something seemed strange. I don't really know how to describe it, there were lots of teenage girls and boys and there was lots of screaming. We put to down to the fact that someone pretty famous must be using the same airport as us.

As we pushed our way further through the airport there was five names that kept being shouted, none of us could exactly make out what names they were but they all sounded different.

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Eventually we managed to make our way past the majority of the screaming fans and ended up just sat around whilst we waited to check that we still had everyone and nobody was hurt.

"That was awesome." Dash said as he came and sat next to me on the floor.

"No, that was terrifying." I said followed by a small chuckle.

"Are you kidding? I was in a small space surrounded by possibly thousands of screaming girls, life doesn't get much better than that." He returned and I let out a small laugh.

"It's just too bad nobody here knows who you are." I replied.

"Yeah, but some of them knew you, I heard people calling your name." Jamie, another student out here said.

"You probably just heard wrong." I said.

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It was three hours later and we still hadn't left the airport, we tried to but we got stopped by some security guys that told us it wasn't safe for anyone to leave. We had moved from the floor though, now we were in a small backroom. We got informed that a famous group was arriving here so that explained all the teenagers and the screaming.

We had now been in that room for two and a half hours and I was losing the will to live when suddenly the door burst open and like twelve people scrambled in.

"That was crazy." I heard a familiar voice say, I couldn't see who said it because people were blocking my view.

"No, it was terrifying." Another strikingly familiar voice spoke, I let out a small chuckle at the similarities between that conversation and the one Dash and I had earlier.

"I'm just glad I'm better now because if not I think I would've killed off half of the population of England." Another said followed by a small laugh. I know that voice, I could never forget that voice. Lauren.

I immediately stood up and my eyes met Lauren's. We stood there just staring at each other for a few seconds then I saw her turn and talk to their tour manager who lead her off to another room.
I followed Lauren and her tour manager until he lead her until a bathroom and came back. I took a breath then walked in.

"Y/N." She started before walking over to me.

"You're here, you're actually here. I thought I was going crazy. Why are you here?" She rambled then questioned.

"Just some art thing for my college, why are you here?" I returned.

"The girls and I are touring here." She explained. She started to walk even closer.

"I saw the video. I'm proud of you." I started, she came even closer, I started to back away but I ended up hitting a wall.

"I did it because I wanted you to know that I love you. I want to be with you and I don't want to hide it." She said before leaning in. I moved my head away.

"Lauren, we've talked about how hard it would be." I reminded her. She walked to the other side of the room.

"WE HAVE BEEN OVER THIS BULLSHIT A MILLION TIMES. I LOVE YOU OKAY. I WANT TO BE WITH YOU. I don't care how hard it is, we will make it work." She yelled. I was taken back by her sudden outburst.

"Lauren..." I started.

"Come with me." She cut in.

"What?" I asked. She once again walked over to me.

"Come with me on tour. You can do you schooling online or whatever." She suggested.

"I wouldn't have a place on your tour." I reminded her.

"We need a new guitarist, you fit the bill perfectly and also I want my fiancée on tour with me." She spoke and I blushed at how she still addressed me as her fiancée.

"What do you say?" She asked, I took a moment to think before nodding.
She immediately leaned in to place a passionate kiss on my lips. I had missed her kiss a hell of a lot more that I realised.

"But Lauren, if things get nasty again or if I fall behind on my studies I will be on the first flight to Sydney." I informed her.

"I won't let things get nasty and you're too organised and smart and talented to ever fall behind on your studies." She told me before pulling me in for another kiss.
I guess I really can't stay away from her.

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TWO MONTHS LATER.

Lauren's P.O.V

"LAUREN WAKE UP TODAY IS THE BIG DAY!" Dinah yelled as she walked through the tour bus.

"Dinah be quiet, Y/N might hear you." I said as I climbed out of my bunk.
"Relax she went to get breakfast with Mani and Mila." She told me.

"So what's the plan?" Ally questioned as Dinah and I entered the front lounge of the tourbus.

"Well tonight after the encore I will pull Y/N to the front of the stage and propose, simple." I told them not giving too many details away. Y/N had been on tour with us for the last two months and even know we were basically engaged I still hadn't properly asked the question and as we are now in Paris I figured there would be no better place to do it.

"Lets just hope that you proposing will be better than you getting sick like the last time we were in France." Dinah joked.

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"THANK YOU PARIS. Now as some of you may be aware there is someone very special to all five of us here, but mainly special to me." I spoke into the microphone and the girls went over and literally dragged Y/N over to where I was.

"Lauren what is going on?" Y/N whispered.

"Y/N I love you, I feel like I have loved you since we met when we were little but I just didn't realise it because I didn't know what love was. I know I'm not perfect but you make me feel like I am. You are so beautiful and you're so talented and so kind and so smart and you always know the right thing to do and even though most of the time I don't listen you still never give up on me. I want to spend the rest of my life with you and I don't care what anyone says or what anyone thinks because nothing will stop me from loving you. Y/N will you marry me?" I finished.

There was a long pause, it felt time had stopped completely.

"Lauren. Yes, yes I will marry you." Y/N said before practically jumping on me.
We stood and I slid the ring onto Y/N hand.

I forgot that there was over people there until I heard the roar of the crowd followed by the girls running over and hugging us both.

A/N: happy chapter. Also reflection is fire.