Not In That Way - Lauren Jauregui/You *in editing*

chapter 4.

"Lauren..I..I can't stay, I'm sorry." I said sadly.

"Why not? I thought you loved me?" She said, tears starting to fill both our eyes.

"I do but you're not thinking straight, you just broke up with Luis and neither of us can be sure if you want this." I said grabbing her hand.

"Look, I'm sure this is what I want, why won't you let us be happy?" She said, she sounded not angry but frustrated.

"Because it wouldn't work Lauren, you are barely in the same place for two minutes its hard enough being friends over distance so imagine how hard it would be for both of us if we were dating. I really want to be with you and now I'm just realising how difficult it would be." I said honestly.

"I love you, is that not enough to make you stay." She pleaded.

"I'm sorry." I said and she left without another word.

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"Is this a bad time?" I heard Camila ask as she entered whilst I was packing my suitcase.

"No its fine." I said followed by a sigh.

"I need to tell you something." She said taking my clothes out of my hands and placed then on my bed before leading me out to the balcony.

"If you are going to beg me to stay because Lauren loves me it won't work nothings going to keep me here." I said sternly.

"I have feelings for you." She blurted out and my eyes went wide.

"What do.." I started but she cut me off by pressing her lips against mine.

Soon enough I was kissing her back. I don't know why but I was. I eventually started to lead us onto her bed and I laid her down, the kissing, well making out became more intense and I moved my lips and started to place kisses along her jaw and on her neck.

"Are we really going to do this?" She asked.
"I think so." I replied before leaning into kiss her again.

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"Did that really just happen?" I asked with a small chuckle.

"I think it did." She replied.

"Why did we do that?" I asked.

"I'm not sure but Lauren will kill us both if she finds out." Camila replied.

"I should get back to packing." I said remembering I had to catch a flight soon.

"You might want to shower first, I mean we did just have sex." She stated bluntly standing from her bed and redressing herself whilst I did the same.

"Good point." I said heading over to the bathroom.

"I just hope the others didn't hear us." She said.

"I don't know, I've been told I'm pretty good so you were probably quite loud." I joked.

"Wait, that wasn't your first time?" She asked in shock and I laughed.

"No it was, I was just joking around with you." I said placing a kiss on her lips.

"I'm going to miss you." She says with a sad smile.

"I'll miss you too, but next time you're Florida call me and maybe we can hang out or do something else." I joked and we both laughed.

As soon as I walked away what I had just done hit me.
I just slept with Lauren's best friend.

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It was now 3 pm and I was packed and all ready to go.

"You know, you guys didn't have to drive to the airport." I said as I sat in the back of the van with Ally, Camila and Dinah with Lauren upfront with Mani.

"We wanted to spend as much with you as possible." Camila said grabbing my hand.

"Thank you." I said kissing her cheek.

We arrived at the airport and we were all sat around waiting for my flight when Ally spoke up.

"Y/N, you need to come and visit again soon." She said as a demand.

"Don't worry I definitely will." I replied and I got attacked in a group hug.

"Please stay." Lauren said and they all looked at me with sad eyes.

"Flight 255 to Miami is boarding now." The announcer said.

"Guys I have to go, I'm sorry." I said standing and hugging them all individually.

"I love you." Lauren whispered when I hugged her.

"I love you too." I whispered back, tears threatening to spill form my eyes.

"Don't forget what happened." Camila said jokingly.

"I couldn't if I tried." I said before heading to my flight.

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I arrived back in Miami and called my mother to come and pick me up from the airport.

"I missed you so much Y/N." She said in her thick Italian accent.

"I missed you too mom." I said hugging her, even though I was only gone like four days.

"Are you going to tell me why you're back." She said sweetly.

"In time Momma I promise." I replied honestly.

I checked my phone and saw I had a message from Lauren telling me she missed me and she loved me.

Did I make the right choice?

A/N: this is like really short, i'm so sorry.